I was awesome at Sc2. From my opinion anyway. Then I take a break. I come back and see a bonus pool of 175. You can imagine my face. But sad that I went from rank 23 - 50 In masters So i decided rank 30 before i sleep..
First match : Zerg. 6 pool. I lol'd because I 12 gated and have held this off before.. And I lost, I felt so ashamed. I couldn't bear it. I made so many micro mistakes, I felt like a bronze player.
Second match : Protoss. PvP. God i love PvP. 3 gate blink. I love that build so i went for it. *Proxy Probe* sees 4gate. I have 3 stalkers, a zealot and a sentry.. 2 pylons outside my base 5 stalkers up ramp. (ff) Split them up 4 zealots warp in and I lose. Like.... I don't expect you guys to understand but I feel terrible for not playing like i could.
I always pride myself in saying *1 day i'll play a pro* and i'd play well enough for a GG from him. But i wouldn't dream of accepting a match from one now,
Third match : Not even talking about this one. PvT 111 and not even a good one. I knew exactly how to beat it but i lost.
Fourth match : PvT. Longish game. Pretty boring at the start. I 6gated, He bet it. Got ghosts. Owned me..
Fifth match : PvZ I won shockingly. Killed early scout Overlord barely. Pressured with zealot and stalker. Kill another overlord. FF like 12 Zerglings. Rushed into his based GG. *I 4gated btw* Even with that win i still feel i didn't play well.
Gosh.... I'm ashamed.