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qzmpwxno
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
Papua New Guinea152 Posts
August 08 2011 04:15 GMT
#1
I don't have any time to waste. I feel like the sands of time are slipping by every second. I don't hold any of the right cards in my hand and my luck is useless. I was hoping it would be all right this time around but it was just as bad, if not worse, than last time. I was thinking I can't live here anymore, there isn't anything left for me here. Things have gotten so spread apart, everything has thinned out & become inflated. Even if the right people were next to my hand they would not be close to my heart. Do I give into others' expectations or forge my own unique destiny? Maybe I am too intelligent for my own good. I was thinking it would just be better to start over. Nothing makes me happier right now than palm trees and the warm weather. Even the sweet wetness of the rain against my face. But everyone would point fingers at me and call me a fool if I choose to follow this dream. My parents have created this perfect vision for me and spent their entire lives building this basement for my house. I need to make the right moves on the chess board right now or I will forever regret it. I won't let distractions get in my way, not right now. I have to clear my mind and concentrate on the bigger picture. So I hold my palm to my forehead and gently wipe the sweat from my brow, I have to pull a flash. A miracle would be nice, but I won't rely on it. You should have confidence in yourself, and that confidence should be based in fact. At least it beats getting hit on the head with a very big stick.


~oh where would i be
without this joy inside of me
it makes me want to come alive
it makes me want to fly
into the sky

oh where would i be
if i didnt have u next to me
oh where would i be
oh where
oh where~

**
Stand on one block but own the whole street~
Rubber
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States150 Posts
August 08 2011 04:53 GMT
#2
You should probably invest in a psychiatrist.
"DONT TOUCH ME WITH THAT @#$%ING PROBE." User was probed for this post.
Jerubaal
Profile Blog Joined June 2010
United States7684 Posts
August 08 2011 05:16 GMT
#3
On August 08 2011 13:15 qzmpwxno wrote:
Maybe I am too intelligent for my own good.


This is never true. You can, however, think you are more intelligent than are, and that is not for your own good.

The intelligent man knows that he must learn. If there's nothing to learn and you just sit in your own 'intelligence', then you're not worth anything.


I'm not stupid, a marauder just shot my brain.
firehand101
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Australia3152 Posts
August 08 2011 05:51 GMT
#4
dayum, this is deep man!
My advice: just do it, or you will regret it!
like literally, don't even think about it
do it
now
...
GO!
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MisterD
Profile Blog Joined June 2010
Germany1338 Posts
August 08 2011 07:00 GMT
#5
On August 08 2011 13:15 qzmpwxno wrote:
Do I give into others' expectations or forge my own unique destiny?


The latter, no questions asked. Everything else will just make you miserable. i had the wrong mindset about this one, too, for way too long. but swapping this is harder than just saying "i go about this the other way now"..
Gold isn't everything in life... you need wood, too!
Darclite
Profile Joined January 2011
United States1021 Posts
August 08 2011 07:44 GMT
#6
On August 08 2011 13:15 qzmpwxno wrote:
Forge my own unique destiny? I have to pull a flash. A miracle would be nice, but only if it's incredible


I like it better this way
They're fools. You should eat them.
Yurie
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
12160 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-08-08 09:07:07
August 08 2011 09:06 GMT
#7
On August 08 2011 16:44 Darclite wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 08 2011 13:15 qzmpwxno wrote:
Forge my own unique destiny? I have to pull a flash. A miracle would be nice, but only if it's incredible


I like it better this way


You mean like this?

On August 08 2011 13:15 qzmpwxno wrote:Do I give (R)Into others' expectations or forge my own Unique (Z)Destiny? I have to pull a (T)Flash. A (T)Miracle would be (Z)Nice, but I won't rely on it.


I think it works pretty well even without adding in words. :p
TheGiz
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
Canada708 Posts
August 08 2011 13:26 GMT
#8
This is either a well-crafted troll post as some people have suggested, or you really need to mature. Getting what you want in life while working within the system does not mean you lose, you know.
Life is not about making due with what you have; it's about finding out just how much you can achieve. Never settle for anything less than the best. - - - Read my blog!
Darclite
Profile Joined January 2011
United States1021 Posts
August 09 2011 02:04 GMT
#9
On August 08 2011 18:06 Yurie wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 08 2011 16:44 Darclite wrote:
On August 08 2011 13:15 qzmpwxno wrote:
Forge my own unique destiny? I have to pull a flash. A miracle would be nice, but only if it's incredible


I like it better this way


You mean like this?

Show nested quote +
On August 08 2011 13:15 qzmpwxno wrote:Do I give (R)Into others' expectations or forge my own Unique (Z)Destiny? I have to pull a (T)Flash. A (T)Miracle would be (Z)Nice, but I won't rely on it.


I think it works pretty well even without adding in words. :p


GG good sir. Nice one.
They're fools. You should eat them.
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