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DJONES
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
United States218 Posts
July 24 2019 09:11 GMT
#1
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like everyone in my life is coming at me with some bullshit, and Im just one person. I used to come on here to watch and talk BW before TL had professional gaming teams. Wish there was some live Flash vs JD or Bisu vs. Fantasy or some shit to watch.

Anyway dudes, I came on here because I just honestly dont know what to do anymore. Ive been pushed past the point of what any normal human being should have to put up with.

Ima go watch a movie or something and pass out.

*
facebook.com/DJONESisagod
AxiomBlurr
Profile Blog Joined November 2012
786 Posts
July 24 2019 09:33 GMT
#2
I know that feeling.

Find that music, you know that song that is right on the edge of 'goodnight sweet prince', but also shows you how incredibly fortunate you are to even be here, even in the state you are in. Crank it up loud and close your eyes.

I mean all the shit that has HAD to have happened for you to even write this here is utterly unfathomable, billions of years of shit, existence itself.

Anyway....that is what I do...works for me

All the best DJONES.
Uldridge
Profile Blog Joined January 2011
Belgium4721 Posts
July 24 2019 10:28 GMT
#3
Is it DJ Ones, or D. Jones?
Taxes are for Terrans
Archeon
Profile Joined May 2011
3253 Posts
July 24 2019 11:48 GMT
#4
Agreed to AxiomBlurr, shut your phone off, put some music on, lie/sit down and read something or just close your eyes. We sometimes need some space off of everything.
low gravity, yes-yes!
FuDDx *
Profile Blog Joined October 2002
United States5008 Posts
July 24 2019 16:18 GMT
#5
All the best man. Hope you find someone who you can talk with or hang out and just chill.

If there is anything I can do hit me up on PM or anything!!

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Balloon-Man-FuDD/237447769616965?ref=hl
_fool
Profile Joined February 2011
Netherlands675 Posts
July 24 2019 17:45 GMT
#6
On July 24 2019 18:11 DJONES wrote:
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like everyone in my life is coming at me with some bullshit,


Everyone is coming at you with some bullshit eh?

On November 06 2018 12:17 DJONES wrote:
Shut the fuck up. If I wanted to have nerds talk shit to me I would have stayed on the Madden forums. I come here to talk Brood War, not have elitist flash fanboys talk down to me like I don't belong. I clicked on the events and I saw no Brood War events. How do I block someone on here?


On November 23 2018 05:56 DJONES wrote:
So people like this JimRaynor dude can try and troll me or spew negativity my way, but the moment I say something back I get banned? Whatever. I don't want to be part of a site that has such fragile feelings anyway, maybe if you guys CS team had thicker skin they wouldn't fold in the finals every tournament


On June 12 2019 03:01 DJONES wrote:
Show nested quote +
On June 11 2019 20:05 Ej_ wrote:
On June 07 2019 20:23 Ej_ wrote:
How's your professional Counter Strike player career going?

It's funny that people on here are going to try and troll me...but when have you ever been the best in the world at something? Have you ever been the #1 player in the world at anything? No. Now shut up.



User was warned for this post.
"News is to the mind what sugar is to the body"
Starlightsun
Profile Blog Joined June 2016
United States1405 Posts
Last Edited: 2019-07-24 19:28:58
July 24 2019 18:33 GMT
#7
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Uzikoti
Profile Joined December 2015
16 Posts
July 25 2019 03:17 GMT
#8
Huh, feel you bro.
I felt that way just few hours ago, laid on the ground for 20mins or so, juste breathe and wait for it to go away I guess.
Just give up on the external world for a moment and focus on you, something like that.

(Yes I'm answering way too late)
Liquid`Zephyr
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
United States996 Posts
July 25 2019 06:01 GMT
#9
Hey buddy. Life can suck but know that you've got friends around here who care.

Best.
Team LiquidPoorUser
Dangermousecatdog
Profile Joined December 2010
United Kingdom7084 Posts
Last Edited: 2019-07-25 10:21:03
July 25 2019 10:19 GMT
#10
I only know you through TL and what I can see through TL is that instead of telling us our shared hobbies in an attempt to elicit sympathy, the help you need is the self reflection that you reap what you sow.
BisuDagger
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
Bisutopia19223 Posts
July 25 2019 14:17 GMT
#11
On July 24 2019 18:33 AxiomBlurr wrote:
I know that feeling.

Find that music, you know that song that is right on the edge of 'goodnight sweet prince', but also shows you how incredibly fortunate you are to even be here, even in the state you are in. Crank it up loud and close your eyes.

I mean all the shit that has HAD to have happened for you to even write this here is utterly unfathomable, billions of years of shit, existence itself.

Anyway....that is what I do...works for me

All the best DJONES.

Start watching "A State of Trance" every week. Nothing more uplifting then that community. It's like being part of TL. In regards to music making you feel better, this is the place to start!
ModeratorFormer Afreeca Starleague Caster: http://afreeca.tv/ASL2ENG2
intrigue
Profile Blog Joined November 2005
Washington, D.C9933 Posts
July 26 2019 03:51 GMT
#12
good luck, i know the feeling. if you wanna watch some bw, bookmark this thread. lots of good games in 2019: https://tl.net/forum/bw-tournaments/402419-small-vod-thread-20?page=90
Moderatorhttps://soundcloud.com/castlesmusic/sets/oak
DJONES
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
United States218 Posts
Last Edited: 2019-07-26 07:24:02
July 26 2019 07:23 GMT
#13
It's D. Jones. My first name is Derek.

Thank you all for the positive thoughts.

I didn't mean to give you guys the wrong impression.

I feel like I'm in an amazing place in my life...and like I have a lot to offer to a lot of different people.

I don't claim to be perfect, I make mistakes all the time...but I just feel lost sometimes because I feel like I get judged and painted out to be someone that I'm not.

I've been having a lot of issues in my personal life that I'm not going to get into on here, but its good to know there are still some real people out there.

Appreciate you all, I'ma go check out the small VOD thread (we're on #20 now wtf?).

Have a good night (or day).
facebook.com/DJONESisagod
FuDDx *
Profile Blog Joined October 2002
United States5008 Posts
July 26 2019 15:39 GMT
#14
Thanks for the update!!

Have a wonderful day!!
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Balloon-Man-FuDD/237447769616965?ref=hl
JoinTheRain
Profile Blog Joined September 2018
Bulgaria408 Posts
July 30 2019 15:04 GMT
#15
Derek, you seem to me to care excessively about other people's opinion about you. I would suggest you to cease to do that, try to be more just, to be more moderate in every aspect of your conduct, try to act thoughtfully and bravely towards people and situations. Care not what they will think of you but what is the best course of action. This is the only thing in your power - to do things as well and becoming to a man as you can.
Whether people will like it or not is beyond you. And while you go on being fixated on their impression of you, you will be hampered, miserable, desirous of the impossible and always away from tranquility and peace of mind.
Wish you all the best!
The subject-matter of the art of living is each person's own life.
TelecoM
Profile Blog Joined January 2010
United States10668 Posts
August 01 2019 07:17 GMT
#16
I think I know the solution, you need to watch some FlaSh vs Bisu / JD VOD's from the past...

You're welcome.
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