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ToKoreaWithLove
Profile Blog Joined September 2002
Norway10161 Posts
Last Edited: 2008-03-30 15:25:12
March 30 2008 15:22 GMT
#1
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Pic by lonely

I hate you. I hate that it is so difficult for me to be with you. I hate the sad people whos lives are so pathetic that they have to spend their time ruining other people's lives. I wish them all a slow painfull death. I hate that I fell for you, because it hurts to think that I'm not gonna hold you and lay with you and share childish jokes or talk nose to nose while looking into each other eyes. I'm sad because I don't fall in love easily and when I for once do it's so damn hard.

I hate the society because you did this to me. Burn to ashes, world.

I hate everything that reminds me of you. I hate that when I see you again my heart is gonna skip a beat and you are gonna be nice to me. I hate that i'm gonna go around hoping for something that isnt. I hate that when I close my eyes you are the first thing waiting behind my eyelids. I hate that I opened myself for the first time since I can't even remember. I hate that I told everybody how I felt without restriction. I hate that I'm gonna cry again. I hate the thought of meeting someone else. I hate that I'm gonna forget and try all over again.

I hate the sympathy. I hate that instead of mocking and poking fun at me you are now all silent and talking behind me instead. I never cared what you thought, losers. I pity you because you will never dare to live. I hate how effortlessly you can change my world. I hate how you never try to game me yet do it at every turn. I hate how I'm still here writing about my feelings. I hate how I'm gonna go walking in the rain. I hate how I feel like a kicked puppy. I hate how I can't let go when I'm talking to you. I hate being powerless.

But most of all I hate that I don't hate you. That if I had the choice I would do everything over again. That despite you telling me that you can't I'm still hoping and trying to find a way. That I'm still putting myself out there. I hate that you are everything I want and that I can't have you. I hate myself.

I miss you.


****
ModeratorFather of bunnies
mousey.rr
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
United States103 Posts
March 30 2008 15:26 GMT
#2
I hate you too, fucking emo.
Twisted
Profile Blog Joined September 2002
Netherlands13554 Posts
March 30 2008 15:27 GMT
#3
I can really find myself in this post right now :'(

Sucks dude.
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Xeofreestyler
Profile Blog Joined June 2005
Belgium6768 Posts
March 30 2008 15:29 GMT
#4
On March 31 2008 00:26 mousey.rr wrote:
I hate you too, fucking emo.


Shut up.
There's a few times when a man's allowed to be emo, and TKWL has a pretty damn good reason.
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ToKoreaWithLove
Profile Blog Joined September 2002
Norway10161 Posts
March 30 2008 15:29 GMT
#5
On March 31 2008 00:27 Twisted wrote:
I can really find myself in this post right now :'(

Sucks dude.


Sorry man, I know that sucks.
ModeratorFather of bunnies
ilovezil
Profile Blog Joined August 2006
United States4143 Posts
Last Edited: 2008-03-30 15:32:00
March 30 2008 15:29 GMT
#6
On March 31 2008 00:26 mousey.rr wrote:
I hate you too, fucking emo.


Hey you, brush up on your micro tourney skills before bashing others, newbie.

PS - TKWL: Cheer up :D
ToKoreaWithLove
Profile Blog Joined September 2002
Norway10161 Posts
March 30 2008 15:31 GMT
#7
On March 31 2008 00:29 Xeofreestyler wrote:
Show nested quote +
On March 31 2008 00:26 mousey.rr wrote:
I hate you too, fucking emo.


Shut up.
There's a few times when a man's allowed to be emo, and TKWL has a pretty damn good reason.


Also, I'm surprisingly good at being emo
ModeratorFather of bunnies
Naib
Profile Blog Joined November 2004
Hungary4843 Posts
March 30 2008 15:34 GMT
#8
A man that can express his feelings so truthfully and emotionally (like me) in written and spoken words, doesn't deserve this. At all.

I hope you'll find your One one day like I did. You deserve it.
Complete the cycle!
pachi
Profile Joined October 2006
Melbourne5338 Posts
March 30 2008 15:40 GMT
#9
thats a cute photo
Moderatorpachi fanclub http://goto.tl/6DI9 。◕‿◕。
Xeofreestyler
Profile Blog Joined June 2005
Belgium6768 Posts
March 30 2008 15:45 GMT
#10
On March 31 2008 00:31 ToKoreaWithLove wrote:
Show nested quote +
On March 31 2008 00:29 Xeofreestyler wrote:
On March 31 2008 00:26 mousey.rr wrote:
I hate you too, fucking emo.


Shut up.
There's a few times when a man's allowed to be emo, and TKWL has a pretty damn good reason.


Also, I'm surprisingly good at being emo


true!
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SuperJongMan
Profile Blog Joined March 2003
Jamaica11586 Posts
March 30 2008 16:44 GMT
#11
"I hate how I feel like a kicked puppy"

Lol~ How cute can you be.
POWER OVERWHELMING ! ! ! KRUU~ KRUU~
FirstBorn
Profile Blog Joined March 2007
Romania3955 Posts
March 30 2008 16:51 GMT
#12
yeah, i see myself there too.

it sucks but you'll get over it, trust me.

p.s. i thought i was the only one that wished some people died of a slowly, painful death
SonuvBob: Yes, the majority of TL is college-aged, and thus clearly stupid.
EnDeR_
Profile Blog Joined May 2004
Spain2636 Posts
March 30 2008 17:09 GMT
#13
This is me back in April of last year . And i'm still trying to find a way to get together again, I suck. One thing, whatever you do, don't start talking friendly with her again, or you'll never be able to get over her (serioulsy, I started talking to my ex on msn and now i can't get her off my mind, and she doesn't really care about me any more).
estás más desubicao q un croissant en un plato de nécoras
HamerD
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
United Kingdom1922 Posts
March 30 2008 17:24 GMT
#14
it was a little too hollywood speech for me tbh, but I sympathize with the sentiment...the next step is to outgrow the pangs and pains. Longing for a partner back is just like wishing you still had a toy. Humans are the most developed toys we have in the world, and part of what makes them so interesting and amusing is that they don't have to give us their attention. If you can view humans as toys, you tend to realise, almost comically, that you are actually whining like a baby who wants his rattle back; and I find it tends to become easier to deal with heartache that way- you can get over not having a toy, right?!
"Oh no, we've drawn Judge Schneider" "Is that bad?" "Well, he's had it in for me ever since I kinda ran over his dog" "You did?" "Yeah...if you replace the word *kinda* with *repeatedly*...and the word *dog* with son"
zachmorris
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
United States106 Posts
March 30 2008 17:34 GMT
#15
To Korea with Love is an awesome name. Feel better man I know the feeling.
I hate zach morris
Navane
Profile Blog Joined February 2007
Netherlands2747 Posts
March 30 2008 17:35 GMT
#16
nice one, hamerD,

and to korea:

there's a creative writing contest; it's good.

with love,
ahrara_
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
Afghanistan1715 Posts
March 30 2008 18:47 GMT
#17
songs that will either make you feel better
or much worse


I was all heartbroken about two months ago myself. So you got all my sympathies.
in Afghanistan we have 20% literacy rate
vhallee
Profile Blog Joined January 2005
899 Posts
March 30 2008 18:52 GMT
#18
On March 31 2008 00:27 Twisted wrote:
I can really find myself in this post right now :'(


same here :/
Marijuana causes amnesia and other things I don't remember.
drug_vict1m
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
844 Posts
March 30 2008 19:12 GMT
#19
sc wrecks havoc
One must feel chaos within, to give birth to a dancing star.
Scorpion
Profile Blog Joined April 2006
United States1974 Posts
March 30 2008 19:19 GMT
#20
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Mango @ U.S.East!
ToKoreaWithLove
Profile Blog Joined September 2002
Norway10161 Posts
Last Edited: 2008-04-22 13:22:24
April 16 2008 20:09 GMT
#21
I win.

I win like Lance Armstrong in tour de France, I win like Michael Schumacher in a red Ferrari or like Roger Federer on a tennis court. I win like a guy who fell for a girl, refused to give up and one day found himself laying with her on the grass in the sun. I win like a guy who had fantastic sex with the girl he fell head over heals for.

I'm happy.
ModeratorFather of bunnies
pzeta
Profile Blog Joined September 2006
Spain106 Posts
April 17 2008 00:55 GMT
#22
I felt the same more than one year ago, i know that is hard, time will heal you.
Jibba
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
United States22883 Posts
April 17 2008 01:35 GMT
#23
On March 31 2008 02:24 HamerD wrote:
it was a little too hollywood speech for me tbh, but I sympathize with the sentiment...the next step is to outgrow the pangs and pains. Longing for a partner back is just like wishing you still had a toy. Humans are the most developed toys we have in the world, and part of what makes them so interesting and amusing is that they don't have to give us their attention. If you can view humans as toys, you tend to realise, almost comically, that you are actually whining like a baby who wants his rattle back; and I find it tends to become easier to deal with heartache that way- you can get over not having a toy, right?!

Agree with this completely. Especially the first part. o.o
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