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Well, if you've been following what's been going on, I'll just refresh it for you a bit: I tried to commit suicide and TL calls the cops on me, I run away with a hot stripper to a rave in fear, I end up hanging out with the stripper A LOT and going to raves with her now and then, randomly, my ex calls and asks about me and said she read my TL blogs and crap.
I tell her to fuck off or I'll go torch her house. She puts her cousin on the phone to try to scare me and I tell him to come to my house if he thought he was the shit. He got scared, so, to make sure they'd come and throw some fists, I threatened to kill their entire family.
Now, before I finish, me and my ex, about a week ago, were trying to fix things up.
Okay, so, the cops are called on me AGAIN, and just like last time, they talked to me on the phone(because the cops know our family, Rivera, we're really fucked up so coming to our house is not really an option) and told me never come to her house, never call, etc.
Well, she was my first, I never really had a girlfriend that I would see everyday and kiss and say "I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" and have romantic moments where we'd want to do it in public.
This has damaged me considerably. Now, I have no hope with my ex WHATSOEVER because this is like the 3rd time she has called the cops on me(and, stupid me, I still go back with her) and now...
I feel lonely. The loneliest I've ever been. The hot stripper tells me about all her boyfriends and how "oh this one guy was REALLY HOT" but then she tells me she broke up with this one and that one and this one the more I seem to hang out with her. She even puts her job on hold so she can hang out with me a few more hours, but,
she's still a stripper. That's all I've got going for me now, a free, sexy stripper who might be interested in a relationship. Just saying it out-loud is depressing but it's all I've got.
What to do? :[
 
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bro if this is true don't listen to any flames. Shit happens and you will get through it.
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Hong Kong20321 Posts
just chill and enjoy ur life while ur still alive
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What to do? See a psychologist. Then get a fucking grip on your life.
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As long as you don't threaten to burn down her house or slaughter her family, you should be good.
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Hmm.. shave and get a haircut perhaps?
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Moments like this where you don't know if it's ethical to call troll.
So I'll just say I hope you are alright.
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This bears a striking resemblance to the typical tdot troll blog. However, if any of it were actually true, go seek professional counseling. Anonymous gaming forums are hardly the place to find therapy or meaningful advice (oh, the irony!).
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Pleased to see that you stopped with "XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD" in the end of every line. Gj bro
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Hey Grobyc get on iCC, i'm bored as fuck.
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ur a fucking idiot, threating people. I hope I was her cousin to kill your family.
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get over it..life goes on..i just broken up from a exactly 1 year relationship 4 days ago and it was pain in the ass,but guess what-she's not the only girl ur fell in love in ur life..I was rly fucknig sad,didnt go out,couldnt eat for 2 days,but 3rd i was feeling a bit better so i went out and felt great..dont be alone now,talk to friend if u can,but not about her.life goes on mate...dont do anything stupid and get over her
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after all the previous blogs you have made and gotten angry with TL responses. You should be asking your friends in RL or going and seeing professional help. Non of us will give the advice we give you will be heeded as you don't respect us and vice versa. I would recommend seeking help offline, and stop posting blogs that will do you no good.
If you feel like blogging on this subject is something you want to do, blog on the experience and the emotions behind it, and not making it sound whinyish.
We are a starcraft forum, even though this is a blog section, we don't want to see emo shite all the time.
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United States4796 Posts
Why aren't you trying to make your life better than it is?
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Lithium man- see your doctor. It does wonders i hear.... But really get some counseling at the very least.
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That was an interesting blog.
Keep in mind you don't have to always be in a relationship.
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I tried to commit suicide two years ago. I understand. But things do get better. It just takes a little work. You can't allow yourself to grow too attached to every relationship. Relationships aren't guaranteed and you will always find another chance somewhere down the line.
Feel free to PM me if you want to talk. I remember what it was like, so I would feel like an asshole if I didn't offer to help however I can.
Good luck to you and whoever you find. Things will be ok if you let them.
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It sounds like you have a lot of issues and problems right now, I think you should join some kind of group therapy or see a professional. if not just for yourself mentally, for yourself physically, because you can't go around making terrorist threats - you'll end up in jail.
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On January 15 2010 02:08 hifriend wrote:
What to do? See a psychologist. Then get a fucking grip on your life.
This and try to get your family involved too. I mean if your post is true that is..
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On January 15 2010 02:08 Try wrote:
what..the...FUCK
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I could never feel sorry for a person like you. You act like all the events in your life are unfair or unfortunate when in reality every single problem that you have is caused by you.
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Should we expect this to be a weekly installment?
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yo dawg, i heard you like bullshit
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Ah, junior high. Those were the days.
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I hear writing fiction can help in a time of loneliness
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I want a hot stripper that i can leesh around and get to do my laundry and stuff while im in the room figuring out how to build rockets with lazer beams. Whenever I get tired or something I could just call her over for some seck action, finish up and then contiune on lazer beams.
Also, your ex is a bad woman.
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No this is all true, xD I'm not lying... why does everyone want me to seek counseling wtf XD!
Me and my ex ended up talking again even though the big bad coppers said no...
I hope things go well between us ^_^ if not... er, I don't know..o.o
and to everyone that is like "wtf" or "troll", I do this(write blogs) because I like to write about current events in my life to people like me. Nobody IRL plays starcraft and has an apm of 300+ or knows what that is or who Bisu is so I write my shit on here.
Thanks for all le support ^.^
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USA29055 Posts
kinda drama queen dude.
"oh no I'm having sex with a hot stripper who (imagine this..) dated other guys and I can't see my ex because [DRAMA].. but we see each other any way!"
Clean up your life if you actually care about it. Stop with the drugs. Stop with the fucking drama. Leaning on a relationship to feel worth is one of the most recognizable mistakes at the moment. The other shit just compounds that.
Focus on your work. Go to the gym and try a diet... the other stuff will fall in line afterwards.
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United States3573 Posts
Having your own sexy stripper at your age is ...depressing?
In what world?
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There's nothing wrong with a stripper girlfriend, just go with it and see where life take the two of you. Don't know why it would be depressing or degrading. Exotic dancer is a job like any other just a bit of a taboo by "social standards".
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