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Trying to warp my miiind!! Part 1 that's the start

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Pwntrucci[sR]
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
Canada1519 Posts
Last Edited: 2008-04-28 05:56:31
April 28 2008 05:36 GMT
#1
Once upon a time, I was in a sweet place. It was on a cool bridge, a bike path bridge. I was with three friends: David, Nick, and a cute asian girl we found at the bus stop.

We were all trying to find the right song. The song was to help us enjoy the bridge. We suggested a few, but the whispers only sounded like they were coming from inside us for a few seconds.

Then the camera cut to us walking towards the bridge. It was summer time, quite hot outside. Then we saw us finding a cute asian girl at the bus stop.

"You?" Said the cute asian girl. "Well it's only as much us as it can be right?" Answered David.

"Aha David you can't be here, you aren't ska right?" I laaughed at my statement.

"You forget where we are, us, at this time. Forget about that school playground that crossed your mind, it's unska."

He was right, the setting was ska, but it's hard to tell you of it, since I'm not there anymore.

We were so happy. The camera went back to us at the cool bridge.

"Tomorrow starts our grand adventure" : |

"That's right, we'll need to prepare perfectly."

"What if it's not ska anymore tomorrow."

"Don't worry, it will definetly be ska."

But the cute asian girl had a mischevious smile.

"Things aren't like you think jonny ^^" I didn't understand what she meant.

"Who knows what will happen in this world, where anything can happen, at this time of much ska."

The next day our grand adventure started. First we went to opassa beach to get komodo scales to make leene or w/e her name is a necklace.

But it wasn't strange enough! Ska isn't the same as bizarre! It's impossible to get what I want and it's so frustrating! Why can't I control what I feel in my mind? I can say what I want, I can move like I want, why can't I project something in my own head?

FUCKING SHIT!!

I had it for a second. Brrr tried turning off music but it's scary and dark and I freaked out.

O M G this is so fucking frustrating!! WHAT THE FUCK!!

I'm doing this to help you guys. Well, I'm trying to do this to help you guys. It's impossible though, might as well try to tell you what's, er, hm can't say I guess.

Actually yeah when I read it it seems like it works.

I was in a weird place. Alone. I'm gonna be cheap here, it was inside a tower. A tower where I could see the city below me through a huge window.

But wait a second, I'm at the beach now. People are fishing, playing volleyball. Then we had supper and stuff. Sat in the shade of trees.

I remember the day I came home from school. I knew something was wrong the moment I set foot inside my appartment. Things were wrong, in the sense that I can't explain it.

But in the end that was ok. but I had it again, though it never happened lol! I can taste brochettes, it's maybe a rainy day. There's a cd on my computer desk.

Goddamn it I'm just trying to get where I want, but it's impossible. Tomorrow I'm gonna see megadeth with CoB and a couple other bands. How the fuck is that gonna be ska? Christ it's cold in here.

Ok I closed my window. Daaaamn it's so hard to get the mindset that I want. When I get it it's only for a few seconds, then I lose it.

I'd like to speak so you can hear, but all I'd say is like, a song that's ska to me. Trying to translate that into words, it's impossible.

Look at msn. KIJUN IS NOT ONLINE. I think he gets it. He get's what I'm trying to say. Or maybe not, it's impossible to tell.

Let me tell you what my thoughts are. That's possible right? Everyone does it.

Prepare for a boatload of feefeeness. Actually nvm

Criff c'est comme, j'essaye de me sortir de moi meme. Comme le bonhomme carnaval tsé? Ben non, dans le fond j'essaye de mettre des affairs dans ma tête. Ou ben c'est les deux, baaaah. Y faut faire un pour avoir l'autre, si j'étais capable d'en faire un ben comme faut, l'autre viendrais.
C'est comme dire, si tu sais écrire, tu sais automatiquement lire hm?

This is such an epic failure WTF. The moment I started I was doomed to epicfail. It's not possible to do it, or if it is, not when I'm only on short influence by some thing I randomly came across.

FUCK THIS, I'll try again some other time.


Bah who am I kidding I know what the problem is. There just isn't enough ska. If I was practically drowning in it this would be possible.
Need more skaa, need to make mooooore. But how ?,


***
bg
Lurgee
Profile Blog Joined April 2008
Australia252 Posts
April 28 2008 08:02 GMT
#2
I don't get it..
Spenguin
Profile Blog Joined November 2007
Australia3316 Posts
Last Edited: 2008-04-28 08:32:52
April 28 2008 08:32 GMT
#3
lucid dream? drugs? or the fucked up world you live in?


EDIT: Oh btw, PICS OF HOT ASIAN GIRL PLZ OR NOT TRUE!
< TeamLiquid CJ Entusman #46 > I came for the Brood War, I stayed for the people.
bp1696
Profile Blog Joined February 2007
United States288 Posts
April 28 2008 16:31 GMT
#4
Stream of consciousness works better when you're not high...
Sleep is for the fishes
GeneralStan
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
United States4789 Posts
April 28 2008 16:42 GMT
#5
Sounds like drugs to me
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Pwntrucci[sR]
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
Canada1519 Posts
April 28 2008 17:27 GMT
#6
Fuck drugs, I was trying to trigger an endless loop of full body nostalgia by amplifiying modified memories using random thoughts and feelings.
bg
LeafHouse
Profile Joined June 2007
United States185 Posts
April 28 2008 18:33 GMT
#7
Think you could tell us more about what you were trying to do? sometimes I think I feel what you were describing as "full body nostalgia" but it's one of those things that's hard to describe and can easily be misunderstood or probably faked.

Last time it happened to me was watching some new movie where detectives are figuring out a mystery about a kidnapping. The movie in itself was ok, but there were some elements which brought back memories about last summer when I was robbed.

It was about four in the morning and I was leaving a friend's house when a kid knocked on the window of my car with a pistol. He ended up having me drive him around town for a while and after he took my things (didn't have much and didn't care to lose them anyway) he had me drop him off.

The thing was that this kid was super young like maybe 14 or 15 and I remember thinking that he's got to be either high or just as scared as I was. Turns out they'd been going around busting windows and things, and I'll bet I was some kind of dare.

Long story short, nothing happened, but some things trigger "full body nostalgia" of that time. I honestly think they're related to the kinds of flashbacks that anyone has after some kind of event.

All that to say that our minds can do some wild things. Did it work? just curious.

+ Show Spoiler +
or maybe a better question: How the hell did you come up with "an endless loop of full body nostalgia? lol... that seriously just sounds awesome to say outloud
ProTech_MediC
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
United States498 Posts
April 28 2008 18:52 GMT
#8
Epic fail.
MC Fighting!~
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