[R]CombatEX Quotes

On June 20 2009 15:00 Combat-EX wrote:
ok, so i've read every last comment up to this point...
and i wanna start off by saying ...what manifest said on page 8.....well ....one of the reasons i created the apology video was the realization of all that..

secondly....and this should be very obvious, if not, then you guys are just blindly bashing me without second thought.....
i've seen all the screenshots and videos of "ME" begging for wins, and ....im gonna say this straight up....the majority of those arn't me, and are pathetic losers who are trying to bring me down even more. im not going to argue this with anyone, strictly because i know what games ive played and i know what screenshots are false....

the next topic id like to talk about....is my skill level...
which i know is going to very VERY controversial, but I do feel like its important to bring up
i didn't say this in my youtube video because i was sure whatever rank i said, TL would disagree
so im gonna say it in this thread ON TL.
yes i realized i abused to get to B- rank, ...and i know this will be very hard to believe, but i do think i am ranging in the skill level of B-,
and i know many people are going to disagree with this,
so.. just to prove it, i am willing to game anyone on TL that has maxed at B- rank in a bo5/7/9
im not saying im going to win, but i can garuntee i'll put up a good fight.
the reason i am so confident in this is...because i have gotten B- without abuse on several smurf accounts.
and i know i was caught up in the whole 'wanting a good record' thing, so thats why on combat-ex it seems i have a very good record when reaching B-
although truth has it, almost every season for the past year ive been able to reach B- with easily having 3:2 ratio, win:lose. in fact i reached B one season with over 60% win rate. (this is not to boast, this is strictly to reinforce my point)
that i can understand is extremely controversial so thats why im willing to prove it.

the next point id like to address is ....about my attitude and how i 'present' myself in my videos.
i understand that i say ' im good' im this im that, but ...and i repeat myself, its for newbs
and i get that people can take that in a bad way.....so from now on, in all my videos, im simply not gonna boast myself like that. (my next video is already made, and u guys can see to judge)
what im trying to say here is that, im simply gonna stop boasting myself in my vids and try to very humble in the ones to come.

now, to talk about my videos and subscribers and all that good stuff.
i'm simply gonna state that i disagree with anyone who says that my videos do not help beginners
although i realized after re-watched like 10videos of my own, that i do explain less, boast more. so i am going to change that.
however, i do agree that there are better sources to better improve your sc gaming
although no one (that i know of) supplies constant First Person VOD's with commentary at the rate i do
and also, i do try hard to make my videos entertaining AND educational at the same time
and i do work very hard to post these videos on youtube, so i'm not going to agree with anyone saying that the vids are to help make me look good vs to help noobs
i realized that i boast a LOT in the vids, so im going to stop that.

and finally....as hard as this is to say...after reading all these pages of bashing.
i am still gonna try to earn TL's respect....
i know this is gonna take a hell of a long time,
but i understand that what i did was a huge crime in this community
i have changed my ways now....you guys won't believe this as of now,but i hope as time goes by and my videos/iccup become more helpful/legit , you guys will see that i have changed.

i'll continue reading posts on here and on my youtube apologies video, ...

ps.
i know i may never EARN tl's respect,
but in the end....
i'll still be making these vids, (with some change to attempt to earn some respect)

pps.
you may wonder why i want tl's respect so badly, and why i made a video strictly because of this.
the reason is that, tl does have the majority of foreign skilled gamers,
and i would like it if i was respected by them for what i do.
im not going to die if i dont get the respect, i'll try for a while, but if it doesn't work, il simply give up.
on that note, watch my next video that comes out, after all this bashing of me, and all the bashing of TL on my apologies video comments, i STILL try to slightly defend TL.
taking these last 2 lines into consideration, i hope that with time , you guys can accept me