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Some of you may recall an extremely dramatic incident earlier this month on the second. The blog was called, "Hello Everyone, I'm Freaking" and it randomly blew up.
Anyways, it got locked because I asked Mani to lock it when the thread started to derail, then it got back on track and the thread got shut down like ten hours later since I asked Mani to close it. I don't care, however, because she found the thread and started to read the trolls.
Well, I'm here to deliver updates because several of you have PM'd me.
It's all going so good, better than I ever expected actually. I believe she is going to breakup with her boyfriend for me, and we are planning a 60 day trip to Ireland. It's so good. She also browses teamliquid now, so yeah, everything is great.
I have a few other exciting updates for you all! I may soon be negotiating a contract with the nonprofit record label, Alphabasic, headed by IDM artist, Benn Jordan. Exciting news for me!
I also released my new full length album for free, if you missed the post on teamliquid the first time around, get it here!. It's a relaxing 45 minute long piano and strings album. Here is track one streaming, track one
Okay, that sums this blog entry up. I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and got what you wanted! I got a violin, saxophone, harmonica, and some nice clothes with hygiene products! Good stuff! Happy New Years!
 
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Way cool. It's the kind of music that soothes the wild beast. Love the way the piano and violin compliment on another.
Good luck to you in your endeavors.
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On December 29 2010 04:03 xLethargicax wrote:
I believe she is going to breakup with her boyfriend for me, and we are planning a 60 day trip to Ireland.
awesome, not a single thing go go wrong with that
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On December 29 2010 04:26 Hawk wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:03 xLethargicax wrote:
I believe she is going to breakup with her boyfriend for me, and we are planning a 60 day trip to Ireland. awesome, not a single thing go go wrong with that
I'm smelling some sarcasm, shoulda been around for the previous blog.
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fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me!
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On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me!
Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there.
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On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me!
Agreed. Been there, done that....minus the large-fisted gnome. She is bored of the current guy and will get bored of you too, sooner or later...can't change "people" who are like that.
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Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there.
Lots of people have been in your situation, bud. Girls like this are just looking for the excitement. Sure, yours is different...just don't go telling the internet how hurt you are if it turns out she is not as different as you thought.
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On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there.
Maybe what Hawk said was a little too extreme, but I still wouldn't discount it. Anything can happen. It's obvious you want this girl, and that's fine, but just make sure that this hasn't clouded your judgement in the slightest and that you're thinking everything through clearly.
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I'm just going to give a tiny bit of the background into the situation.
She has been with this guy for 5 years, they were previously engaged. I have been talking to her for a really long time. Things just recently got intense. Blogged about it earlier this month, she found the blog. Luls ensued.
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On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there.
Are you normally this curt with people who agree with you, or is it reserved for dissenting opinion?
Go ask anyone who has ever been in this predicament before. There's three key steps: 1) temporarily put aside lovey dovey bullshit when your nagging suspicions make you ask friends 2) get mad at said friends for telling you what I just did 3) get boned exactly as everyone said, repent and learn
On December 29 2010 04:47 xLethargicax wrote:
She has been with this guy for 5 years, they were previously engaged. I have been talking to her for a really long time.
Well now take everything I said and multiply it by a million. How are there not giant alarm bells going off in your head????
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On December 29 2010 04:49 Hawk wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there. Are you normally this curt with people who agree with you, or is it reserved for dissenting opinion? Go ask anyone who has ever been in this predicament before. There's three key steps: 1) temporarily put aside lovey dovey bullshit when your nagging suspicions make you ask friends 2) get mad at said friends for telling you what I just did 3) get boned exactly as every said, repent and learn
I think it's irrational and illogical to blanket statement every situation that exists.
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On December 29 2010 04:50 xLethargicax wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:49 Hawk wrote:On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there. Are you normally this curt with people who agree with you, or is it reserved for dissenting opinion? Go ask anyone who has ever been in this predicament before. There's three key steps: 1) temporarily put aside lovey dovey bullshit when your nagging suspicions make you ask friends 2) get mad at said friends for telling you what I just did 3) get boned exactly as every said, repent and learn I think it's irrational and illogical to blanket statement every situation that exists.
by posting your story online, you are specifically asking for blanket statements from completely anonymous strangers...???
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On December 29 2010 04:52 Hawk wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:50 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 04:49 Hawk wrote:On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there. Are you normally this curt with people who agree with you, or is it reserved for dissenting opinion? Go ask anyone who has ever been in this predicament before. There's three key steps: 1) temporarily put aside lovey dovey bullshit when your nagging suspicions make you ask friends 2) get mad at said friends for telling you what I just did 3) get boned exactly as every said, repent and learn I think it's irrational and illogical to blanket statement every situation that exists. by posting your story online, you are specifically asking for blanket statements from completely anonymous strangers...???
God no, I was just giving an update about that situation, along with two other updates in my life. That's why I don't really want to hear anyone's opinions on that.
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I'm going to have to agree with Hawk. I've had a very similar experience and it ended with her moving on to someone else before we were done. On the plus side I had some of the best angry sex of my life during that time.
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This has happened to me, am I with girl? No.
This has happened to friends, are they with girl? No.
This is happening recently to a friend, are they with girl? Yes (cause its recent)
Basically its inevitable that she's gonna be a little weird and then get tired of you and leave or maybe even compare you to the old relationship or whatever. Its a bad idea and the fire alarm should be off in your head right now regardless of the situation. Did her ex treat her horribly and he's an asshole and now you're some kinda saint in comparison? Well that shit doesn't matter its all just a bad idea yo!! Hawk is right be wary man 
P.S. She's probably going to read this and go "wtf is this guy thinking? Imma prove him wrong!!" Nah you're not imma call it now yeeeeahhh
But goodluck in your future endeavors peace.
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+1 @ Hawk.
if you want to be ignorant, then just blind yourself to this entire thread, where everyone is just trying to help you
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On December 29 2010 04:03 xLethargicax wrote:I have a few other exciting updates for you all! I may soon be negotiating a contract with the nonprofit record label, Alphabasic, headed by IDM artist, Benn Jordan. Exciting news for me! I also released my new full length album for free, if you missed the post on teamliquid the first time around, get it here!. It's a relaxing 45 minute long piano and strings album. Here is track one streaming, track one
Good grief! I must be lame! Alls I saw was the great news about the album and stuffs. Didn't even think about the "girl" situation and was stunned that all the responses you got were "girl" related. *shrugs*
Well good luck with everything.
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I say go for it. I'm a firm believer in trial by fire.
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On December 29 2010 07:03 jalstar wrote:
I say go for it. I'm a firm believer in trial by fire.
This is absolutely the correct response. In my experience no amount of argument or evidence can convince a person that it's bad idea or that it's going to be a train wreck. They will never EVER believe you, they gotta find out on their own. Good luck dude, you're gonna need it.
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Sorry bud, listen to Hawk.
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At the same time I might still make the same mistakes again because, after all, it's still a chick you think you like. Might as well just make your own mistakes then next time you'll be the one telling the next guy that it's a bad idea.
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this was not a girl advice blog. I am not asking for advice
I am simply updating people on the previous blog and updating on music. The last thing I will ever do is take advice about girls from an internet forum, classy or not, when all of the people giving the advice do not know me, or the person I am talking about, personalities, names, or anything.
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Of course we don't know your individual situation, but with respect, it's not like your situation is so unique that people can't give valid advice or suggestions.
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On December 29 2010 10:19 LazyMacro wrote:
Of course we don't know your individual situation, but with respect, it's not like your situation is so unique that people can't give valid advice or suggestions.
This, also it would be really ignorant of you to think you could post something about girls on the internet and not expect feed back. This forum of all places is polluted with "girl" blogs and the results are 99% always the same. You are no exception and your situation is not unique.
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Sorry to interrupt u guys, but : Thanks 4 the misic  Love it 
And the thing with the girl : Go 4 it ! At leasts there gonna be 60 days with a lot of fun
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Pretty sure everyone just want to help, its your choice.
But based on my experience, I have to agree to what Hawk said. Let's just hope that you won't experience the same thing, gl hf
Ps. My friends love your album
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Edit: double post sry 
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On December 29 2010 19:19 bobbobbob wrote:Sorry to interrupt u guys, but : Thanks 4 the misic Love it And the thing with the girl : Go 4 it ! At leasts there gonna be 60 days with a lot of fun
Hah, thank you for interrupting! I'm sick of hearing people who have no idea who I am tell me what I should do 
Glad you love it! I hope you will continue to share it!
And yup, haha.
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On December 30 2010 04:42 xLethargicax wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 19:19 bobbobbob wrote:Sorry to interrupt u guys, but : Thanks 4 the misic Love it And the thing with the girl : Go 4 it ! At leasts there gonna be 60 days with a lot of fun Hah, thank you for interrupting! I'm sick of hearing people who have no idea who I am tell me what I should do Glad you love it! I hope you will continue to share it! And yup, haha.
On December 29 2010 19:47 Shana wrote:Pretty sure everyone just want to help, its your choice. But based on my experience, I have to agree to what Hawk said. Let's just hope that you won't experience the same thing, gl hf Ps. My friends love your album
Eh, gl hf.
Awesome! Please encourage them to share it and download it!
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On December 30 2010 04:42 xLethargicax wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 19:19 bobbobbob wrote:Sorry to interrupt u guys, but : Thanks 4 the misic Love it And the thing with the girl : Go 4 it ! At leasts there gonna be 60 days with a lot of fun Hah, thank you for interrupting! I'm sick of hearing people who have no idea who I am tell me what I should do Glad you love it! I hope you will continue to share it! And yup, haha.
Nobody is telling you what to do. If you don't want people's opinions I suggest not openly talking about them on the internet. Rule #1 about talking about girls on the internet: Everyone in the world has an opinion on it. This case in particular a lot of people have had similar experiences, but somehow you feel you are different because it's "you". If anything it's people trying to help you, but you're getting defensive about it instead of talking it to heart.
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On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me!
Oh my goodness, this! You're wasting your time with this woman.
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It definitely sounds like you're getting yourself into a fucked up and drama filled situation but if you truly feel like you and this girl have a shot in the long term (or you just want to fuck her once) then you should go for it. Nothing's worse than looking back on a missed opportunity.
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On December 30 2010 12:39 tonight wrote:Show nested quote +On December 30 2010 04:42 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 19:19 bobbobbob wrote:Sorry to interrupt u guys, but : Thanks 4 the misic Love it And the thing with the girl : Go 4 it ! At leasts there gonna be 60 days with a lot of fun Hah, thank you for interrupting! I'm sick of hearing people who have no idea who I am tell me what I should do Glad you love it! I hope you will continue to share it! And yup, haha. Nobody is telling you what to do. If you don't want people's opinions I suggest not openly talking about them on the internet. Rule #1 about talking about girls on the internet: Everyone in the world has an opinion on it. This case in particular a lot of people have had similar experiences, but somehow you feel you are different because it's "you". If anything it's people trying to help you, but you're getting defensive about it instead of talking it to heart.
Eh, just give it up. If he's going to learn, it's going to be from bad things that could potentially happen. Obviously nothing is certain, but like people have said girls tend to follow the same patterns again and again. It's obvious by now he doesn't want to hear any advice in the topic so I guess there's no point trying to help him.
To the OP, I hope you understand that people here are actually trying to help you rather than insult you, but I wish you the best with the girl and hope you guys are successful~
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On December 29 2010 04:49 Hawk wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there. Are you normally this curt with people who agree with you, or is it reserved for dissenting opinion? Go ask anyone who has ever been in this predicament before. There's three key steps: 1) temporarily put aside lovey dovey bullshit when your nagging suspicions make you ask friends 2) get mad at said friends for telling you what I just did 3) get boned exactly as everyone said, repent and learn Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:47 xLethargicax wrote:
She has been with this guy for 5 years, they were previously engaged. I have been talking to her for a really long time. Well now take everything I said and multiply it by a million. How are there not giant alarm bells going off in your head????
Perhaps he's not interested in a serious relationship and knows it is just kind of a fling? Maybe grimy midget fisting porn sells for a lot of money? There are a lot of possibilities, please use your imagination, Hawk.
To test your imagination, please reread my post in the filthiest porn star accent you can think of.
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I saw foreign country (long distance), record label, and girlfriend and my brain went: Going the Distance
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On December 30 2010 14:21 Chef wrote:Show nested quote +On December 29 2010 04:49 Hawk wrote:On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there. Are you normally this curt with people who agree with you, or is it reserved for dissenting opinion? Go ask anyone who has ever been in this predicament before. There's three key steps: 1) temporarily put aside lovey dovey bullshit when your nagging suspicions make you ask friends 2) get mad at said friends for telling you what I just did 3) get boned exactly as everyone said, repent and learn On December 29 2010 04:47 xLethargicax wrote:
She has been with this guy for 5 years, they were previously engaged. I have been talking to her for a really long time. Well now take everything I said and multiply it by a million. How are there not giant alarm bells going off in your head???? Perhaps he's not interested in a serious relationship and knows it is just kind of a fling? Maybe grimy midget fisting porn sells for a lot of money? There are a lot of possibilities, please use your imagination, Hawk. To test your imagination, please reread my post in the filthiest porn star accent you can think of.
I don't even know what a porn star accent is, but I really want to know.
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On December 30 2010 15:02 tonight wrote:Show nested quote +On December 30 2010 14:21 Chef wrote:On December 29 2010 04:49 Hawk wrote:On December 29 2010 04:41 xLethargicax wrote:On December 29 2010 04:37 Hawk wrote:
fact of life dude: a person who will cheat on or dump their significant other for another will always do it again. experience!
the fact that she now wants to plan a two month fuck off trip to ireland just screams clingy chick who needs a relationship and is now on the rebound. youll be lucky if you don't wake up in some grimy ass hostel to her getting fisted by a drunken midget.
trust me! Fact of life: You can automatically assess any situation by knowing so few details. I'll just leave that there. Are you normally this curt with people who agree with you, or is it reserved for dissenting opinion? Go ask anyone who has ever been in this predicament before. There's three key steps: 1) temporarily put aside lovey dovey bullshit when your nagging suspicions make you ask friends 2) get mad at said friends for telling you what I just did 3) get boned exactly as everyone said, repent and learn On December 29 2010 04:47 xLethargicax wrote:
She has been with this guy for 5 years, they were previously engaged. I have been talking to her for a really long time. Well now take everything I said and multiply it by a million. How are there not giant alarm bells going off in your head???? Perhaps he's not interested in a serious relationship and knows it is just kind of a fling? Maybe grimy midget fisting porn sells for a lot of money? There are a lot of possibilities, please use your imagination, Hawk. To test your imagination, please reread my post in the filthiest porn star accent you can think of. I don't even know what a porn star accent is, but I really want to know.
It would be like one of those things you can't unsee though. Porn would never be the same.
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o.o Maybe you're under some misconception about what the word accent means. When you do baby talk you're putting an accent onto all of your speech. When you are trying to sound sexy, your voice becomes very sultry. Unless you talk that way normally, I can't understand your confusion :S
I'm gonna have to mark your imagination test INC.
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On December 31 2010 01:01 Chef wrote:
o.o Maybe you're under some misconception about what the word accent means. When you do baby talk you're putting an accent onto all of your speech. When you are trying to sound sexy, your voice becomes very sultry. Unless you talk that way normally, I can't understand your confusion :S
I'm gonna have to mark your imagination test INC.
I obviously went to the cut and dry part of the word "accent" in terms of people's speech. I don't consider the sub-divisions of accents in this context. Like, baby talk or talking sexy. Just like how I don't consider people in porn using different voices for the majority of the little talking they do. So therefore, porn accent is still a question mark to me.
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I don't know what word would better describe the difference in enunciation I am trying to get at.
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I think I would go with "tone" I would consider baby talk or talking "sultry" a change in tone rather than a change in accent.
edit: but I don't see where you're coming from and I mean no disrespect in what I say
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