Personal Confessions - Page 26

On May 02 2012 07:06 Deathmanbob wrote:



girls come on to you yet you play sc2? i call bs!! jk jk


if i really think about it, use logic and all that great stuff, i cant think of one good reason not to kill myself

On May 02 2012 07:06 Hidden_MotiveS wrote:

discuss?

On May 02 2012 07:11 Deathmanbob wrote:



think about it, ill never do anything great, i wont go down in the history books, whats the point?
You can say people will miss you, who cares you're dead
what about all the things you have yet to do, who cares you're dead
blah blah blah, who cares you're dead

really i don't get why everyone doesn't kill themselves once they found out the failed to make this history books

On May 02 2012 07:16 Peterblue wrote:

I enjoy living, and I've never had a care about making history. A desire to make history is for those who have a waste of a life, those without anything else to live for. If the only reason you do something is for everyone else to know that you did it then there is something seriously wrong with you. That is an absolutely terrible way to live. Live the way you want to live, not the way the way that you think others want you to live.

On May 02 2012 07:11 Deathmanbob wrote:



think about it, ill never do anything great, i wont go down in the history books, whats the point?
You can say people will miss you, who cares you're dead
what about all the things you have yet to do, who cares you're dead
blah blah blah, who cares you're dead

really i don't get why everyone doesn't kill themselves once they found out the failed to make this history books

On May 02 2012 07:21 coverpunch wrote:

Hey, maybe everyone IS killing themselves. They're just doing it the long way and waiting for nature to do its thing sooner or later.

On May 02 2012 04:32 HaXXspetten wrote:

Damn, that's just terrible, I feel so sorry for you :/

On May 02 2012 07:22 Arathore wrote:
Perhaps the fact that your composed of simple elements constructed in incredibly complex ways that we are not fully able to understand. And that those elements are constructed in a way in which we are able to achieve consciousness and be aware of our surrounds and be able to move, think, feel ect. And we exist on a small speck that is suitable for life and everywhere else in the universe that we know of so far is inhabitable for humans.

To kill yourself would be to take all these things for granted and that I feel is a shame.

On May 02 2012 04:16 Duval wrote:


Dude, i have the exact same problem right now, I'm recently always planning on studying like a madman, but it's always 'tomorrow'. Fuck my life

On May 02 2012 07:22 Deathmanbob wrote:


could be, maybe you could argue that if you are not actively looking for immortality you are killing yourself slowly.... it would be a thin argument

On May 02 2012 07:25 Deathmanbob wrote:


but you never asked for it, it was thrust onto you. I guess you can argue for the pure randomness that happened to spawn you shouldnt be wasted but then you can also argue because it is pure randomness why should you keep it.

to make it clear, i am never going to kill myself, I rather like living and the life i lead. It is just that i can not really think of a GOOD reason that is logical to not kill myself. I guess its the same as me believing in god, sure all logic points to it being dumb but damn it i still believe

On May 02 2012 07:19 Deathmanbob wrote:



and when you are dead you will be gone, you will never be remembered.... it will be like you were never there at all, really, in the end, did you live? will anyone care?

also if the way i want to live is for people to remember me when im gone why is that a terrible way to live? if i want to live that way that seems like the best way to live to me. How you live is one of the dumbest things in the world to me, we will just have to disagree

On May 02 2012 07:38 niteReloaded wrote:

If I want to win in SC by 6pooling, who are you to tell me it's a terrible way to go about it???
Do you get me? If you told a newbie 6pool sucks, he could easily reply that. But if you're good, it's obvious to you 6pool sucks. The same way your approach to live is so obviously flawed in the eyes of the people who know better.

The purpose of life is joy, doing what you enjoy, what makes you excited - anything else is missing the point.

On May 02 2012 07:35 Hidden_MotiveS wrote:

I don't believe in god either. And I wasn't going to argue the things you mentioned, rather what peterblue mentioned.

When we called out your argument you must have felt something. Maybe anger that we had such stupid opinions and were arguing with you. In that instance of time you acted like a human being: emotionally. When you try to look at things from the perspective of the cosmos, you're not following existentialism. When you look at things from the perspective of a human (your only real perspective) then you can see the significance of the things you do, towards yourself. If you eat, you can live. If you sleep you aren't tired. Read up on existentialism. For me that was the aha moment that made it so I never asked if life had significance again.

On May 02 2012 04:39 NebuLoSa wrote:


I don't know if this helps but you're most definitely not alone. And Bnet2.0 isn't really helping either.

Anyway I've been for a long time and still kind of am in that situation. I have friends and they like video games but noone would care a single bit if I told them how far NaNiwa has come in the GSL this year, how amazingly awesome the IdrA vs HuK matches were back in the days, how a swede is the top ranked foreigner on TLPD or how there are thousands of people actually willing to match matches between progamers in this game... It's just sad. I have noone to share this really awesome part of my life with. I REALLY REALLY hope I can find some nerd friends when I go to university.

Any TL:ers coming to Lund (LTH) next year?

EDIT: Oh and I don't really know if we have the same view on this situation, but we are in the same, surely. However I don't look at it as it's hurting my personal life -- sure, that may be the opinion of the masses but hell yeah I'd rather watch MLG than get drunk meeting shallow, stupid people who I will never ever like talking to. Any day.

Although it sucks that I'm really too shy to "come out of the closet" as the true me. Noone really knows about my addiction lol. It sucks.

On May 02 2012 07:29 Arnstein wrote:
This reminds me a little of a popular Reddit thread:
http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/t0ynr/throwaway_time_whats_your_secret_that_could/

This is probably the strangest thing I've read on the internet. It got everything from people having sex with their mentally ill cousins to people killing their father.