Rant #1 - The Second Zia

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Please read this, as I have no idea how many people are being blindfully tricked by "KekeZergRush, real ID: Alexei Stukov" on Bnet2.0 SC2. As I know they were trying to get practice partners on TL.net the other day, and posting quite a lot, and trying to become very "Friendly" with a massive amount of people.



Hi, whoever's reading this, if you're apart of the sc1 or sc2 community, I want to fill you in on Zia#2, aka KekeZergRush/Jessie Clark, as they have clearly been casting a charade/bullshit story to many people (including myself) for quite some time. Recent events, and a plethora of evidence stacked against them, caused Jessie here to crack under the pressure. Read on for what is, Zia #2. Throughout this entire story, you will find that multiple-people were attempting to be one person, and so, tricked me into giving them help in sc2 that normally I would charge lessons for, and attempting to be a very good friend, and trying to relate to me, etc. Also giving them a lot of stories regarding my life, etc. I felt extremely satisfied, and also gross, finding everything out. This could've been an internet predator or something (not that I'm 12 or 13 and super ignorant to ever allow myself into harmful situations, but the concept is what still applies.) It could've been fucking anything, and I know many other people are getting deceived by this bullshit, so please, I want to open up the truth about this bullshit that has been going on in the SC community, as the SC community is my second-family, and I can't stand to see shit like this happen.



I met 'KekeZergRush' after he added me on ladder, claiming he was adding everyone in the same division, and hoped for some practice games sometime. I accepted the add, however did not practice with him ever, although he observed a lot of my games. He tried talking to me quite a lot, and asked me for a lot of strategical advice, etc. However following the Cyberground D.C LAN hosted by LuckyFool, I found out from Board(sc2 player) that KekeZergRush was actually a girl, and this was thought to be true, since "she" called him "babe" during a game.



Immediately after getting home, and being extremely interested that a girl was actually a diamond level zerg, I immediately took interest in this person, much more than before (what sc2 player wouldn't?). They immediately admitted to being a girl, and all this other stuff. Eventually after talking to them much more, they told me about a lot of life problems they dealt with etc. I, in turn, told them about my hardships in life, many of which almost no starcraft players know about, not even some of my best friends on starcraft. Ultimately, she sympathized with me, and began to divulge more personal things to me.



After a short while, she became extremely friendly, and one of the few SC players to know about my personal/private life, etc. Due to this, and also still being intrigued that a girl player was somewhat decent at the game, while being an American, I immediately popped the question "Have a Facebook?" "She" responded immediately "yeah", "search jessie clark". I did, and could not find anyone, matching the location she had told me she resided in, which was Alabama, on a Fish Farm, in a very unpopulated town. I told her to find me, and gave her the link to my profile. Immediately, I got a friend-request from Jessie Clark.



Like all guys, I immediately went to her photos to see if luck struck me, and I would find her attractive or something, alas, I did not find her attractive in the least bit. However, at the time this changed nothing, she was still a friend. Although, something struck me very strange, less than sixty friends on Facebook, and all of them, starcraft players? How is this possible.



After adding me on Facebook, "she" became much more involved with trying to talk to me. Asking me for my Skype, MSN, etc.

She had constantly told me she was 23, all along, and continued to follow this story. However she told me many many stories, about how her family was psychotic, she lived by herself, her aunt and uncle stole money from her disabled grandma, by lying, and that she had no friends in Alabama etc. Anytime I was on FB, she would message me. Every morning I woke up, there was a message on Skype or MSN. I was like "Okay, she must really like being friends with a sc2 player of my calibur or something." It never ran across my mind for a second that "She" would be attracted to me, or even think of me in that manner, since she knew I had just recently turned 18, and that would be a bit bizarre, and quite pathetic, to even approach me in that aspect.



Ultimately as time passed, "she" began to tell me more and more stories, and now, she was unable to keep up with all the stories she was telling me, and thanks to having a stellar memory, and the power of Skype-records and Msn-records, I was able to keep track of all the shit she said to me. Eventually I kept piling it all up, and asking other people their opinions, most notably my friend Katie, an actual-genuine starcraft player/fan, and girlfriend of my friend Jeremy aka Bliss[AoV]. Alongside asking Katie, I obviously and quite notably asked for help from my friend Jos (the man who is essentially my dad nowadays.) The reason for this was, I wanted him to trace her IP on Skype, and other things, to see if it matched up with her stories. He also had been monitoring the situation for a while, since he looks out for my better interest, etc. Eventually "Jessie Clark" uploaded photos of a baby on Facebook. I thought it was her friends or something, since she had told me she was visiting Washington state for a friend. However, the way I caught her visiting Washington state, was she slipped on the time-zone difference, and I caught her by saying "I thought you lived in alabama?" she immediately covered up with the friend story.



After seeing the photos of the baby, I was shell-shocked and said "Oh... I didn't know you were pregnant this whole time? lol" Since the baby looked like it was less than a week old. She then insinuated that the baby was in fact 12weeks old, and she kept it a secret, and could show me pictures of the baby inside her as proof. I said "sure". She immediately uploaded the sonogram photos. I immediately noticed the area in which the name should go, was blacked out, but sloppy, as if it had been done in Microsoft Paint. I noticed the words "valley diagnostic" in the upper right hand corner, and immediately went to google to trace these sonogram photos. And not to my surprise, Valley Diagnostic Imaging, is located in Renton, WA, area code 425. At this point I knew I was onto something, however didn't give it up right away. I actually began to get a little afraid, because my phone rang, and after it had stopped ringing, "Jessie" said "You didn't pick up." I froze instantly, all that ran through my mind was "I never told anyone who's house I was staying at in R.I... where'd she get this number?" Then I told myself that I have done many sc1/sc2 lessons, and have given out my number numerous times, as well as she could have messaged some ignorant idiot on my FB, telling them she wanted to surprise me or something, and they just graciously handed out my number. (Also big thanks to Katie and Adam for helping me in this few-hour-time-frame.) I honestly began to feel like this was not a girl, and that it could be a few thing:

a) it was a girl, and I was overly paranoid.

b) it was a troll.

c) it was a troll, sent to me by some TL.net admin or something along those lines.

d) it was a guy, posing as a girl, who was really 40+ and from WoW, and was a pedophile or something along those lines.

e) this person was tapped in the head. (epic foresight yO)



Eventually, she started commenting on all my photos, and "liking" all of them. She would call me anything along the lines of "cute" ; "hot" ; "adorable" ; "gorgeous" ; "impossible for you to ever look bad." This immediately sent up a red-flag, due to her age, but also how little I've known her, etc. Something was just off about her. This can all be found by looking at my photos, and finding the comments she has left.





Following this, she asked to talk, voice-chat on skype. I immediately jumped at the chance, however kept in my head the existence of voice-morphers and such. We chatted, and yeah, she was a girl. Not even three minutes into the conversation, she begins asking me extremely sexual questions, and insinuating other things. She starts talking about coming to see me, or asking me to go see her. I start laughing and begin trying to ignore the conversation (I'm uncomfortable as fuck, not just because of the age difference or whatever, but also because this has to be one of the most unappealing and turn-off things ever to me. I despise when girls talk like this to me, and I hate it even more when they're sober, as its bad enough when you're at a college party or a college, and they're shit-faced or getting high.) Anyhow, moving on, she starts telling me really fucked up shit, like about how she used to ask random guys for sex while she was pregnant, and how it felt so amazing, etc. Then she would try to probe me for my sex-experiences and such. Immediately I looked for an excuse to get off skype, and claimed I had to go the movies (I did actually have to go, but I sure as fuck didn't have to get off so soon.) I told her had to shower, straighten my hair, eat, etc. She begged me to stay on Skype for just "five more minutes" etc, and I half-laughed and said I couldn't.



While I'm in the shower, I have my iPod playing music, and I keep hearing IM sounds going off, every like minute or so, and when I get out, I realize its her. I think "jesus wtf is this." Anyway, I get dressed, and go to the movies etc. I get back, to her waiting up for me (you waited five hours just to talk to me?) We talk briefly and I tell her I was going to get my dog and go to sleep. She again, pleads that I stay on and talk, and again, I insist no.



Anyway, moving on, the next day, she immediately starts spamming me on FB, and then says "What do you think of me?" (I obviously know what she means, however I'm going to play dumb, since it should be obvious that she shouldn't ask me this.) I respond "What do you mean?" She responds "Nothing." I go "okay", she follows up with something like:

"I want to know what you think of me."

"Well, I'm pretty sure I know what you're saying, you're asking if I think of you as more than a friend?"

"Yes."

"yeah i figured that much, well no i don't lol, [enter list of reasons as to why here]"



Above is basically the chat that happened yesterday, before leading to these events which happened today.



The following, all happen within the next two days, and basically sum everything up.



Enjoy the read ~



[00:57] jessie: hihi

<span>[01:15] Nick: hi</span>

[01:16] jessie: i am so up set

<span> [01:18] jessie: i guess you don't want to talk </span>

[01:22] Nick: was

[01:22] Nick: putting salsa in the microwave

[01:31] jessie: oh

[01:34] Nick: yeah

[01:39] jessie: i wish i had someone to talk to

[01:39] Nick: why

[01:39] jessie: i am so upset

[01:40] jessie: i just want to scream

[01:40] Nick: why

[01:41] jessie: i am sad and mad

[01:43] Nick: you're not telling me why lol

[01:44] jessie: just because of what my ex gf was saying to me

[01:44] Nick: ex-girlfriend as in, girlfriend or girl friend.[01:45] jessie: ex girlfriend

[01:46] Nick: o_o

[01:47] jessie: whar?

[01:47] jessie: *what

[01:49] Nick: nothing ; just letting you know i read what you said

[01:49] Nick:

[01:50] jessie: ok

[01:51] jessie: what are you doing?

[01:51] Nick: eating + poker ofc

[01:53] jessie: i'm chewing gun and trying to calm dowm

[01:53] jessie: *down

[01:53] Nick: oo;

[01:54] jessie: will you talk to me

[01:56] jessie: ?

[01:56] Nick: about?

[01:57] jessie: anything

[01:58] jessie: omg i hate this bed i;'m on

[01:59] jessie: its cold here

[01:59] Nick: yeah its starting to get cold here too

[01:59] jessie: come worm me up

[02:00] jessie: jk

[02:00] jessie: i;m sorry its cold over there

[02:02] Nick: its ok; i have sweatpants and a hoodie on + my huskie is near my feet

[02:02] jessie: i want a huskie so bad they are my fav kind of dogs

[02:03] Nick: yeah they're awesome lol

[02:04] jessie: they are so cute

[02:06] Nick: yeah

[02:07] jessie: i've loved them ever since i was 7

[02:10] jessie: i am thinking of dyeing my hair back

[02:11] jessie: what do you think?

[02:11] Nick: dying it back to?

[02:12] Nick: and btw sorry if i stop responding ; probably means i passed out

[02:12] jessie: back to the red hair i was born with

[02:17] Nick: dunno

[02:18] jessie: hmm

[02:23] jessie: nic

[02:29] jessie: nic are you awake?

[03:01] Nick: couldnt sleep

[03:05] jessie: i'm sorry

[03:13] jessie: is there anything you awant to talk about

[03:25] jessie: Nick talk to me

[04:06] Nick: huh

[04:09] jessie: you don't seem like you want to talk

[04:09] Nick: im trying to learn poker from better players. i still consider myself very bad

[04:10] Nick: just because i can make a thousand at the casino here and there, doesnt mean im good, just means they fucking suck dick

[04:10] Nick: and i plan to be a millionnaire

[04:10] Nick: before 20

[04:10] Nick: so now is really the time to start the gears on poker.

[04:10] jessie: i feel like you don't want to talk to me

[04:10] Nick: well i usually ignore everyone but maybe 1 or 2 people when it comes to poker

[04:10] Nick: unless they're talking to me about poker strategy etc

[04:12] jessie: you don't seem like you want to talk to me lately

[04:13] Nick: well i'd say the last week or so since i returned from MLG, has been pure poker.

[04:13] Nick: altho, when you want to talk about anything other than sc2, it is a bit weird for me lol

[04:14] Nick: cuz we have nothing in common IRL or any similar interests/pursuits.

[04:14] jessie: hey its good to talk about diff things

[04:16] Nick: i agree, however, it still doesnt dispute the fact that, anything other than sc2, is very awkward for me.

[04:18] jessie: hey talking about anything other than babies and baby things

[04:19] jessie: is awkward for me

[04:20] jessie: but i am just used to talking about one thing

[04:20] Nick: what do you mean

[04:24] jessie: i spend alot of my time with my kid and some family and some friends that have or about to have kids

[04:24] jessie: so i talk about babies all the time

[04:26] jessie: talking about something else is good/fun

[04:28] Nick: thats not what i meant . and i thought you lived on your own, and rarely saw your family?

[04:28] jessie: i have been seeing them a lot more the last week

[04:29] jessie: Mikii has been geting sick a lot and lets face it i freak out when she does

[04:30] Nick: but if your IP is coming from WA, how do you live in Alabama on your own? if your family is from WA

[04:31] jessie: i have family everywhere

[04:31] Nick: do you see my position tho? its very weird for me, to want to talk about anything other than sc2, in these situations.

[04:32] jessie: yeah

[04:32] Nick: thats why i dont talk much really.

[04:32] Nick: i'm just on-edge.

[04:33] jessie: you i have lied to you or are lieing to you

[04:33] jessie: am i right?

[04:34] Nick: im gonna rephrase that, cuz it doesnt sound right the way you typed it: "you think i have lied to you, or are lying to you, am i right?"[04:34] Nick: is that what you were trying to say?

[04:34] jessie: yes

[04:34] jessie: sorry its late

[04:34] Nick: yeah pretty much. plus some other stuff bothered me.

[04:35] jessie: like what?

[04:37] Nick: the stuff you were talking about / you're 6years older than me basically. and plz dont take this offensively, i have my reasons for everything.

[04:38] jessie: god i feel like a bad person

[04:39] Nick: want my reasons for everything? if it'll make it any more clear?

[04:40] jessie: nick i think we would have to go over like everything to make things clear

[04:41] Nick: even if you did ; i'd still view you the same way, because of the impression you've given me for the past 2months, has been completely flipped upside down in the last week alone, because of Jos + my own trust-issues making me do deep analyzing.

[04:44] jessie: nick i am sure if i told you what i want to you wouldn't

[04:44] jessie: i am sure you would never talk to me again

[04:46] jessie: nick?

[04:47] jessie: i guess you are not going to talk to me

[04:47] Nick: im pretty sure if you told me more lies/deception, yeah i wouldnt talk to you anymore. however like i said, i'm "on-edge" when you talk to me now, because i view you as very shady. but thats because whether you realize it or not, i've caught you in alot of contradictions/subtle lies here and there, and overall the way you were talking to me on skype the other day (while yes, it did reveal you were truthfully a girl) i couldn't get over the immaturity or whatever (i dont mean to call you immature, dont take it that way) but talking about sex the way you did to me, and then using sexual-esque flirts with me, even tho i clearly wasn't responding well to them, just really made me uncomfortable. i was 12 when you were 18, you're going to be 24, and ill still be 18. its almost pedophilia, and due to many personal reasons, threw me really far off when you made it clear that you were very attracted to me. and obviously, quite intrigued with my skill in SC ; as if someone that played SC couldnt be attractive like me or something.. and then you've also made comments about my 'lifestyle' being sexy/mysterious etc. just overall made me feel uncomfortable, im not like most people, and i dont respond well to what most guys would.

[04:48] Nick: when i go to college parties esp, i think i told you, i get completely disgusted at girls getting shit-faced, or smoking pot or cigarretes, and/or trying to hit on me in a pathetically immature way, that makes them come off promiscious (not saying you did this, im trying to give you an example of how i feel towards things.) etc.

[04:49] Nick: im deeply into emotion/romance ; i would prefer passion over lust, and shit like that. im not into the meta-college scene of 'oh you're hot, lets fuck' and shit, that is obviously so corrupting the colleges in modern life.

[04:51] jessie: i am sorry for the way i talked you on skype

[04:51] Nick: its ok oo; but it still doesnt change that it happened, especially on your first time talking to me on skype. was just extremely unappealing, and made me feel really uncomfortable. hence my half-laughs. (its a sign of nervousness with me)

[04:53] jessie: i am sorry. i had taken a pain killer and it just knocked my for a loop

[04:54] jessie: the Dr gave me more than i thought she would and it was to much for me

[04:55] jessie: that night i was like half there i am so so sorry

[04:57] Nick: its fine ; but that night isnt the only thing that threw me off / made me on-edge.

[04:57] Nick: basically you've told me so many stories, i really dont know which ones are real, and which arent.

[04:58] Nick: and for an example of my trust-issue shit and how i constantly dig into things: i searched for 'fish farms' in alabama, that matched the description of the area you said you lived in, and also tried to trace it to your name(jessie clark, jessica clark, jess clark) and nothing turned up.

[04:59] Nick: again, all this research started after my friend jos proposed that he thought you were lying about many things ; and were another zia.

[05:02] jessie: god nick i wish i could tell you what i want to tell you rught now

[05:03] jessie: i'm not another zia i can tell you that much

[05:03] jessie: no way am i another zia

[05:04] Nick: jos also proposed that this was a troll, proposed by tl.net

[05:04] Nick: for 'the lulz'

[05:04] jessie: say what?

[05:05] Nick: he thought you were a person, that was asked by TL.net, to try to befriend me and all this other shit ; then make a huge post about how you 'trolled' me. wouldnt put it past some tl.net admins o_o

[05:06] jessie: no thats not it

[05:07] Nick: ok well, it was just ultimately overall a very shady past month, with me catching you in a ton of contradictions etc.

[05:08] Nick: first you said you lived in alamba, by yourself, and with your fish. then you tell me you're in WA to visit a friend, then you have a child, which contradicts that you lied to me about alabama, and all the stories about your family being crazy, and abusing your grandmother for money, etc. and then i find out you're living currently with your 14year old sister, which means you're also with your parents, or something like that, which means your story of a friend is a lie as well, and also completely blows alabama out of the water. also the backtracking on the photos you put on facebook (the sonograms) show that they were taken at Valley Diagnostic Imaging, Renton, WA, 425 area code.

[05:09] Nick: just stuff like that, makes me really uneasy talking to you. and also how you commented on like 20 of my photos / liked a few of them, and then made more comments about my 'appearance' to me, even though you're fully aware how much older you are.

[05:11] jessie: my sister lives in foster care ok

[05:11] jessie: and Danny she is real and so is her son

[05:12] jessie: and i have been seeing them

[05:13] jessie: i didn't lie about why i was here

[05:13] jessie: my sister found out i was here so i walk two bolcks to see her

[05:15] Nick: why would you yell 'get out of the room' as if its your room? and what about the stories about you picking up the phone listening in on a 14 year olds conversation, as if you're constantly around her, etc? just doesnt add up.

[05:15] Nick: then you told me stories about you/her etc, things that would have to have happened when you two were growing up.[05:15] jessie: it was not a bedroom

[05:15] Nick: 'get out of the room'

[05:16] Nick: implies, you have authority, but hows that possible, if its the foster-care parents house?

[05:16] jessie: if was my friends house

[05:17] jessie: i have picked up the phone to listen in on her because i am not around to make sure she is safe

[05:18] Nick: okay, so if its your friends house, how are you picking up the phone listening in on her "in the past". aka representing you've been around her much longer, in an enviroment with a phone, where she is able to contact friends.

[05:18] Nick: nothing you're telling me, is adding up.

[05:18] Nick: also i dont get why you used microsoft paint, to black out your name on the baby photo sonograms.

[05:19] jessie: am i to tell you of every time i come up here

[05:19] Nick: no

[05:19] Nick: however, when you dont tell the whole truth, or hte whole story, its almost as good as lying.

[05:20] Nick: and by saying its not lying, its manipulative.

[05:20] Nick: because you're twisting or altering a situation, to benefit your control.

[05:20] jessie: i'm sorry i didn't want every one to see my name

[05:20] Nick: if its on YOUR facebook, and its YOUR sonogram photos, why would you care?

[05:20] Nick: thats actually what got me to try down the location of the photos etc.

[05:21] jessie: because Jessica is not my first name

[05:21] Nick: jesus christ.

[05:21] Nick: the saga continues.

[05:21] jessie: Jessica is one of my names

[05:22] Nick: what the fuck?

[05:22] Nick: ????????

[05:22] jessie: i have 7 names in my full name

[05:22] jessie: ok

[05:23] Nick: wtf? LOL?

[05:26] Nick: also the amount of time you take, in between your responses, is extremely bizarre, and yet when i take more than 30-45seconds, you get impatient and start saying 'nick?' 'guess you dont want to talk' etc.

[05:26] Nick: as if you're pre-planning everything you're trying to say, or you're trying to recollect everything you've said.

[05:27] jessie: that is not it

[05:27] jessie: its not fact the i missspell words and i am finxing them or my kid is fussing

[05:29] Nick: do you mean to say, its the fact that you misspell words, and that your kid is fussing? so why don't you give others the benefit of the doubt, when it comes to taking time between responses?

[05:30] jessie: you said you are talking to people about poker

[05:30] jessie: i thought you just wanted to talk to the

[05:31] jessie: *them

[05:32] Nick: its not just the times when im playing poker ; its also anytime i was on sc2, or before you even knew i played poker avidly.

[05:32] jessie: well i'm sorry

[05:34] Nick: ~~;

[05:34] jessie: what now

[05:36] Nick: ?

[05:36] jessie: what are you going to pick at now

[05:37] Nick: lol.

[05:37] Nick: im not picking at anything, im building up to the conclusion.

[05:37] jessie: i need to breast feed here soon so let me know

[05:38] Nick: this has all been the body, to the original thesis.

[05:39] jessie: i'm not a story book

[05:41] Nick: i didnt say you were ; im saying its ultimately what i've been doing, etc.

[05:42] jessie: ok

[05:44] Nick: yeah. ultimately after everything, all the things i've caught onto, the shadiness, lying, deception, attempted-manipulation, etc, i dont really see a point in continuing to talk to you after this, because its extremely wrong the way you approached my trust/respect/character as a person, etc. so thats ultimately where i stand.

[05:45] Nick: and idk if you were hoping i was like the 98% of lonely gamer fucks, that jump at the chance to be infatuated by a girl, but clearly, you can see im nothing like that. i tried to just see you as a friend / another play, that just happened to be a girl, however you tried to take it much further than that. and ultimately, lead me to find you extremely shady.

[05:46] jessie: nick

[05:46] jessie: you want the truth

[05:46] Nick: i think you and i both know, it doesnt matter.

[05:46] Nick: because i dont know if its the 'truth' or not.

[05:47] jessie: i am going to tell you all of it

[05:47] jessie: ok

[05:48] jessie: i just done ok i don't want to want to tell you i want you to know

[05:48] Nick: it really won't change anything.

[05:48] Nick: honestly.

[05:48] jessie: nick

[05:49] jessie: please i want you to know the truth and i want to be your friend i really do

[05:49] jessie: but you need to know the truth

[05:49] jessie: ok

[05:50] jessie: will you listen

[05:50] jessie: please

[05:50] jessie: Nick

[05:51] jessie: nick please just get to know me

[05:52] jessie: you are going to hear the truth

[05:52] jessie: all of it

[05:52] Nick: you can say what you have to say now

[05:53] Nick: instead of saying it, you're only adding fuel to everything i've been saying this whole time.

[05:53] Nick: especially the only giving me 15seconds to respond, before spamming me.

[05:54] jessie: i'm sorry ok

[05:55] jessie: listen the person you were talking to in the first place is a girl just a different kind

[05:56] jessie: she is an mtf

[05:57] jessie: and didn't know how to tell all of her friends on the game[05:57] Nick: ... what? the person you had me talk to on sc2 or skype was not you?

[05:57] jessie: sc2

[05:58] Nick: .... so who is KekeZergRush, since she or he also apparently "likes" me.

[05:59] jessie: its a girl but she was born in a guys body

[05:59] jessie: and don't make a crak oabout it

[05:59] Nick: you mean, he's gay.

[05:59] jessie: no

[06:00] jessie: its a she not a he

[06:01] Nick: Uh. you mean SHE was once a HE and had a sex change? like catreina was a guy, turned girl?

[06:01] jessie: she is in the proses of changing

[06:02] jessie: please don't tell anyone about her

[06:02] jessie: i wasn't soupost to tell you

[06:03] Nick: uh

[06:03] Nick: so its a He.

[06:03] Nick: why doesnt he just be gay?

[06:03] jessie: you don't get it

[06:04] jessie: you are not the sex by whats in your pants

[06:05] jessie: she is all girl in her mind she knows what she is on the outside and does not like it

[06:05] jessie: it's like you and why you grow out your hair

[06:08] jessie: she cant be gay when she is a girl

[06:09] Nick: she's not a girl, she has a penis, she was a Y chromosome from the male, and it met an X chromosome from the female. and so, is a male, who wants to be a female, aka he's gay.

[06:10] jessie: you don't know what its like

[06:11] Nick: i was 99% gay and 1% straight for 2years of my life, i [this part is edited out, as it is extremely personal and i do not want it getting around] so dont tell me, i dont know what its like.

[06:11] jessie: she is a girl she thinks like a girl acts like a girl

[06:11] Nick: [this part is edited out, as it is extremely personal and does not need to get posted anywhere else, as I don't want people know about it.]

[06:11] jessie: she is more girl then i am

[06:12] jessie: if you like guys then its fine

[06:12] jessie: i have a gay brother

[06:13] jessie: he is a guy but gay

[06:13] jessie: i know nothing [this part is edited out as it is extremely personal and i do not want it getting around]

[06:13] jessie: and i mean it

[06:16] jessie: my friend knows about [this part is edited out as it is extremely personal and i do not want it getting around]

[06:16] jessie: she knows a lot about you

[06:16] jessie: please stay her friend

[06:17] jessie: i wont talk to you anymore but please talk to her

[06:18] Nick: why did you pretend to know me then? etc? wtf. thats so fucked up, seriously. so who are you? and how do you even know me? do you even play sc2? or sc1?

[06:18] Nick: you really ARE zia#2.

[06:19] jessie: i am sorry for it

[06:19] jessie: i am Jessica

[06:19] Nick: ok, but how do you even know me?

[06:20] jessie: ty

[06:20] jessie: Ty is who i know you

[06:20] jessie: i would talk to you and she would come on and talk to you

[06:20] Nick: Ty?

[06:21] jessie: and i would stop talking to you

[06:21] Nick: Tyler?

[06:21] Nick: aka kekezergrush?

[06:21] jessie: idk what her game name is

[06:21] Nick: do you even play sc2?

[06:22] jessie: i've played it a few times

[06:22] jessie: my dad is big in games like that

[06:23] Nick: okay...... so i was right, everything out of your mouth was a lie.

[06:23] jessie: no

06:23] jessie: Ty plays it all the time

[06:24] Nick: you guys

[06:24] Nick: have also dual-teamed many many other sc players

[06:24] Nick: with this bullshit dual-personality shit.

[06:24] Nick: such as iCCup.Tesla

[06:24] Nick: Lori Slaughter Hi hi Keke! ^^

[06:24] Nick: the 'Jessie Clark' FB was made in 2008.

[06:25] Nick: meaning this whole charade, has been going on almost 3years.

[06:25] jessie: no

[06:25] Nick: since, everyone on that FB is a SC player.

[06:25] jessie: nick

[06:27] Nick: ?

[06:27] Nick: you do realize, this charade has at LEAST been going on 1.5yrs?

[06:27] jessie: no

[06:27] Nick: I am basically obligated to tell the SC community.

[06:28] jessie: it has not gone on that long

[06:28] Nick: oh it hasnt

[06:28] Nick: my apologies

[06:28] Nick: thought there was a 2009 after this comment Lori Slaughter Hi hi Keke! ^^

[06:28] Nick: but it was just september 13th, 2010.

[06:28] Nick: Karim Sayed thanx September 7, 2009 at 7:30pm · Comment · Like

[06:29] Nick: That was one of 6 friends, in 2009.

[06:29] Nick: So obviously, it has been going on a long time.

[06:29] Nick: btw why'd you say the other night on skype then 'ive been there and done that' then i mentioned[this part is edited out as it is extremely personal, and i do not want it getting around.]

[06:29] Nick: if you had absolutely no knowledge of it.

[06:30] jessie: i was [this part is edited out as it is extremely personal, and i do not want it getting around.]

[06:30] jessie: the only time i was with a guy

[06:30] Nick: and kekezergrush [this part is edited out as it is extremely personal, and i do not want it getting around.]

[06:31] jessie: i don't know

[06:31] Nick: why'd you mention

[06:31] Nick: the impending doom disorder roommate, when keke was the one who told me about that on sc2 chat?

[06:32] Nick: do you guys collaborate stories, to keep this charade going or something? this is sick.

[06:32] Nick: do you realize that?

[06:32] Nick: like mentally sick.

[06:32] Nick: if it werent for my paranoia, trust issues, and my friend jos being a super hacker etc, i never would've found out.

[06:32] Nick: and i would've been victim to the charade/games/bullshit

[06:32] Nick: like the other 50 friends you have on facebook

[06:33] Nick: and god knows how many people keke has deceived with it on sc2.

[06:33] jessie: stop talking bad about Ty

[06:34] Nick: are you joking me? im not talking bad. im talking logical. this whole thing is mentally sick.

[06:34] Nick: like, tapped in the head.

[06:35] Nick: its not like this was for 'fun', because clearly it wasn't a intentional 'troll'

[06:35] Nick: you guys have collaborated a huge story, obviously worked it out, and communicated to each other avidly between the people you talk to, and what occured.

[06:35] Nick: how do you not recognize how tapped in the head this is?

[06:37] jessie: i didn't pay much attion to it

[06:38] jessie: i let Ty do whatever

[06:39] jessie: my kid is my life

[06:40] jessie: can you please just tell tell ty yourself what you are going to do

[06:48] jessie: i would like to get to know you as a friend but i know that is not going to happen [06:51] Nick: no ofc its not going to happen, because i just caught Zia#2. and i really dont think you realize how sick in the head this whole thing is. like its pre-meditated, the entire way. and all the lies about mental history / problems in life, jesus. the fake FB, the fake everything, just so sick. jos is suggesting to call child services (im serious) due to the length at which you continued this charade, and all the lies you produced/tried to keep up with.



also, secondary evidence, aka chats from Skype, that show her persistence in talking to me, and bizarre nature:



[10/20/2010 2:22:55 AM] Jessie: hey

[10/20/2010 2:23:32 AM] Nick DeCesare: hihi

[10/20/2010 2:23:36 AM] Nick DeCesare: still on the phone call T_T fml

[10/20/2010 2:23:46 AM] Jessie: =(

[10/20/2010 2:29:15 AM] Jessie: ok

[10/20/2010 3:09:52 AM] Jessie: no love for me i guess

[10/20/2010 3:19:35 AM] Jessie: =(

[10/20/2010 8:25:45 PM] Jessie: hey

[10/20/2010 8:29:38 PM] Jessie: nick?

[10/21/2010 9:43:44 PM] Jessie: hey

[10/21/2010 9:44:00 PM] *** Call from Jessie ***

[10/21/2010 9:44:14 PM] Jessie: yes

[10/21/2010 9:44:22 PM] Jessie: can you hear me

[10/21/2010 10:07:54 PM] Jessie: you like stoped talking to me

[10/21/2010 10:08:01 PM] Jessie: =(

[10/21/2010 10:25:28 PM] *** Call ended, duration 41:28 ***

[10/22/2010 10:19:35 PM] Jessie: hey

[10/23/2010 1:03:45 AM] Jessie: nic

[10/23/2010 1:03:59 AM] Nick DeCesare: hi

[10/23/2010 1:03:59 AM] Nick DeCesare: O_O

[10/23/2010 1:09:30 AM] Nick DeCesare: oo;?

[10/23/2010 1:11:35 AM] Jessie: do yhou want to go on mic

[10/23/2010 1:12:31 AM] Jessie: ?

[10/23/2010 1:12:39 AM] Nick DeCesare: im listening to documentaries ;p i came on skype, cuz FB kept

[10/23/2010 1:12:40 AM] Nick DeCesare: disconnecting me

[10/23/2010 1:13:07 AM] Jessie: oh you are still listening to them

[10/23/2010 1:16:39 AM] Nick DeCesare: yes ofc

[10/23/2010 1:16:43 AM] Nick DeCesare: poker is my life and passion

[10/23/2010 1:16:56 AM] Jessie: i know

[10/23/2010 1:22:33 AM] Nick DeCesare: why

[10/23/2010 1:22:33 AM] Nick DeCesare: ?

[10/23/2010 1:24:37 AM] Jessie: for cheesing all 3 games against idra

[10/23/2010 1:27:27 AM] Jessie: you there?

[10/23/2010 1:28:45 AM] Nick DeCesare: huh

[10/23/2010 1:28:56 AM] Nick DeCesare: i cheesed because i couldnt do the only build/style i practiced

[10/23/2010 1:29:01 AM] Nick DeCesare: the entire time as T

[10/23/2010 1:29:04 AM] Nick DeCesare: i never ever mech'd tvz

[10/23/2010 1:33:57 AM] Jessie: can you talk to me on fb

[10/23/2010 9:56:04 PM] Jessie: nic?

[10/23/2010 9:58:10 PM] Nick DeCesare: hi oo;

[10/23/2010 9:58:33 PM] Jessie: why didn't you say anything to me on facebook?

[10/23/2010 9:58:57 PM] Nick DeCesare: i just got back, i was laying down with my huskie, and the first thing i saw was

[10/23/2010 9:59:01 PM] Nick DeCesare: skype

[10/23/2010 9:59:11 PM] Jessie: oh ok

[10/23/2010 9:59:16 PM] Jessie: >< sorry

[10/23/2010 9:59:34 PM] Jessie: i'm a goof

[10/23/2010 10:00:27 PM] Jessie: do you want to hear my horrible voice?

[10/23/2010 10:00:38 PM] Nick DeCesare: watching poker videos, cant use skype chat O_O

[10/23/2010 10:00:53 PM] Jessie: =(

[10/23/2010 10:01:09 PM] Jessie: V_V ok

[10/23/2010 10:01:19 PM] Jessie: ;(

[10/23/2010 10:01:24 PM] Nick DeCesare: oo;?

[10/23/2010 10:01:49 PM] Jessie: ...

[10/23/2010 10:02:15 PM] Nick DeCesare: huh?

[10/23/2010 10:02:24 PM] Jessie: nothing

[10/23/2010 10:04:33 PM] Nick DeCesare: ok

[10/23/2010 10:40:21 PM] Jessie: are you haveing fun

[10/23/2010 10:40:46 PM] Nick DeCesare: not really rofl

[10/23/2010 10:40:53 PM] Nick DeCesare: discussing poker with my friend now ; i feel tired, and yet i just woke up

[10/23/2010 10:40:54 PM] Nick DeCesare: 3hrs ago

[10/23/2010 10:41:08 PM] Jessie: i want to talk to you

[10/23/2010 10:41:58 PM] Jessie: but i know you are busy

[10/23/2010 10:42:19 PM] Nick DeCesare: im not 'busy' persay

[10/23/2010 10:42:43 PM] Jessie: you are thoug

h[10/23/2010 10:44:02 PM] Nick DeCesare: no im not

[10/23/2010 10:44:02 PM] Nick DeCesare: lol

[10/23/2010 10:44:11 PM] Nick DeCesare: im not [playing] poker, so im not really busy

[10/23/2010 10:44:19 PM] Nick DeCesare: i have severe adhd/add, so i pay attention to like 3 things at once

[10/23/2010 10:44:27 PM] Nick DeCesare: if im not doing multiple things at once, i actually get nervous.

[10/23/2010 10:44:48 PM] Nick DeCesare: thats why i always have my ipod on in my photos o_o

[10/23/2010 10:44:56 PM] Nick DeCesare: music = helps slow my thoughts down.

[10/23/2010 10:45:23 PM] Jessie: i know that it slows done the thoughts

[10/23/2010 10:45:43 PM] Nick DeCesare: oo;

[10/23/2010 10:46:25 PM] Jessie: my little sister has adhd and my cuzn has add

[10/23/2010 10:46:57 PM] Jessie: i know a few tricks

[10/23/2010 10:47:20 PM] Nick DeCesare: yeah, its not a bad thing.

[10/23/2010 10:47:31 PM] Nick DeCesare: if people find ways to 'use' the adhd/add to their advantage

[10/23/2010 10:47:38 PM] Nick DeCesare: they have an edge on most

[10/23/2010 10:47:38 PM] Nick DeCesare: people

[10/23/2010 10:47:39 PM] Nick DeCesare: imo

[10/23/2010 10:47:45 PM] Jessie: what kind of adhd do you have?

[10/23/2010 10:48:01 PM] Nick DeCesare: what do you mean?

[10/23/2010 10:48:46 PM] Jessie: my old sister had a kind were she would pick a fight with people that was around her

[10/23/2010 10:49:21 PM] Jessie: she would get made at me and hurt me

[10/23/2010 10:50:43 PM] Jessie: my little sister just couldn't sit still

[10/23/2010 10:52:05 PM] Nick DeCesare: oh

[10/23/2010 10:52:16 PM] Nick DeCesare: thats not just ADHD

[10/23/2010 10:52:20 PM] Nick DeCesare: but ADHD plays a factor in that

[10/23/2010 10:52:58 PM] Nick DeCesare: idk what its called -_-; my brother tristan who's 6 has alot going on with him ; something similar to that

[10/23/2010 10:56:54 PM] Jessie: i'm sorry

[10/23/2010 10:57:07 PM] Nick DeCesare: its fine lol ;p

[10/23/2010 10:57:12 PM] Jessie: no its not

[10/23/2010 11:03:30 PM] Nick DeCesare: sure it is.

[10/23/2010 11:03:32 PM] Nick DeCesare: he's on medicine, etc.

[10/23/2010 11:03:59 PM] Nick DeCesare: my familys full of doctors/nuses/etc, so its not like they'd let the problem get too far without taking severe action.

[10/23/2010 11:06:42 PM] Jessie: good

[10/23/2010 11:10:55 PM] Nick DeCesare: oo;

[10/23/2010 11:11:04 PM] Jessie: what?

[10/23/2010 11:11:10 PM] Nick DeCesare: nothing, just responding.

[10/23/2010 11:12:33 PM] Jessie: ok



Sorry for the long read LOL ~