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Chef
Profile Blog Joined August 2005
10810 Posts
May 10 2012 03:57 GMT
#1
It feels like a friend has died. I will never see him again and no matter how much I miss him or how many memories flood into me, he is gone forever. It feels like we never properly said good-bye. From meeting his little brother in elementary school, and discovering him in high school, we've had such a long history. How can I even describe how it feels to just sit here thinking about all the fun we had together, and then to think about how the disease slowly took his body away from him for itself over two cruel years? It is like seeing his whole life in images over an instant, the humblest beginnings when he didn't know what he was doing or if anything was going to come out of his life, to his achievements to his spiral into darkness.

It's times like these you just want to absorb yourself in grief. You listen to sad songs and torture yourself till an inconvenient life interrupts and demands attention. Things continue moving on, and you feel like you are all alone in the world because no one you know knew him like you did. To bring it up in conversation with people who didn't know him well would be unsatisfying. It gnaws at you that you can't tell anyone how much you miss him, or how sad it is that he's gone forever, and that if you did they would not understand.

The world is cruel. It becomes as if it had never happened and the life you knew was wasted. Won't anyone remember him? Won't anyone give him the proper respects for what he achieved? Has it all disappeared into the quiet thoughts of those who loved him, in the serene mornings such thoughts wander to what was and no longer is? And then for those thoughts to be pushed out during the uncaring tasks of the day that didn't know.

Good-bye friend

***
LEGEND!! LEGEND!!
WHyTePoWeR
Profile Joined May 2012
Korea (South)132 Posts
May 10 2012 03:59 GMT
#2
I'm sorry for your loss
atleast hes in a better place now
jpak
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
United States5045 Posts
May 10 2012 04:04 GMT
#3
Good bye, old friend. I will cherish you forever.
CJ Entusman #50! #1 클템 fan TL!
fabiano
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Brazil4644 Posts
May 10 2012 04:04 GMT
#4
So many of us lost that friend, but I still can find it hard to believe that, why isn't is just some nightmare? We would wake up and everything would be back to normal

Wish I could've met earlier, I missed so many things, so much fun...
"When the geyser died, a probe came out" - SirJolt
ShadeR
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Australia7535 Posts
May 10 2012 04:06 GMT
#5
I will never forget the time we've spent together. I will never stop appreciating everything he's done for me. I am sad. No clue on how to move on, i don't even want to think about it. I wish i could go back in time...
flamewheel
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
FREEAGLELAND26781 Posts
May 10 2012 04:27 GMT
#6
I met him late. Thankfully, not too late. I won't lie--I cope well, and have found ways to move on. But I will fondly remember the time we spent together.

Life's a bitch. Then you die.
Writerdamn, i was two days from retirement
Azera
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
3800 Posts
May 10 2012 04:34 GMT
#7
Sorry for being up front, but this is about Brood War right? I have difficulty getting these things.
Check out some great music made by TLers - http://bit.ly/QXYhdb , by intrigue. http://bit.ly/RTjpOR , by ohsea.toc.
419
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
Russian Federation3631 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-05-10 04:37:36
May 10 2012 04:36 GMT
#8
I can't count how many days I walked into class sleep-deprived because of you, being halfways around the world and all. But I don't regret a second of the time I spent.

I know there will be none like you.

Farewell. Perhaps we'll meet again, in 40 years.
?
nanaoei
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
3358 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-05-10 04:49:37
May 10 2012 04:44 GMT
#9
i felt the need to comment on your blog post. i'm sorry if it comes off as insensitive.

i don't think that your (everyone's) understanding and respect for him are really just quiet thoughts, i think they're quite the opposite, but was beautifully worded despite what i think.

i seem to believe that when you have someone on your mind, it's almost as if everything you've done was with a thought of them.

regardless of how close you were to them.. given the time, given the space, and given that everyone has a life of their own, i'm sure your friend would respect how much thought you've put into everything as is.

please live long and remember your friend in positive light. you are one of his/her stories.


it wasn't a game, but a good, good friend.
*@boesthius' FF7 nostalgia stream bomb* "we should work on a 'Final Progamer' fangame»whitera can be a protagonist---lastlie: "we save world and then defense it"
Luepert
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
United States1933 Posts
May 10 2012 04:49 GMT
#10
On May 10 2012 13:34 Azera wrote:
Sorry for being up front, but this is about Brood War right? I have difficulty getting these things.


Thank you, I legitimately thought a prominent person of the community just died or something, I guess i have even more difficulty than you.
esports
Mobius_1
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
United Kingdom2763 Posts
May 10 2012 04:55 GMT
#11
T___________T
Starleague Forever. RIP KT Violet~
PunitiveDamages
Profile Joined June 2009
United States131 Posts
May 10 2012 04:57 GMT
#12
I don't really know what to say. 5am will never be as appealing again.
Watching it go out with a whimper like this is just too painful.
Goodbye
BW forever
Kyuukyuu
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Canada6263 Posts
May 10 2012 04:58 GMT
#13
May I suggest this early version?



The lyrics are more applicable, I think
Antimatterz
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
United States1010 Posts
May 10 2012 05:08 GMT
#14
Would he want you to be sad? Or would he want you to simply remember him for what he was, and to move onto to the future? Who knows, maybe he wants to see himself outdone.
"HotBid [11:45 AM]: i dunno i kinda like the big muta shooting smaller mutas out"
Chef
Profile Blog Joined August 2005
10810 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-05-10 05:13:18
May 10 2012 05:08 GMT
#15
On May 10 2012 13:34 Azera wrote:
Sorry for being up front, but this is about Brood War right? I have difficulty getting these things.

It's about an emotion and nothing more. What can cause it is trivial, but I've felt it a few times in my life.
LEGEND!! LEGEND!!
DamageControL
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
United States4222 Posts
May 10 2012 05:11 GMT
#16
Reminds me of :



Emotionally charged for so many reasons.
Liquid | SKT
BLinD-RawR
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
ALLEYCAT BLUES50118 Posts
May 10 2012 05:13 GMT
#17
Nothing sadder than losing someone....
Brood War EICWoo Jung Ho, never forget.| Twitter: @BLinDRawR
TL+ Member
Scarecrow
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Korea (South)9172 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-05-10 05:16:54
May 10 2012 05:16 GMT
#18
The worst thing is having almost noone in day-to-day life you can share the loss with. The end will go largely unmarked and only a few of my friends will understand its death as anything more than trivial.
Yhamm is the god of predictions
Whatson
Profile Blog Joined January 2012
United States5356 Posts
May 10 2012 05:16 GMT
#19
I first met you in early middle school..before the fame and the glory and the popularity. It was just me and you, and we treated life like it would never end, or like it would end that very night. Staying up every night till early in the morning to get to know you better, slowly beginning to understand all the complexities.
Through the years others you truly became something special to the world, and those that experienced you and your presence never regretted it and never truly left. We grew apart during your last few years despite it all, but at the end I spent many long nights thinking about the past memories and the incredible nights.
Too late for the other side...Caught in a chase, 25 to life...
¯\_(シ)_/¯
GhandiEAGLE
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States20754 Posts
May 10 2012 05:26 GMT
#20
I came very nearly too late. I only got here after sc2 was released...

it was not enough time though... T_T
Oh, my achin' hands, from rakin' in grands, and breakin' in mic stands
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