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Childhood memories triggered by visual stimuli

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dravernor
Profile Blog Joined May 2013
Netherlands6181 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-12-09 04:39:15
December 08 2013 07:14 GMT
#1
Lying on my bed and looking out the window at the sky, a darker blue than usual, I suddenly had a flashback to my younger years. That particular shade of blue, or perhaps it was the greyish/dark-green, spiky leaves of the Silver Oak against the blue sky, brought back feelings I experienced when I was nine years old.

In this case it was a perfectly clear scene in which I was visiting a great aunt (since deceased) and I had my nose pressed against the french windows of her house, gazing out into the courtyard at the clump of fir trees and silver oaks. They cast their looming shadows over the packed dirt where grass growth had been stunted and the sky was a startling dark blue, not a bird flying overhead. My eleven year old second cousin pulled my long blond pigtails and dared me to go in and retrieve the ball we'd hit under the trees.
'Careful of the wolf that lives in there,' he taunted with a cheeky grin on his face, 'it'll drag you into its den and eat you for lunch!'
I spent a good few minutes contemplating my options. I could A) ask my aunt for another ball, B) I could admit to being a chicken and ask my other second cousin to fetch the ball, or C) I could man up and fetch the ball myself. I didn't want to appear a coward to Frazer, I looked up to him so much.

I snuck down the dark, wooden passageway, past the stained glass mural panel casting its eerie patterned light over the dining room, and into the kitchen where I asked one of the maids for a knife. She handed me a butter knife. I looked at it, wondering how I would stab a wolf with such a pathetic piece of blunt silverware. Logically, looking back, I shouldn't have expected her to hand a nine year old a cleaver, but I decided that without an adequate weapon I would just have to take my chances with a stick. I opened the french windows, and with Frazer looking on, I ran out into the courtyard and plunged my hand into the fern flowerbed that lined the back wall, looking over my shoulder at the trees and listening intently for the sound of growls. I found the ball easily enough, a shining red cricket ball amongst the bright green of the ferns and the dark brown of the mud, but upon turning around to escape the dreaded wolf yard, I found Frazer had slid the doors closed and was laughing at me safely from inside.
Just then a noise did emanate from the direction of the trees and I shrieked, dropping the ball and scaling the breezeblock wall that separated the courtyard from the pool area.
It later turned out to be my older cousin hiding amongst the trees as part of the practical joke, but ever since then certain colours have brought back the feeling of utter terror I experienced.

Of course this is just one example of visual stimuli. There is a certain shade of orange that reminds me of the leaves of a certain tree outside the house I spent the first five years of my life in. I remember lying in the fresh green grass, my head on the belly of our Golden Labrador, Tanner, looking up at the tree and thinking how beautiful it was - a leaf floating down and me catching it, examining the fine veins, the extraordinary autumn colour, the dead, thick stem.
The buzz of dragonflies reminds me of being twelve, a new house in another city, a swimming pool with white tiles. The clear water at the perfect temperature, the sun gleaming off the water droplets as they flew in all directions, the joyous splashing of friends and family as we played in the water, the dogs running around the pool barking at the dragonflies but too scared to join in our antics.
The crackling of the fire makes me think back to our little cottage in the mountains. A small lean-to wooden shack, with a manually stoked geyser. We would sit around the fire at night with only a radio for music, playing card games on the mattresses. Dusty and musty, old yellowing magazines, the wind howling outside, fresh fruit off the trees in our orchard, hiking up the mountain and scratching our legs on branches. Writing our names in charcoal inside the caves, seeing antelope leaping through the bushes.

What memories do you find triggered by small stimuli?

Edit: since this is my first blahg, I owe it to my irc friends to give a little shout out.
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I'll do a proper one when I'm not on my phone, so this is just a mention of all the people who have made me at home and have created a little family out of our channel. Firstly thanks to Shock710 for the initial welcome and making me want to stay. Next is packrat386 for being a friend and a good bitch to me, vGl-CoW for being a gentle, understanding guy (and for 2v2 sc2 with me), HwangjaeTerran for your great sense of humour and endless patience, Jaaaaasper for being the peace-keeper and topic changer, Azera for being smooth with girls and for making me feel special by asking me for advice, shiroiusagi for adding a feminine touch to our channel and just being all round awesome and easy to get along with, CreatorGX for keeping me motivated and inspired with his great art and his lovely, caring personality, divinO for his amazing portrait and life drawing work that makes me jealous plus his entertaining stories, dAPhREAk and MountainDewJunkie for their playful mocking and general entertainment value, marttorn for his beautiful voice and his great talent in music - seriously guys, he is so good at Beatles covers, Firebolt145 for helping me with my dota and for being the person I can talk to about anything, Aerisky for his pleasant and caring nature and of course his ability work hard through all situations, CamConnor for setting people straight and his blunt honesty, brian for his entertaining escapades and vast knowledge on all things alcohol and women, Archas for fulfilling everyone's Pokemon desires and for being a pretty cool guy in general, harodihg - our new family addition, welcome and I hope we get to know you better, imallinson for having our backs, for being really fun to DotA with and for being a genuinely nice person, farvacola for being one of the people I look up to a bit more than most for his alternative viewpoints and for the method he uses to clearly convey his views, dNa, coagulated, AimHere and Palmar for their occasional contributions to our discussions, MysteryMeat1 for being one of my original #teamliquid friends, motbob for his fair moderation and interest in contribution to the community, and last but not least - supernovamaniac for bringing our attention to e-sports when we drift too far from topic. There are probably people I have forgotten, ugh.


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packrat386
Profile Blog Joined October 2011
United States5077 Posts
December 08 2013 07:21 GMT
#2
The smell of mildew brings me back to the cottage on the beach where I've spent the last 18 summers. It helps that when I'm there I read a lot of old books. practically everything in the house is old, and so the smell of mildew permeates everything and I've grown to love it.

I also have a tendency to relate a particular song to a very particular moment in my life. Usually what happens is that I get a particular song stuck in my head during an event, and then it goes through my head the entire time I'm there. Afterward, whenever I hear the song, I recall the event as well.

Anyway, cool observation.
dreaming of a sunny day
BisuEver
Profile Joined May 2010
United States247 Posts
December 08 2013 08:20 GMT
#3
I can't remember things like that anymore.
http://us.battle.net/d3/en/blog/10873775/pa-presents-diablo-iii-console-comic-by-katie-rice-9-13-2013
harodihg
Profile Blog Joined November 2013
Japan1344 Posts
December 08 2013 09:03 GMT
#4
Thanks I hope we get to play DotA soon!
Agh's ult sniper: Sniper locks eyes with target unit, immobilizing them in horror as he turns the gun on himself. Channeled, lasts 5 seconds.
Shock710
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Australia6097 Posts
December 08 2013 09:07 GMT
#5
just a suggestion but bolding people in the shoutout would be nice, theres alot of names

also WHOOOO shoutout
dAPhREAk gives Shock a * | [23:55] <Shock710> that was out of context -_- [16:26] <@motbob> Good question, Shock!
d_runk
Profile Joined March 2013
124 Posts
December 08 2013 10:14 GMT
#6
Wow, reading the first line I had the most insane flashback to efing kindergarten, me trying to impress a girl by kissing the grey tint window as I seen the characters kiss on an episode of Dallas the night before, and then I remembered the cheese melt sandwich my grandpa did that night we watched that dallas episode and that it had way too much ketchup, just the way I like it to this day. Thing is, I am 26, and this was 20 years ago which on its own is so fucking crazy I just sat for a few minutes in silence contemplating the chain of thought leading up to this realisation that my memories now span more than two entire decades. Thanks for this, I mean it.
"You just offended like 90% of the world -I'm fine with that. 90% of people are pretty stupid" Jinro
MysteryMeat1
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
United States3291 Posts
December 08 2013 21:27 GMT
#7
Certain songs that i relate to various females T.T
"Cause ya know, Style before victory." -The greatest mafia player alive
Ettick
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
United States2434 Posts
December 08 2013 22:05 GMT
#8
I remember a lot of events due to visual stimuli, not just stuff from my childhood.
Epoxide
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Magic Woods9326 Posts
December 09 2013 02:13 GMT
#9
On December 08 2013 16:14 dravernor wrote:
imallinson for being a genuinely nice person

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dravernor
Profile Blog Joined May 2013
Netherlands6181 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-12-15 22:34:35
December 15 2013 22:33 GMT
#10
I experienced another episode of this yesterday. Driving through the open countryside and the storm clouds cleared, revealing that perfect blue sky, rich, almost royal blue, fading to (what most would call) an 'icy' pale blue in the distance. Except to me that pale blue is the warmest colour, reminding me of my holidays on the Mozambiquean beach with the warm, clear water, the soft white sand that squeaks when you walk through it. The sharp smell of salt, the sun beating down and scorching your skin, the mugginess and humidity of the air and the way you felt sticky in the evenings, even after a shower.
I really like sky tones.
@ packrat and mysterymeat - always with the girls ofc songs are easy to relate to situations. It kinda becomes a theme song for people and scenarios.
@ d_runk I'm glad you got something positive out of this blog
@ Shock710 - bolded!
@ Epoxide - I wanted to give a shoutout to you and all of my friends in the other channel but I thought it was going on a bit too much and there were so many staff it would be a bit awkward and much like name dropping. So just know that ilu guys ^_^
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