EPTI need to define myself, who i am.
I would like to prove myself to be on TeamLiquid. Its all i've ever wanted.
I need a second Chance.
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
I need to define myself, who i am. I would like to prove myself to be on TeamLiquid. Its all i've ever wanted. | ||
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MisterD
Germany1338 Posts
also, at what level did you die?  | ||
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RogerX
New Zealand3180 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
I had faith in a sense. i didnt die, i just left when i had nothing to say. | ||
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Soleron
United Kingdom1324 Posts
Edit: Why would employers be rejecting you for something you did in a video game? | ||
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
my immediate family moved to USA. Our family broke apart, gave up. My father is very Chrisitan, his faith helped him defeat Lymphoma ( cancer ) My sister found Jesus, she is very happy My mother is never happy. I never gave up. i believe in One"ness" One love One Planet One hope. Through my depressed watching Effort vs Leta awoke such a fire in me. and i never looked back. | ||
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
i was a mirror i was the ultimate puzzle i am human i am james king i am everything i was honestly just typing my emotions. and something very strange that i never intended for came out of it. People are just acting different towards me, as if i was fragile somehow. its hard to explain but being a Psych Major in my college i tend to notice things. | ||
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achristes
Norway653 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
I have a fire bigger than that. I need to prove my faith in myself and others. i need this chance. | ||
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Chaves
Brazil315 Posts
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Soleron
United Kingdom1324 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
i am half Japanese and Half White but i am both. not half of a person. People were shouting out that i was the GHOST KING! alot of people i immediately knew thought that i had lost my mind and alot even thought it was possibly Armageddon. thats INSANE! Alot of people i know take the bible so literally. ill show you can example. Japan in japanese is NIHON NI = 2 HON= Book i was raised Christian and Buddhist. I adopt both philosophies. Ive never been able to seperate the goodness in things from myself, i recognize and then attach because i have faith in people. sorry if im rambling, just guide my brain and ill answer anything. | ||
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ClysmiC
United States2192 Posts
On March 18 2012 10:19 MustSeeSC wrote: in the video game i kept claiming that I WAS GOD i was a mirror i was the ultimate puzzle i am human i am james king i am everything i was honestly just typing my emotions. and something very strange that i never intended for came out of it. People are just acting different towards me, as if i was fragile somehow. its hard to explain but being a Psych Major in my college i tend to notice things. It's very poetic, but no one knows what you are trying to say, so we can't help you unless you just explain what it is you are trying to say. | ||
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
If i could just have my father look at me proudly for practicing my ZvT that would change my entire reality. i wouldnt be James King id be Liquid Swarm - Who i really am. Who ive always Been. | ||
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pQylling
Denmark139 Posts
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Grohg
United States243 Posts
Edit: on second glance, this looks to be a stream of ramblings for the intent purpose of a strange blog post lol. | ||
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Torenhire
United States11681 Posts
This is exactly what my face looks like right now. wut. | ||
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LunarC
United States1186 Posts
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Xenocide_Knight
Korea (South)2625 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
Im not on drugs. this is my human brain. i acknowledge that im not invincible someone could be looking the wrong way and hit me with their car Im not trying to be poetic or artistic. I'm not trying to create something for everyone to hang on their wall. Identity Crisis in a way, yes. I am Liquid Swarm, yet i cannot make that my reality at this moment. I need you guys to believe in me. i dont care about $ or being "pro". Its that horse man. Its US! " Foreigners " Ive always been one. In japan people called me "nigger" because i'm also white. In west virginia people knew me as the Asian kid. in California i was whatever people perceived me as. Its not Drugs. This is me, and this is who i am. | ||
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Mortality
United States4790 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
Now we have a Team. OUR OWN TEAM. | ||
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LunarC
United States1186 Posts
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RogerX
New Zealand3180 Posts
Your teamliquid? I'm teamliquid! :o | ||
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
you can only see my behavior, you cannot see into my mind at my intent im trying to convey my intent through my attitude. I no longer care what people judge me for. this is my behavior. This is my voice. I want to be on the roster. | ||
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let_FLY
80 Posts
On March 18 2012 10:45 RogerX wrote: Your teamliquid? I'm teamliquid! :o you can't be teamliquid because... I AM TEAM LIQUID. | ||
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
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MustSeeSC
United States83 Posts
Its really hard to explain that when i speak Japanese it makes more sense. When i try to speak/type in English things fall in different places. I grew up reading left to right up and down all at the same time. | ||
micronesia
United States24752 Posts
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