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lagmaster
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
United States374 Posts
August 15 2011 02:30 GMT
#1
Note: This is not a girl blog despite the misleading title. I just needed to rant and vent.

This last year was quite a trip. I had some amazing high points. I won a national championship with my ultimate team,

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I got my first tattoo and loved it,

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and I lavished in the promiscuity of 18 year old college girls

Unfortunately, while all these went on, my grades plummeted. I considered dropping out of college, but upon listening to some friends I decided instead on a drastic major change. I had to write an appeal to my college to stay and I nearly lost my financial aid through the entire process. I decided that my life needed to undergo some major changes and I made a huge sacrifice... I quit my Ultimate Frisbee team.

My teammates were some of my closest friends, they are practically an extended family. But pressures from school and home (I take the 3 hour drive home on the weekends to help my mom with her business) were distracting me and I was playing far below my means. Where I used to work out five days a week, I was reduced to working out once or twice a week. I wasn't devoting enough time to school and I wasn't devoting enough time to my sport.

A little over a month has passed since I left the team and I still keep in frequent contact with my teammates to check on their progress at practices and tournaments. This weekend my team won a large tournament in Seattle and I'm here sitting on my couch wishing I was there with them. Some of my teammates will travel to Italy this next week to compete in the Beach Worlds Competition representing the USA.

I took a hiatus from my sport to improve my gpa, but I worry that this hiatus will become permanent. I miss my sport and I miss my team, I need to occupy my mind with something to forget about this.

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pyaar
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States423 Posts
August 15 2011 02:33 GMT
#2
good on you, man. sucks that you had to give up one of your passions for your grades, but i'm sure it'll pay off. just think of the happier future you'll have.
noobcakes
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States526 Posts
August 15 2011 03:06 GMT
#3
Which one is you in the picture? And I didn't know Ultimate was Coed...
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Roe
Profile Blog Joined June 2010
Canada6002 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-08-15 03:27:46
August 15 2011 03:26 GMT
#4
woot! ultimate frisbee! why would you have to quit the team if you're just sitting on the couch. i'm sure there's a way to work out doing everything. what year are you in?
3FFA
Profile Blog Joined February 2010
United States3931 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-08-15 04:48:19
August 15 2011 04:48 GMT
#5
O.o this is what your tattoo reminded me of http://images.wikia.com/elementsthegame/images/0/03/FeralBond.png
Other than that, just get good grades and you can get a good life . Make sure you walk/run every day though.
"As long as it comes from a pure place and from a honest place, you know, you can write whatever you want."
TheGiz
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
Canada708 Posts
August 15 2011 13:24 GMT
#6
Ultimate Frisbee means nothing in the long run. It only defines you to your friends, not to strangers, and most certainly not to adults.

School is everything.

Don't fail out or you're going to seriously set yourself back in life. Although, based on the amount free time you seem to have, the quality of the program you are in is dubious. At the same time, tattoos will also set you back, so you kind of messed that one up already.

I once worked a coop at a construction job and was good friends with a few of the workers. One day, just before one of the guys got started on work he turned to me and said something I kind of cliche, but very important. He had to share custody of his daughter; he was divorced; his looks had left him; he lived alone; he was in his forties and being bossed around by a guy nearly ten years younger than him, and he turned to me and said:

Stay in school, TheGiz.
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