I am all alone again. At least thats what it feels like. The sky is clear and the stars are shining bright. The moon is mirrored in the lake and I have that feeling. Once again the insurmountable moment that lays back in the past gets me. I still had so much to tell you. So much I wanted to show you. So many things I'd like to share. Now I can't even think of how to bear the pain that arises deep inside.
You came from heaven being my angel - my shield that preserved me from harm. The flame that ignited my heart and winged my hope. Maybe it was your purpose giving hope to a hopeless and sad person and maybe this is why you had to return to heaven. I am hoping beyond hope that you will return and be my angel again, because I cannot bear the pain. I cannot fill the gap you left deep inside of me.
I wish I could write a poem and devote it to you, but whenever I try to write something regarding you words fail me.
I hope the place you are now fits you better than the world you didn't want to live in. I know you watch me from heaven and I hope we will be reunited when the time has come..
your friend Silvano