EPT 2013-2014
I gonna be honest, 2013-2014 have been two really tough psychological years for me! I've experienced some really weird motivational-blockades created by my own insecurity and life decisions. I avoid to call it depression because it´s definitely not what it is. I think it makes more sense to just say that I have experienced and put myself into a pretty dull life environment and perhaps got a bit burned out.
But 2014 was also the comeback of my motivation and I started to feel passionate again about the things I truly love to do.
I have learned from my mistakes and moved on and I try to remember and live by a very clever citation!
"Regret is only good for telling yourself what you will never do again. Once you know which things you will never do again, regret turns into wisdom, and wisdom builds character."
In 2013-2014 I worked my ass of until I quit my two last jobs. 210-220h every month and all the money I earned went straight into the stock market. Where I had great success at a very low risk.
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The restaurants I worked at, as a chef was decent, but no real challenge. The only real thing I will take with me is that I learned a great bunch about leadership at work which I might try to write about in the future.
4 months ago very late in 2014 I met my current girlfriend.
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She is very sweet and it was sort of a turning point for me.
We do now live with each-other, she studies and I have found myself a new exciting restaurant job part of a hotel chain. The food served there was pretty damn shit when I started there but we are slowly turning the ship around!
My two other hobbies right now, my old one Starcraft 2 is going pretty shit. I always stream when I play Diamond Terran but I´ve had very little time to play the last year. But I gonna try to do real productive practice with replay analysis through that replaystats website and also study the proleague terrans!
My new hobby and passion looks to be Brewing Beer and Baking Bread! I have always been a fan of flavor and taste of all kinds and both Brewing beer and Bread have so many similarities!
Here is a picture of my first batch of hopefully delicious lager! And a bonus picture of last nights "Chef´s Peasant Bread! + Show Spoiler +
Its fucking delicious
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I gonna try to use this blog as a food, brew and Sc2 practice blog, perhaps I will write about stock trading aswell but that depends
Hopefully it will be exciting to read, I had to write of the crap out of my head first.
Also worth mentioning is that I sit writing this in my new TL shirt. It smells good...so far. Might never wash it. EVER!
