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BroOd
Profile Blog Joined April 2003
Austin10831 Posts
May 05 2011 14:05 GMT
#21
On May 05 2011 20:59 pubbanana wrote:
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On May 05 2011 20:57 Aesop wrote:
It's sad to see you with such health troubles. When I came here, you were (and still are) basically an icon for BW knowledge. Might sound very basic, but have you tried running / cycling? Work yourself into proper sweat? I think it compensates for some of the effects. Then again, you say that even sitting still makes your heart race.

Best of luck!


The accelerated heart beat is a symptom of nicotine withdrawal, it comes and goes and I haven't experienced it for a while, but I definitely plan on exercising once all of this shit stops.

And thank you so much, I feel like no one remembers me here since it's been so long.

Newer people might not know you, but I doubt many older users have forgotten your encyclopedic progaming knowledge.
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unichan
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States4223 Posts
May 05 2011 14:06 GMT
#22
Man, that sucks I'm sorry your dad died and gl on your recovery. Hope shit gets better soon for you.
:)
Jaxx
Profile Joined July 2004
Slovakia758 Posts
May 05 2011 14:08 GMT
#23
On May 05 2011 20:59 pubbanana wrote:
The accelerated heart beat is a symptom of nicotine withdrawal, it comes and goes and I haven't experienced it for a while, but I definitely plan on exercising once all of this shit stops.

And thank you so much, I feel like no one remembers me here since it's been so long.

Of course we remember you, when I saw pubbanana in blogs I clicked right away, it was always pleasure to read your posts full of knowledge that was so scarce in old BW times.

I hope u get well soon, maybe you should find some kind of activity to focus on, is there something you always wanted to do and didn't have time? And as others say, physical exercise could be helpful too.
Jakkerr
Profile Joined December 2010
Netherlands2549 Posts
May 05 2011 14:31 GMT
#24
Watch out with medicines,
Doctors are so easy with putting any1 on medicines nowadays they might not even need.
As far as I know the damage you do to your body by smoking can be recovered from if you just live healthy.
As some other guys allready said, join a gym, eat fruits and vegetables and also make sure you have a regular sleeping schedule.

Take care man hope you get better quick !
bITt.mAN
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
Switzerland3693 Posts
May 05 2011 15:20 GMT
#25
On May 05 2011 23:05 BroOd wrote:
Show nested quote +
On May 05 2011 20:59 pubbanana wrote:
On May 05 2011 20:57 Aesop wrote:
It's sad to see you with such health troubles. When I came here, you were (and still are) basically an icon for BW knowledge. Might sound very basic, but have you tried running / cycling? Work yourself into proper sweat? I think it compensates for some of the effects. Then again, you say that even sitting still makes your heart race.

Best of luck!


The accelerated heart beat is a symptom of nicotine withdrawal, it comes and goes and I haven't experienced it for a while, but I definitely plan on exercising once all of this shit stops.

And thank you so much, I feel like no one remembers me here since it's been so long.

Newer people might not know you, but I doubt many older users have forgotten your encyclopedic progaming knowledge.


pubbnana, Here's a Michael Jackson quote to cheer you up:

"You are not alone unknown! AIIIIEE rember youuuu! Even if we lurrrrked. 'New-people' were theeeere!"

Heh sorry I just listened to that song
Keep it strong man! Oh, and if it doesn't pain you to laugh I'd reccomend you get your mind of stressesss by going through the Queens-Cartoon thread, and NaDa's Body, of course.
BW4LYF . . . . . . PM me, I LOVE PMs. . . . . . Long live "NaDa's Body" . . . . . . Fantasy | Bisu/Best | Jaedong . . . . .
Pika Chu
Profile Blog Joined August 2005
Romania2510 Posts
May 05 2011 16:35 GMT
#26
You're not losing your mind, what happened to you is understandable.

Just take care man, and keep a strong will on quitting smoking.
They first ignore you. After they laugh at you. Next they will fight you. In the end you will win.
Cite
Profile Joined August 2010
Australia251 Posts
May 05 2011 20:41 GMT
#27
On May 05 2011 22:06 pubbanana wrote:
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On May 05 2011 21:51 Cite wrote:
Going to just post this coming from a fellow smoker who actually oddly share the same symptoms. And just this december I was convinced something was wrong with my stomach I got an endoscopy done (I have the CD if I ever get bored and feel like watching my insides for a bit) and the doctor pretty much told me the exact thing.

Being a pack a day smoker just means you've probably destroyed your little flap thing that helps keep bile and all that awesome food down. Just try to cut it before you get to the stage where eating all the food you love becomes hard. Sometimes I can't keep down kebabs and certain foods - its not really fun acting like a bird regurgitating your food you just ate.

Oh to make you feel better I guess? I also have failed like you but it seems like you went waaaay longer than I ever have so I'd say best bet is trying your best to go on that long streak and keep at it. Tell your friends to actually help you quit im sure your friends would love tormenting you keeping your cigs away from you when you hang out with em. As for the problems - the pain, the bloating its all going to stay and only get worse if you keep smoking :|


Surely only four years wouldn't have destroyed anything, would it? Both of my parents have smoked their whole lives, my father died at seventy one and my mother is sixty two and I don't ever remember them having any trouble swallowing anything.

Oh, and what exactly did the doctor tell you?


Depends really on the person in the end and how their body takes to it I guess. I have pretty much the same things going on as you (It feels like there is a lump in your throat kinda when you swallow?) and I have smoked about twice as long but towards the latter half started smoking bongs w/ a little tobacco in 'em with my bowls (unfiltered is the stupidest thing I've done :|) and stopped cigs completely. The doc pretty much said the exact thing (Acid Reflux) and told me to eat better and gave me a list to follow (I think I have it somewhere still). Also what iPlay mentioned about sleeping and what not might help you out at night.

I guess my point I'd like to make overall is you're definitely not going insane, you're just noticing the horrible side effects of something you really like to do ontop of losing something 'cause of that same activity. Just tough it out and use whatever outside support you can get don't try and do it alone.
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