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Deleted User 173346
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
16169 Posts
September 04 2022 10:38 GMT
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pebble444
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Italy2503 Posts
September 04 2022 20:51 GMT
#2
Kinda feel upset with your mom for not letting you be yourself; I have children and want to be a support for them, not a barrier;I guess the important part is that you had a journey to get there, and are happy now, and will never again let anyone tell you how to be you. Sure does not mean being free of other peoples drama, but knowing and being fully aware and empowered, you kinda never go back, if you know what I mean
"Awaken my Child, and embrace the Glory that is your Birthright"
ggrrg
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
Bulgaria2717 Posts
September 05 2022 02:26 GMT
#3
I am really glad that your last entry is so positive! I really hope that the future only holds good things for you!
I can only assume that we have nothing in common other than a long-lasting struggle to find happiness, but the fact that you end on such a positive note, makes me optimistic for the future. Kudos to you!
AmericanUmlaut
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Germany2598 Posts
September 05 2022 09:41 GMT
#4
I, too, am happy you are alive, and that you are a part of this communiy. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
The frumious Bandersnatch
tankgirl
Profile Blog Joined May 2016
Canada538 Posts
September 05 2022 13:18 GMT
#5
do me a favor and kick your father in the balls next time you see him
https://tl.net/forum/brood-war/627255-progamer-settings
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Vivax
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
22426 Posts
September 05 2022 13:37 GMT
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Hope you found Euros less concerned about appearances and opinions so far. Might be biased from where I live, I know nothing about Belgium.
PhoenixVoid
Profile Blog Joined December 2011
Canada32755 Posts
September 06 2022 02:10 GMT
#7
plasmid, you are loved by the TL and LD OTGD community. Thank you for having the courage to tell us about the darkest depths and the highs of your life.
I'm afraid of demented knife-wielding escaped lunatic libertarian zombie mutants
lestye
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States4278 Posts
September 28 2022 17:38 GMT
#8
I'm so glad you found yourself and you have persisted. I hope you're wrong about your entry about never opening your screenwriting software again.
"You guys are just edgelords. Embrace your inner weeb desu" -Zergneedsfood
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NewSunshine
Profile Joined July 2011
United States5938 Posts
October 06 2022 12:52 GMT
#9
Really appreciate you sharing your story. Presenting it as a series of little vignettes like you do really drives home how depressingly common experiences like yours are for people who are questioning or looking to transition their gender. I can't imagine a more lonely feeling than having an entire world around you that couldn't care less about you. I'm very sorry you've gone through what you have, but I'm also very happy for you hanging in there enough to begin to find your true happiness.

Prove the world wrong. More power to you.
"If you find yourself feeling lost, take pride in the accuracy of your feelings." - Night Vale
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