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Escuche
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
60 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-10-28 19:31:43
October 28 2013 12:20 GMT
#1


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Atom Cannister
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Germany380 Posts
October 28 2013 13:11 GMT
#2
Write more about how you feel and what's going on with you. It'll help you feel better and TL is a place where people read that sort of stuff.

Advice also can't be given without more info. Like, what's up with you? What's your illness, etc.?
...
iTzSnypah
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
United States1738 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-10-28 13:12:46
October 28 2013 13:12 GMT
#3
Team Liquid needs more Terrans.
Escuche
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
60 Posts
October 28 2013 14:16 GMT
#4
There's more to the story, but I'm just sad about how good things were and how bad they got. I'm basically just crying over spilt milk.
Atom Cannister
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Germany380 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-10-28 14:34:25
October 28 2013 14:32 GMT
#5
Well, if you're feeling down, try write them here before you try kill yourself.

Even just writing them and not posting should be beneficial.

Also, I'd recommend seeing a therapist. They're very useful although you're probably very aware of all that.
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Escuche
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
60 Posts
October 28 2013 14:41 GMT
#6
I'm not gonna kill myself. It's tempting, but I know better than that.
Amestir
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
Netherlands2126 Posts
October 28 2013 15:23 GMT
#7
Don't kill yourself, seek help.

It's worth it.
We know nothing.
MateShade
Profile Joined July 2011
Australia736 Posts
October 28 2013 15:55 GMT
#8
Why is her going to the prom without you such a big deal. We don't even have the prom in Australia you need to relax
XDJuicebox
Profile Blog Joined January 2011
United States593 Posts
October 28 2013 16:11 GMT
#9
:/
Things get hard sometimes

But you gotta keep pushing forward man

The light at the end of the tunnel is there, but we won't find it unless we walk you know what I mean?
And then you know what happened all of a sudden?
Pandemona *
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Charlie Sheens House51493 Posts
October 28 2013 16:43 GMT
#10
Killing yourself is the easy way out, lets not take the easy way out. Life isn't meant to be easy or fun, it is only fun and easy if you work hard to make it that way.
Keep trying as hard as you can, you will eventually catch a break. You seem a very strong person, you have bounced back before like you said, you just need to keep on top of the demons inside your head.

If you don't want to seek help then you can try and get yourself locked onto something else that you can occupy yourself/give yourself some meaning. From anything from work to fitness/health. Try and keep yourself occupied and try and map out what you want to do in life. Hell it might be the extreme that you need to move away and start over in fresh country!

Just don't waste your life
It's only short as it is!
ModeratorTeam Liquid Football Thread Guru! - Chelsea FC ♥
Escuche
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
60 Posts
October 28 2013 17:21 GMT
#11
On October 29 2013 00:55 MateShade wrote:
Why is her going to the prom without you such a big deal. We don't even have the prom in Australia you need to relax

The real issue wasn't that she went to prom without me, it was that I got drunk.
QuanticHawk
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United States32161 Posts
October 28 2013 17:45 GMT
#12
you're being a big baby over the whole relationship in almost every aspect, but that's not particularly important. What is is getting to the nearest mental health clinic and checking in asap
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Escuche
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
60 Posts
October 28 2013 18:01 GMT
#13
On October 29 2013 02:45 QuanticHawk wrote:
you're being a big baby over the whole relationship in almost every aspect, but that's not particularly important. What is is getting to the nearest mental health clinic and checking in asap

If you think I'm being a baby, read my last blog so you understand the context of how I met her. I know you like to troll the blog section, but this is not the place.
QuanticHawk
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United States32161 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-10-28 18:20:46
October 28 2013 18:12 GMT
#14
Context doesn't change that you were being a huge baby about your relationship. Insecure, emotionally manipulative, etc etc. Youll realize why al that shit is fucked when you're older probably

Again, not important now--go check into a mental health place. You attempted suicide, or were sitting on a ledge or whatever the fuck. That's not cool, and that's not something you brush off as 'because I was drunk'
PROFESSIONAL GAMER - SEND ME OFFERS TO JOIN YOUR TEAM - USA USA USA
Escuche
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
60 Posts
October 28 2013 18:35 GMT
#15
On October 29 2013 03:12 QuanticHawk wrote:
Context doesn't change that you were being a huge baby about your relationship. Insecure, emotionally manipulative, etc etc. Youll realize why al that shit is fucked when you're older probably

Again, not important now--go check into a mental health place. You attempted suicide, or were sitting on a ledge or whatever the fuck. That's not cool, and that's not something you brush off as 'because I was drunk'

Look man...I'm not denying that it became a fucked up relationship. And as the title would suggest, I'm also not denying that I'm at rock bottom. But regardless, your attitude is obnoxious and if you keep it up I'll ban you from here and you can go troll something else.
XDJuicebox
Profile Blog Joined January 2011
United States593 Posts
October 28 2013 19:13 GMT
#16
On October 29 2013 03:35 Escuche wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 29 2013 03:12 QuanticHawk wrote:
Context doesn't change that you were being a huge baby about your relationship. Insecure, emotionally manipulative, etc etc. Youll realize why al that shit is fucked when you're older probably

Again, not important now--go check into a mental health place. You attempted suicide, or were sitting on a ledge or whatever the fuck. That's not cool, and that's not something you brush off as 'because I was drunk'

Look man...I'm not denying that it became a fucked up relationship. And as the title would suggest, I'm also not denying that I'm at rock bottom. But regardless, your attitude is obnoxious and if you keep it up I'll ban you from here and you can go troll something else.


Just ignore him; some people skim and don't get the full gist of what you're saying

But find help asap please
And then you know what happened all of a sudden?
EJK
Profile Blog Joined September 2013
United States1302 Posts
October 28 2013 19:58 GMT
#17
On October 29 2013 03:35 Escuche wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 29 2013 03:12 QuanticHawk wrote:
Context doesn't change that you were being a huge baby about your relationship. Insecure, emotionally manipulative, etc etc. Youll realize why al that shit is fucked when you're older probably

Again, not important now--go check into a mental health place. You attempted suicide, or were sitting on a ledge or whatever the fuck. That's not cool, and that's not something you brush off as 'because I was drunk'

Look man...I'm not denying that it became a fucked up relationship. And as the title would suggest, I'm also not denying that I'm at rock bottom. But regardless, your attitude is obnoxious and if you keep it up I'll ban you from here and you can go troll something else.

you should stop drinking so much. If you keep drinking, this is not going to be your rock bottom
Sc2 Terran Coach, top 16GM NA - interested in coaching? Message me on teamliquid!
MateShade
Profile Joined July 2011
Australia736 Posts
October 29 2013 15:35 GMT
#18
On October 29 2013 02:21 Escuche wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 29 2013 00:55 MateShade wrote:
Why is her going to the prom without you such a big deal. We don't even have the prom in Australia you need to relax

The real issue wasn't that she went to prom without me, it was that I got drunk.

Well once again, in Australia we get drunk every second day. She needs to relax.

Someone here needs to relax
guN-viCe
Profile Joined March 2010
United States687 Posts
October 29 2013 16:23 GMT
#19
You're at rock bottom, it only gets better from here.

Remember that time you were happy? What if I told you it's possible to be happy all the time(relatively)?

Focus on improving your health. Mental, physical and spiritual.

Eating healthy and exercising can have profound effects on mood, check out the health and fitness section.

Good luck man! It get's better! You just need hard work, dedication and discipline!
Never give up, never surrender!!! ~~ Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence -Sagan
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