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Profile Blog Joined September 2006
United States3573 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-11-28 09:52:02
November 07 2010 05:52 GMT
#1
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****
ilovezil
Profile Blog Joined August 2006
United States4143 Posts
November 07 2010 06:04 GMT
#2
Even without facing disease or the possibility of one, death is something I've always feared because I don't know what's beyond - another life or a void that simply cannot be comprehended by someone who's alive and experiencing the great (both good and terrible) things of this world.

I'm sure you've seen many tough and hardening experiences in your line of work. I can feel that you've really changed over the years as well, snet. I still remember some of the less mature things you've written both on TL/PGtour forums in the past, but I'm so happy for you that you've found something greater to look for in life. Continue the great work, man!
Deleted User 3420
Profile Blog Joined May 2003
24492 Posts
November 07 2010 06:10 GMT
#3
I am not afraid of death I think. It's just something I have thought about a lot. Not much is all that important so I just try to keep in a frame of mind where im going with things and enjoying whatever that is that's happening. No real need to get all wrapped up and attached.
Karliath
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States2214 Posts
November 07 2010 06:16 GMT
#4
I tell myself that I'm not afraid of death; rather, I'm afraid of losing the ability to think. In the end, I guess they're the same thing.
Crunchums
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
United States11144 Posts
November 07 2010 06:18 GMT
#5
I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of pain, and there tends to be a correlation : 3
brood war for life, brood war forever
Deleted User 3420
Profile Blog Joined May 2003
24492 Posts
November 07 2010 06:21 GMT
#6
On November 07 2010 15:18 Crunchums wrote:
I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of pain, and there tends to be a correlation : 3


i have a pretty high tolerance for it but... i have yet to conquer it

so i agree with you
im afraid of pain
ieatkids5
Profile Blog Joined September 2004
United States4628 Posts
November 07 2010 06:31 GMT
#7
On November 07 2010 15:16 Karliath wrote:
I tell myself that I'm not afraid of death; rather, I'm afraid of losing the ability to think. In the end, I guess they're the same thing.

i've always wondered what it'd be like to die, which leads me to wonder what it'd be like to not exist, to not think.

Ilikestarcraft
Profile Blog Joined November 2004
Korea (South)17743 Posts
November 07 2010 06:50 GMT
#8
Death is the strongest motivator in life.
ils
"Nana is a goddess. Or at very least, Nana is my goddess." - KazeHydra
Quake48
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States68 Posts
November 07 2010 07:02 GMT
#9
Im afraid of the concept of eternity.
Remember, you're unique just like everyone else.
hellokitty[hk]
Profile Joined June 2009
United States1309 Posts
November 07 2010 07:19 GMT
#10
I'm afraid of death...?
People are imbeciles, lucky thing god made cats.
SaikOuLighT
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
Canada742 Posts
November 07 2010 07:27 GMT
#11
On November 07 2010 15:21 travis wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 07 2010 15:18 Crunchums wrote:
I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of pain, and there tends to be a correlation : 3


i have a pretty high tolerance for it but... i have yet to conquer it

so i agree with you
im afraid of pain


Same here. I'm not really scared of death because I know it's gonna come eventually, but I'd rather have it painless when the time comes.
evanthebouncy!
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
United States12796 Posts
November 07 2010 07:32 GMT
#12
On November 07 2010 15:31 ieatkids5 wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 07 2010 15:16 Karliath wrote:
I tell myself that I'm not afraid of death; rather, I'm afraid of losing the ability to think. In the end, I guess they're the same thing.

i've always wondered what it'd be like to die, which leads me to wonder what it'd be like to not exist, to not think.



U can't think about not think silly
Life is run, it is dance, it is fast, passionate and BAM!, you dance and sing and booze while you can for now is the time and time is mine. Smile and laugh when still can for now is the time and soon you die!
hazelynut
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
United States2196 Posts
November 07 2010 07:37 GMT
#13
For me, what's scary about death comes from what could-be-but-won't. I might be me, but if I were to die tomorrow, what about the me 20 years from now? What about the family I could have raised, or the puppy I could have adopted? Lost possibilities are scary.
Zerg | life of lively to live to life of full life thx to shield battery | www.cstarleague.com <3
Sarang
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Australia2363 Posts
November 07 2010 07:46 GMT
#14
On November 07 2010 16:02 Quake48 wrote:
Im afraid of the concept of eternity.


This X1000.

A few years ago, thinking about eternity frightened me far more than thoughts of monsters or aliens.

The realization that you'd probably go insane straight away wasn't much of a reassurance ...
"Killer helped me feel better before coming to the arena. He told me to say that." - Bomber
saritenite
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Singapore1680 Posts
November 07 2010 08:18 GMT
#15
I'm afraid of going out like a wuss
Ilikestarcraft
Profile Blog Joined November 2004
Korea (South)17743 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-11-07 08:23:49
November 07 2010 08:22 GMT
#16
On November 07 2010 16:32 evanthebouncy! wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 07 2010 15:31 ieatkids5 wrote:
On November 07 2010 15:16 Karliath wrote:
I tell myself that I'm not afraid of death; rather, I'm afraid of losing the ability to think. In the end, I guess they're the same thing.

i've always wondered what it'd be like to die, which leads me to wonder what it'd be like to not exist, to not think.



U can't think about not think silly

sure you can. Just sleep. Absolute bliss and nothingness. Its like not existing. Thats how it would feel to not exist. To feel nothing. Though except when you wake up and dream.
ils
"Nana is a goddess. Or at very least, Nana is my goddess." - KazeHydra
Meapak_Ziphh
Profile Blog Joined June 2010
United States6788 Posts
November 07 2010 08:26 GMT
#17
On November 07 2010 16:46 Moonloop wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 07 2010 16:02 Quake48 wrote:
Im afraid of the concept of eternity.


This X1000.

A few years ago, thinking about eternity frightened me far more than thoughts of monsters or aliens.

The realization that you'd probably go insane straight away wasn't much of a reassurance ...

I go nuts when I think about eternity and what it implies... Ugh I've started thinking now
I wont be able sleep >_>
Forti et Fideli ~ TL Mafia Forum: Come play with us! ~ Go Samsung KHAN, Stork, JangBi , Shine, Grape, and TurN Fighting!~ wat
Smix *
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States4549 Posts
November 07 2010 08:59 GMT
#18
Always enjoy your blogs! 5/5
TranslatorBe an Optimist Prime, Not a Negatron // twitter @smixity
sob3k
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
United States7572 Posts
November 07 2010 09:02 GMT
#19
On November 07 2010 17:22 Ilikestarcraft wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 07 2010 16:32 evanthebouncy! wrote:
On November 07 2010 15:31 ieatkids5 wrote:
On November 07 2010 15:16 Karliath wrote:
I tell myself that I'm not afraid of death; rather, I'm afraid of losing the ability to think. In the end, I guess they're the same thing.

i've always wondered what it'd be like to die, which leads me to wonder what it'd be like to not exist, to not think.



U can't think about not think silly

sure you can. Just sleep. Absolute bliss and nothingness. Its like not existing. Thats how it would feel to not exist. To feel nothing. Though except when you wake up and dream.


If you think you know what it would be like not to exist, you are being foolish.
In Hungry Hungry Hippos there are no such constraints—one can constantly attempt to collect marbles with one’s hippo, limited only by one’s hippo-levering capabilities.
Ilikestarcraft
Profile Blog Joined November 2004
Korea (South)17743 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-11-07 09:20:28
November 07 2010 09:15 GMT
#20
On November 07 2010 18:02 sob3k wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 07 2010 17:22 Ilikestarcraft wrote:
On November 07 2010 16:32 evanthebouncy! wrote:
On November 07 2010 15:31 ieatkids5 wrote:
On November 07 2010 15:16 Karliath wrote:
I tell myself that I'm not afraid of death; rather, I'm afraid of losing the ability to think. In the end, I guess they're the same thing.

i've always wondered what it'd be like to die, which leads me to wonder what it'd be like to not exist, to not think.



U can't think about not think silly

sure you can. Just sleep. Absolute bliss and nothingness. Its like not existing. Thats how it would feel to not exist. To feel nothing. Though except when you wake up and dream.


If you think you know what it would be like not to exist, you are being foolish.

To not exist means to feel nothing. Because there is nothing to feel. When I sleep I don't remember anything or feel anything the moment my eyes close unless I'm dreaming until I wake up. Thats exactly how not existing I think would be like. Like a slumber that you would never wake up from. I guess its not exactly accurate but its the closest I could think for how it would be to not exist. I never said I knew how it would feel to not exist. I just said what I think not existing would feel like. Absolutely nothing.
ils
"Nana is a goddess. Or at very least, Nana is my goddess." - KazeHydra
ShaperofDreams
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
Canada2492 Posts
November 07 2010 09:47 GMT
#21
memento mori

my favourite literary character is the main grave digger from hamlet.
Bitches don't know about my overlord. FUCK OFF ALDARIS I HAVE ENOUGH PYLONS. My Balls are as smooth as Eggs.
surfinbird1
Profile Joined September 2009
Germany999 Posts
November 07 2010 10:28 GMT
#22
On November 07 2010 14:52 Snet wrote:
Don't take your last breath with regret. Rather, look death right in the face and say - you don't define me. My disease doesn't define me. I am still me. You can eat away at my body, but I am still the unique individual that I was when I was brought into this world many years ago.

I am special. I will die with a smile on my face no matter what you throw at me.

I am me.


This is probably one of the most beautiful things I've ever read. So poetic. But Yeah, you're right. On the topic of eternity, Mark twain once said: "I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it." I think, this pretty much sums it up.
life of lively to live to life of full life thx to shield battery
mardi
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States1164 Posts
November 07 2010 11:47 GMT
#23
Is the process for becoming an EMS difficult long?
vek
Profile Joined March 2010
Australia936 Posts
November 07 2010 12:07 GMT
#24
It's a bit offtopic I know but it's been annoying me the couple of times I've seen this thread:

What does EMS stand for? Do you mean Emergency Services or does it stand for something else? I've just never seen Emergency Services called EMS before, is it an American thing?

The only EMS I know know is the shipping company and that's obviously not what you are talking about...
Smix *
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States4549 Posts
November 07 2010 12:34 GMT
#25
On November 07 2010 21:07 vek wrote:
It's a bit offtopic I know but it's been annoying me the couple of times I've seen this thread:

What does EMS stand for? Do you mean Emergency Services or does it stand for something else? I've just never seen Emergency Services called EMS before, is it an American thing?

The only EMS I know know is the shipping company and that's obviously not what you are talking about...


Emergency Medical Services - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emergency_medical_services#Organization_in_different_countries
TranslatorBe an Optimist Prime, Not a Negatron // twitter @smixity
Pika Chu
Profile Blog Joined August 2005
Romania2510 Posts
November 07 2010 13:14 GMT
#26
I am afraid of death. I am afraid of it because i know it can come anytime, way before i finish what i want to do so i can leave the life with no regrets. I am afraid that i will die with regrets, i am afraid that i will pass into non-existence unfulfilled.
They first ignore you. After they laugh at you. Next they will fight you. In the end you will win.
vek
Profile Joined March 2010
Australia936 Posts
November 07 2010 13:17 GMT
#27
On November 07 2010 21:34 Smix wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 07 2010 21:07 vek wrote:
It's a bit offtopic I know but it's been annoying me the couple of times I've seen this thread:

What does EMS stand for? Do you mean Emergency Services or does it stand for something else? I've just never seen Emergency Services called EMS before, is it an American thing?

The only EMS I know know is the shipping company and that's obviously not what you are talking about...


Emergency Medical Services - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emergency_medical_services#Organization_in_different_countries


Ah thanks, I'm pretty sure we just call it "ambulance service" or just "the ambulance" here

Learn something new every day.
ironchef
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
Canada1350 Posts
November 07 2010 15:04 GMT
#28
On November 07 2010 16:02 Quake48 wrote:
Im afraid of the concept of eternity.


For a time when I was a kid, reincarnation really really bothered me. It wasnt even the come back as a flea/pig etc scenario. I remember stressing over just being born into a different family. Meanwhile, somewhere out there your current family is as well, but you wouldnt know or recognize each other. You lose all the skills/knowledge/memories etc haha I was freaking out over that in elementary school for a short while.. kind of funny looking back at it now.

I dont know if I am scared of death, I'd like to say 'no'. Haven't really been in a situation that tested that claim, thankfully.I'd imagine the reaction would somewhat different if it became a real, tangible possibility.
“Because your own strength is unequal to the task, do not assume that it is beyond the powers of man; but if anything is within the powers and province of man, believe that it is within your own compass also.” - Marcus Aurelius
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