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Dirkzor
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
Denmark1944 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-03-01 17:59:37
March 01 2012 16:19 GMT
#1
Hi TL!

Any of you have days where everything slows down? Where, even when moving, it feels like you standing still? You're smiling and laughing like usually. You tell jokes and interact with people they way you always do. People can't sense that your mind is actually far far away.

I'm having that kind of day. The day by itself have been rather uneventful so it's not that. I have a lot on my mind lately with relationship stuff. (Chill girl blog readers get out =)) But I don't think its only that.

I'm usually a very relaxed person. I don't get caught up in the moment or get angry. I usually just take it as it comes and have laughs when possible. When I get irritated it shows but not for long. I've been in bigger messes relationship wise then I am now and I've usually either cried (Yes I wrote cried.) it of or not really thought about it. But today everything was just bland.

Its a weird feeling to have. You wan't it to go away but any action you take towards that feels forced and you don't really want to do anything really.

Well this ended up being rather gloom. Fits my mood you might say.

Don't know what they sing about in this song... But it fits my mood aswell and I like it... Enjoy:



**
"HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU ON TOP AGAIN???? HOW DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS????" -Julmust (also, thats what she said)
docvoc
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
United States5491 Posts
March 01 2012 16:53 GMT
#2
I guess its time to sit by a wall and throw a ball against it and just, you know, think.
User was warned for too many mimes.
OpticalShot
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
Canada6330 Posts
March 01 2012 17:17 GMT
#3
I was expecting a nostalgia post about one of Linkin Park's greatest hits, Numb.

...
I'll get out now (I'm a girl blog reader xD).
[TLMS] REBOOT
kitaman27 *
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States9245 Posts
March 01 2012 17:32 GMT
#4
Suicide bombing is not that answer Dirkzor! Hope things start getting better
I'm better than dirt. Well, most kinds of dirt. I mean not that fancy store bought dirt. That stuffs loaded with nutrients. I... I can't compete with that stuff.
MysteryMeat1
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
United States3292 Posts
March 01 2012 17:53 GMT
#5
i stopped readin when it told me to get leave
"Cause ya know, Style before victory." -The greatest mafia player alive
jaybrundage
Profile Joined December 2009
United States3921 Posts
March 01 2012 17:58 GMT
#6
Hopefully you will figure it out. Not everything has a simple answer
The more you sweat in training, the less you bleed in battle.
Dirkzor
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
Denmark1944 Posts
March 01 2012 18:04 GMT
#7
On March 02 2012 02:32 kitaman27 wrote:
Suicide bombing is not that answer Dirkzor! Hope things start getting better


That actually brought a smile to my face (and my inside face). Thanks!

Blowing my self up just seemed right at the time... (Its Mafia.)
"HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU ON TOP AGAIN???? HOW DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS????" -Julmust (also, thats what she said)
Yanami
Profile Joined July 2011
Germany49 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-03-01 18:17:07
March 01 2012 18:16 GMT
#8
It will go away, don't worry. :3
It's just that you might need a day off (or atleast your mind) to settle things.
I know exactly how you feel. What I usually do when I have one of those days is just letting it happen. I have learned to like it that way, since it really helps.

Oh and.. Nice song~!
MaximusT
Profile Blog Joined February 2012
United States126 Posts
March 01 2012 21:12 GMT
#9
I know how you feel. I was very recently in the same situation. Take the weekend, order some pizza, sit on your ass and watch movies. Don't even shower if you don't feel like it, just use some shower-in-a-can before you run to the store. Things will perk up, don't you worry.
I like the building position. Optimized to let the other player penetrate his anal crevice as easily as possible, it's good. - Destiny
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