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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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HuK
Canada1591 Posts
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mjuuy
Norway506 Posts
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snively
United States1159 Posts
"merry christmas... SATAN" xD also shoes | ||
zatic
Zurich15324 Posts
Oh, and I really know this feeling to: + Show Spoiler + ![[image loading]](http://i.imgur.com/ZEyI3.jpg) Love you boestier <3 | ||
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rainei
Canada1316 Posts
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Manifesto7
Osaka27139 Posts
Hoon is a fucking sexy beast. That's it. | ||
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Grettin
42381 Posts
That picture of you and MrHoon is amazing lol! But anyway, stay strong man. Depression is a bitch. Boes Fighting! Oh and you should take over the Men's Fashion thread. ;D | ||
Kipsate
Netherlands45349 Posts
HUEG THING APPRECIATION CONSORTIUM HELL YEAH HUEG THING APPERICIATION CONSORTIUM \O/ lu boes. | ||
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ZERG_RUSSIAN
10417 Posts
<4 HOMIE | ||
fusefuse
Estonia4644 Posts
sigh ;_; gr9 blog indeed | ||
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Yougobois
Canada86 Posts
/hug *Oh and that Jennifer Lawrence picture.... ohhhhhhhhh mahhhhhhhhhh gaaaaaawwwwd.... | ||
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betamale
633 Posts
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GTR
51414 Posts
On January 05 2013 23:30 rainei wrote: hay wheres Sojin? or fatfany | ||
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Shkudde
Netherlands709 Posts
He´s even wearing THE best shoe ever (Adidas Busenitz, just received my new pair)! Thank you so much, I´ve got a bad case of the cold right now (which is nothing in the grand scheme of things, I know) and that just made my day! | ||
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Curse
South Africa16 Posts
Oh and btw, you were one of the influences on me deciding to start dressing better myself, so ty for that Mr young Nick Wooster. | ||
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AgentW
United States7725 Posts
On January 05 2013 23:30 Manifesto7 wrote: Boes... you have a lot to offer everyone. Make sure that if you are making a tribute blog about someone like this, that someone is making the same blog about you. I second this and will use this phrase from now on. | ||
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prplhz
Denmark8045 Posts
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Pulimuli
Sweden2766 Posts
blake lively is....niceeeee | ||
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7mk
Germany10157 Posts
I love that first photo of you and hoon I hope 2013 is gonna be a good year for you and that you'll be able to accept yourself and all your lvls of betaness =) | ||
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docvoc
United States5491 Posts
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Iplaythings
Denmark9110 Posts
enjoyable blog yo, get better | ||
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MountainDewJunkie
United States10341 Posts
While you do look handsome at the moment, I still think I prefer your huge mess of hair and beard  | ||
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Lemstar
United States387 Posts
![[image loading]](http://s3-ec.buzzfed.com/static/enhanced/webdr01/2012/12/24/22/anigif_enhanced-buzz-5254-1356406634-0_preview.gif) | ||
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Alpino
Brazil4390 Posts
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~ava
Canada378 Posts
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kusto
Russian Federation823 Posts
I really don't like your blog though. | ||
intrigue
Washington, D.C9933 Posts
i don't think the commonly used verb "fighting" when describing dealing with depression is much accurate; you just kinda get wrecked and have to deal with it. it's difficult, but i think it's really important to try to come up with hope for the future. i feel so empty when i have nothing to look forward to, but possess an almost delusional joy at being alive when i do. maybe we'll hang out finally at an event sometime soon  sorry about your grandpa. time has endless cruelties to visit upon every creature that has ever existed. i hope it's some measure of solace that he really cared about you when his faculties were still intact. i'm quite fearful of when my relatives get old too. eat delicious things and try your best to love yourself. it's hard to convince someone else love you if you can't do it yourself, right? talk to you soon | ||
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MoonBear
Straight outta Johto18973 Posts
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EvilTeletubby
Baltimore, USA22251 Posts
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Trozz
Canada3454 Posts
Sexy SirJoltesce haircut I'm on 6 years too | ||
kjwcj
Australia1064 Posts
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VeirenT
United States181 Posts
On January 06 2013 05:23 Lemstar wrote: but actually.. exercising might be a good idea too. gets the happy hormones going, and if you lift weights to gain muscle, you can do a lot of things simultaneously: motivate yourself to eat healthier/have healthier habits to lock in muscle gains, set weight goals for yourself and see yourself accomplish them - which is a great feeling, and also look better in your clothes. working out for me is a constant in my life that i've come to stick to not because of the desirable ancillary benefits but because it creates stability and something to anchor yourself to... just a thought | ||
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Aerisky
United States12129 Posts
Hope to see a happy blog out of you soon. Being sad...well...it really sucks. | ||
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Bswhunter
Australia954 Posts
One tiny little thing though. Have you considered anti-depressants? Obviously they are only a bandaid solution, but feeling shitty all the time does not help anyone. Also, you are one sexy motherfucker. | ||
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Steel
Japan2283 Posts
![[image loading]](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdel8oR8Zg1qg6leio1_1280.jpg) love the shoes... I wish I could some with a good quality/price ratio | ||
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biology]major
United States2253 Posts
1) smile, even if you have to fucking force yourself (the mind affects the body, and the body also affects the mind) 2) if you feel like complete shit, or hopeless take a minute, slow down and just BREATHE. Root yourself to reality, you are alive, and breathing. You have POTENTIAL. 3) Take each moment for what it is and nothing more Hope this helps, as it did for me. | ||
Corinthos
Canada1842 Posts
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Rekrul
Korea (South)17174 Posts
2013 going to be epic until then, revel in the darkness | ||
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UmbraaeternuS
Chile476 Posts
I know how much Alzheimer's sucks. Not only as a doctor, but as a member of a family of someone who had it. My grandpa also had Alzheimer's disease, and the last 2 years of his life, he didn't recognize me anymore. It was sad, he thought I was my dad... I know that bitter feeling, and I just want to send you a big hug from across this screen, man. You look like a super cool dude, and I hope things look up this year. 10/5 if I could. | ||
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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Tonkerchen
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Also it's good to remember you're not alone in this world. GL&HF in 2013! There's always some way upwards. | ||
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SchOOl_VicTIm
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MrHoon
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mizU
United States12125 Posts
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Aveng3r
United States2411 Posts
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shindigs
United States4795 Posts
Featured Blogs Blogs | ||
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JBright
Vancouver14381 Posts
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PolskaGora
United States547 Posts
Who in his blog did disclose, That there was an emptiness inside of his heart. 'Why?', he asked, 'do I feel this way?' But he could not precisely say, For his troubles were spread out and apart. He pondered and thought, Trying to figure out what he sought, His feelings growing oh ever so complicated. Yet he could not see, That in this very community, The answers could be found plain and stated. His perceived lack of worth is refuted, When you see our love for him undisputed. Something must have gone right here, why is he so admired? Only the greatest of humans can earn such respect, And despite its nature, it still translates into life direct. Don't worry boes, you are still incredibly desired! | ||
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Ciryandor
United States3735 Posts
On a more serious note, debilitating shit like that isn't something that should make people forget about what they've already given to you and done in their lives, enjoy that instead on focusing on what has gone. Make them proud of what you can match in terms of doing in your life. | ||
TheEmulator
28085 Posts
Hope things go well for you in 2013. I will continue watching your stream, as it is awesome <3 | ||
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paper
13196 Posts
turns me on soooooooooooo much when u do dat | ||
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Aerisky
United States12129 Posts
On January 06 2013 16:02 paper wrote: put my name next to that At sign baby turns me on soooooooooooo much when u do dat hahaha yuss :3 Was thinking the exact same thing. Okay maybe not the exact same. ;o | ||
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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sc4k
United Kingdom5454 Posts
Nice fashion and women stuff as well, not my tastes but same as before, appreciate the effort. You are a good looking guy. Perhaps your troubles in finding a gf are central to your depression or perhaps it's more that you are introverted and seem to be constantly fighting against it? Maybe you have distorted views of what being 'alpha' or 'beta' mean. Maybe you are the sort of person who craves attention and compliments but you are crippled by an inability to express yourself in public. You definitely seem to have the sort of depression which can be sorted out by a change in behaviour and thought process. Check out FFgenerations' blog on smizing. Maybe you should get into just smiling at people. Also with women, if you are already getting them into bed then I'm pretty shocked you're finding it hard to make relationships unless you are just shagging drunk girls. But my general plan is that you need to increase numbers of attempts to ask girls out and grow a sense of 'impatience', to protect yourself you need to cut the bullshit and get to ascertaining whether they are interested or not, cos friendzoning and any of that crap is usually a disease that comes from being too patient and being afraid to be rejected...and the only cure is taking the plunge. Part of me also wonders if you enjoy being down and you enjoy people offering sympathy, and that you have all the tools to get out of depression but you like it down there. Who knows. Maybe this is one of those problems that requires deep analysis or is in fact very simple. Good luck, whatever it is, seeing as you are a cool guy. Also, maybe you should go to the gym. I always find that the gym makes me generally 'happier', and makes me love myself for my hard work. Computer games make me feel generally pissed off at myself haha. But I have never hated myself...I guess I just constantly think about how I am a unique little snowflake, perhaps you should meditate on your uniqueness too...you have to be one of the most fashionable nerds on TL who ALSO takes shit loads of effort to bring new music to people. | ||
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Trasko
Sweden983 Posts
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loazis
Netherlands381 Posts
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DKR
United Kingdom622 Posts
Hope you enjoy this year though, you've got a lot going for you. | ||
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Catch]22
Sweden2683 Posts
Edit: Is that blake lively? | ||
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Grettin
42381 Posts
On January 07 2013 00:30 Catch]22 wrote: Holy shit @ that girl in purple dress and gold shoes Edit: Is that blake lively? Yes.  | ||
CaucasianAsian
Korea (South)11575 Posts
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Melwach
Germany176 Posts
I hope you'll do well this year. Best wishes to you. Nothing's alrite in our life, so lets play the Dead Flag's Blues | ||
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StorrZerg
United States13919 Posts
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Zergneedsfood
United States10671 Posts
Don't get down on yourself!!! D: It makes me really sad too because I always see you as this handsome viking who makes cool jokes. Papa Boes!!! >< K, that's it. Also I want to meet you. | ||
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algue
France1436 Posts
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shz
Germany2687 Posts
Have a good year! | ||
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MooMooMugi
United States10531 Posts
Stay strong, its a new year,anything could happen. Be a optimist prime not a negatron-LOL | ||
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Boonbag
France3318 Posts
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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XsebT
Denmark2980 Posts
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shz
Germany2687 Posts
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Quesadilla
United States1814 Posts
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JBright
Vancouver14381 Posts
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Ig
United States417 Posts
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Zergneedsfood
United States10671 Posts
But I'm still so far from you. ;____; | ||
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CursOr
United States6335 Posts
(Tyler) |=================X=| (iNcontrol) Very High Score! Thanks for reminding me to never click the Blog button again! | ||
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SolvusAnima
United States138 Posts
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docvoc
United States5491 Posts
On January 08 2013 11:46 CursOr wrote: NarcissisOmeter (Tyler) |=================X=| (iNcontrol) Very High Score! Thanks for reminding me to never click the Blog button again! Hoping I am just missing out on an inside joke. If not, this post was incredibly insensitive and mean spirited on a well made, heartfelt blog from Boes  . | ||
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notprogamer
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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notprogamer
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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tehemperorer
United States2183 Posts
You're awesome man but advice is, only treat your relationships in life seriously, everything else just melts away. Family members passing is the hardest thing in life, hands down... but it happens. What will really fuck with you is when you have children and think, damn, it's happening to them! Here, here's my suicide song (obv didn't work, was years ago, but still special song), best to close your eyes: Lemme know if you can dig it, sliding down the hole at the center of your soul | ||
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Dknight
United States5223 Posts
<3u | ||
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radscorpion9
Canada2252 Posts
.The thing that surprised me most was actually that picture of Sheth. I had no idea his bald spot was that big, its kind of earth shaking to me right now. | ||
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diehilde
Germany1596 Posts
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ZERG_RUSSIAN
10417 Posts
On January 07 2013 22:19 boesthius wrote: @sc4k This is a great response, and you're right. I'm incredibly egocentric and it's something I'm trying to work on. I addressed it in an earlier blog, and I think it's something that comes with time and self-reflection. That's a really lame answer but it's pretty much all I have on that. I can understand where you're coming from with the recording on the Dads album, but most of the genre like that isn't necessarily about the quality of the recording but the emotions that are portrayed via the song/lyrics. Thanks for the advice, it's really appreciated. Like fuck you're egocentric, you're just confusing having high self-reflexivity with being self-centered. People with high self-reflexivity are generally smarter and more creative but pay the price by having more manic-depressive and unipolar depressive traits. #boeslife tho On January 08 2013 13:17 boesthius wrote: gym tan laundry delete facebook hit the gym lawyer up but yes hit the gym. gym tan | ||
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Ilikestarcraft
Korea (South)17726 Posts
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Eruaphadion
Canada78 Posts
Thanks for the great blog. I wish you all of the best. | ||
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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Steel
Japan2283 Posts
On January 06 2013 08:55 Steel wrote: love the shoes... I wish I could some with a good quality/price ratio been thinking about these all weeks, not really finding an equivalent as close enough as I would like. Any idea where those come from specifically? | ||
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7mk
Germany10157 Posts
In what way did antidepressants make you worse? There's a lot of different antidepressants, they all have different side effects, and you can never know if that one antidepressant is right for a patient or not, if it doesn't work then you try a different one, if it still doesnt work you try augmentation with lithium, etc etc. I dont know your history with treatment but I'd say there's almost definitely no reason at all to think that you are somehow resistant to pharmacological treatment. Keep in mind that for antidepressants to work, it takes 2-4 weeks. For example if you are depressed, then take pills and as a result are still as depressed but are also nauseous and start vomiting its natural to think that the drugs are making you worse, but that nausea generally goes away after a few days, and after a few weeks they drugs help with your depression (Or they dont, in which case a different drug should be tried). All of this being said, if you feel like you're taking care well enough of your emotions without needing additional help, that's fine entirely. If you're depressed but feel like additional help isn't gonna do anything for you anyways, then you should reconsider feel free to PM me if you have any question, I'm surrounded by psychiatrists a lot nowadays and its not gonna be allll that long till I'll be one | ||
Xeofreestyler
Belgium6768 Posts
JESUS FUCK couldn't have described the feeling of seeing that pic better anyway, brofist to you man, we have to hang out some day | ||
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AcesAnoka
Belgium262 Posts
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