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boesthius
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Fox116
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SgtSater
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JWD
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Tiegrr
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Aphasie
Norway474 Posts
Whoever said it was a "logical" illness anyway? | ||
flamewheel
FREEAGLELAND26781 Posts
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supernovamaniac
United States3047 Posts
jk ilu | ||
Smix
United States4549 Posts
 you know you can talk to me too <3 fighting papa boes <3 <3 <3 | ||
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Boblion
France8043 Posts
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Heyoka
Katowice25012 Posts
For what it's worth I'll always believe in you, you're a pretty incredible dude. It can be rare to find legitimately solid guys in esports and you're one of the few genuine dudes out there. | ||
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Heyoka
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Boblion
France8043 Posts
1- I was bored in my small town 2- I was a musician touring in the US and having an awesome life 3- I'm back to being a "nobody" and being depressed. wtf man 2 -> 3 needs an explanation. | ||
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Th1rdEye
United States1074 Posts
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UltimateHurl
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paper
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niteReloaded
Croatia5282 Posts
I wish you would share what your current dreams are... Also, IMO, it really isn't important how bad anyone elses life is. Using an analogy, it isn't important how fast or slow a car goes, the car will feel depressed if it knows it's not going its full speed. So, an old car going 60mph may feel great, but your lambourghini going 50mph will feel depressed because it knows it can go 200mph. Then it'd be wrong to think you 'shouldn't' feel depressed because of that old car having it so tough. | ||
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ecstatica
United States542 Posts
I guess going back to school is never an option. | ||
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Sephy90
United States1785 Posts
Anyhow keep fighting it man it's all I can do for you <3<3 | ||
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HaRuHi
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Loool, but I don't know nothing about your dad, so pls don't be offended if i misinterpred what I just read, interesting it was though. edit: yodadic-grammar-problems | ||
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mizU
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mordek
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Zergneedsfood
United States10671 Posts
I hear you're coming to Anaheim? I want to see youuuu! | ||
Lip the Pencilboy
Italy420 Posts
+ Show Spoiler + as unappropriate as it may seem, lip the spaghettienglishboy just wanted to randomly point that out :D | ||
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KvltMan
Sweden1609 Posts
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OptimusTom
United States154 Posts
I went from random kid in a school of 1.2k+ to that kid in a band, to the nothing kid again, to top radio DJ, to nothing, to aspiring LoL shoutcaster. It is what YOU make of it, not what others make of you. | ||
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boesthius
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TuElite
Canada2123 Posts
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AnachronisticAnarchy
United States2957 Posts
That's pretty young. You still have plenty of time to forge your own path in life. Don't feel sad about not being able to do something when you're in your physical and mental peak, just go out there and fucking do it. To repeat: find something to do and go fucking do it. | ||
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Pull
United States308 Posts
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Rekrul
Korea (South)17174 Posts
whenever ur bored and dark just think about all that manner sippin and observation of nut lows that will happen at mlg ! | ||
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-orb-
United States5770 Posts
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BrTarolg
United Kingdom3574 Posts
Really, its OK to be depressed, and you're a cool guy. I was never depressed around my parents because they were the only ones to tell me that i was OK, and that i wasn't this terrible person that people kept telling me i was I always felt like "wow, i've got all this stuff and i'm unhappy, i must be a bad person" and i would beat myself up over it. It took people to tell me that its OK to be unhappy and its OK to be depressed and that doesn't make me a bad person in order for me to recover --- Nowadays i live pretty much the same way i used to, i'm an absolute hermit, i have very few if almost no friends at all, my personality is extremely introverted and awkward, and i spend most of my time just doing my own thing But now that i know its OK to do that, and i don't listen to the pressure of people around me telling me that i "have to" get out or i "should" do this, or that i "must" listen to the pressures of society, i'm a lot happier about it It's only because people come up to me and say "man you got issues" or "there's something wrong with you" and they tell you that over and over again you begin to believe it. I'm cool just the way i am thanks GL bro | ||
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Quesadilla
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Zergneedsfood
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Pull
United States308 Posts
On May 08 2012 12:19 Rekrul wrote: boesthius has unreal heart whenever ur bored and dark just think about all that manner sippin and observation of nut lows that will happen at mlg ! I'm so jelly...now that I actually drink I'd have a much better time xD | ||
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FastEddieV
United States614 Posts
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