My name is John, and I'm gay. But that might not make sense to everybody. I am very aware that it is quite rare for a starcraft player to be Gay, even tho we do get plenty of actions per minute in bathhouses, with its many strategies required to attract a man.
Anyway
I did not realise that I was a Gay until I was 14, I even masturbated to pornography when I was younger. Male on Woman that is. And it was porn that first caused me to question my sexuality. Now when I'm older I realise that I used to study the male genitalia and buttocks in a scene between a man and a woman, while I was having my way with my package.
But what really stirred the gay in me... was that one day I'll never forget...
I remember downloading some Woman on Woman sexual intercourse on a software called Kazaa one evening. And when I double clicked the file with my pants down I realised that I was not really attracted the lady that was welcoming a large dildo being ferociously jammed into her vagina while screaming in joy. The ladies were beautiful, but I had no sexual attraction to them. I think I was about fourteen years old at that time, and something happend inside of me. I started to question who I were. I realised that as a child I was what many may describe as a Sissy, I played with my sisters dolls, and in videos from my childhood I had a very flamboyant walk, and the most gay mannerism.
I remember asking myself...Was I a Gay? And did my parents know? I was such a gay child.
I was angry at my parents. They never told me I was a gay! why did the woman having a dildo shoved into her vagina have to reveal the truth to me? And the day when I came out to my parents, they had already known since the age of two.
On February 05 2010 13:04 gilligan wrote: My name is John, and I'm gay. But that might not make sense to everybody. I am very aware that it is quite rare for a starcraft player to be Gay, even tho do get plenty of actions per minute in bathhouses, with its many strategies required to attract a man.
Anyway
I did not realise that I was a Gay until I was 14, I even masturbated to pornography when I was younger. Male on Woman that is. And it was porn that first caused me to question my sexuality. Now when I'm older I realise that I used to study the male genitalia and buttocks in a scene between a man and a woman, while I was having my way with package.
But what really stirred the gay in me... was that one day I'll never forget...
I remember downloading some Woman on Woman sexual intercourse on a software called Kazaa one evening. And when I double clicked the file with my pants down I realised that I was not really attracted the lady that was welcoming a large dildo being ferociously jammed into her vagina while screaming in joy. The ladies were beautiful, but I had no sexual attraction to them. I think I was about fourteen years old at that time, and something happend inside of me. I started to question who I were. I realised that as a child I was what many may describe as a Sissy, I played with my sisters dolls, and in videos from my childhood I had a very flamboyant walk, and the most gay mannerism.
I remember asking myself...Was I a Gay? And did my parents know? I was such a gay child.
I was angry at my parents. They never told me I was a gay! why did the woman having a dildo shoved into her vagina have to reveal the truth to me? And the day when I came out to my parents, they had already known since the age of two.
On February 05 2010 13:04 gilligan wrote: I realised that I was not really attracted the lady that was welcoming a large dildo being ferociously jammed into her vagina while screaming in joy.
why did the woman having a dildo shoved into her vagina have to reveal the truth to me?
These two sentences made my day. Thank you very much.
EPT
