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Rotodyne
Profile Blog Joined July 2005
United States2263 Posts
January 04 2013 17:13 GMT
#41
Good luck NonY, you'll get through this if you keep thinking like that. You've been my favorite player for many many years
I can only play starcraft when I am shit canned. IPXZERG is a god.
Poo
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
Canada536 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-01-04 17:49:38
January 04 2013 17:49 GMT
#42
Piano sounds like it'd be a really fun way to relax and spend time learning. Maybe i'll try this one day. I hope everything works out for you :3
Try hard or don't try at all.
Sirrush
Profile Joined May 2011
Netherlands165 Posts
January 04 2013 18:12 GMT
#43
Good luck, Tyler, I hope it works out for you.
Words.
fire_brand
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
Canada1123 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-01-04 18:32:01
January 04 2013 18:21 GMT
#44
GL man, hope it all works out for you. I'll keep cheering for you however it turns out.

On January 04 2013 16:30 hp.Shell wrote:

There is a voice inside your head. That's definitely true. There's a voice that says "hey look, dirty dishes; I should do them now so they are clean next time I want to eat something." That one usually talks first. Then there can be another voice, "I'll do it later, it doesn't NEED to be done now, I'm young, I have all the time in the world to do the dishes." But really washing the dishes by hand is a simple task that doesn't take more than 10 minutes if there are a lot to do.


I feel a little pang right now as I just walked away from a massive pile of dirty dishes that i just stuck in the sink with some water and said, 'I don't feel like washing these right now.' I've been saying that for four days now and I really just don't want to do them, or go to work, or anything really.

I've always battled depression on and off especially after high school. I find it hard to not slip into it when you don't see people you like every day, all day. College was really hard for me, to a point where I usually didn't want to even leave my room. The same is true now too. My previous job I loved my staff, loved coming in to work, loved seeing everyone and didn't mind that I had work to do, the people made it easy. Ever since I got promoted and moved locations I've loathed going to work everyday. I don't especially care for any of the people there. The work is more stressful and less rewarding. And the new location is a mess of logistical and personnel problems. Now I just want to stay in my room, I'm too tired to go out with my friends, and even my girlfriend's presence, which has been my rock when I've been depressed, isn't helping all that much. I guess I never realized it until right now either. Huh.

Well I guess this has been a bit of a wake up call. I'm going to go do my dishes, thanks hp.Shell.
Random player, pixel enthusiast, crappy illustrator, offlane/support
NKB
Profile Joined February 2012
United Kingdom608 Posts
January 04 2013 18:38 GMT
#45
Good blog nony, hope to see things get better for you and everything works out ^__^
Some times you just gotta wish...
Max2Air
Profile Joined February 2011
Germany92 Posts
January 04 2013 19:52 GMT
#46
Just do whatever makes you reach happiness. Good Luck with that =)

One day Nony is gonna rise and its gonna be glorious :D

All the best to you.
If you are reading this you are awesome.
fabiano
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Brazil4644 Posts
January 04 2013 21:18 GMT
#47
Hey Nony, any chance we are going to see you playing the TLS?
"When the geyser died, a probe came out" - SirJolt
Thrill
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
2599 Posts
January 04 2013 21:41 GMT
#48
Shouldn't have read stream chat.
kabar
Profile Joined November 2010
United States616 Posts
January 04 2013 22:17 GMT
#49
keep fighting nony. one step at a time. brick by brick. good blog.
KurtistheTurtle
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
United States1966 Posts
January 04 2013 22:31 GMT
#50
I don't know if you'll read this, but consider getting a dog. It'll wake you up early, give you good long walks every day & cheer you up every time you come home. Get's you out of your head and somehow the dog gives you permission to enjoy simple pleasure purely because it does so much.
“Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears."
WikidSik
Profile Blog Joined November 2011
Canada382 Posts
January 04 2013 23:21 GMT
#51
hey nony remembered when you destroyed idra in TSL2 in bw (so much esports cant remember when you played him in sc2). Remember when idra was like "no plz nony no DONT DO IT AAAAAA" *rip*
remember that nony

just do it just like that :D
Iv been here for 5.5 years. My other accounts are named "Sonu" and "Dalroti" || I had some more but I cant find them XD || known in sc2 as "Sonu"
CutieBK
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
Sweden227 Posts
January 04 2013 23:28 GMT
#52
Nony, I think you're an awesome guy. Having the guts to go public with the stuff you're struggling with is really inspiring and brave.

I wish you all the best! Hope the new routine works as well as you deserve
xXFireandIceXx
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Canada4296 Posts
January 04 2013 23:32 GMT
#53
Excited to see you return whenever that may be.
ThomasjServo
Profile Blog Joined May 2012
15244 Posts
January 04 2013 23:51 GMT
#54
On January 04 2013 19:39 tonight wrote:
I'm never going to know you now, but I'm going to love you anyhow.

Elliott Smith makes too much sense sometimes. Not that it is a bad thing, but when I get into funks I am amazed at how much I relate to that material.

I know how you feel NonY, keep working at it. My new years resolution is simply to learn to be ok. I don't think it'll be easy but I need to do this for me and those in my life goodly enough to care about me.
Jinxed
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
United States6450 Posts
January 05 2013 00:31 GMT
#55
Tyler, there really are not too many like yourself.

Keep being awesome, keep doing what you love, and truly make sure you love it to its fullest.

We'll still be here whenever you come back, for now enjoy life, and go live it.
LiquidDota Staff"LeLoup is a great name pls undo." -Liquid`Nazgul
Just_a_Moth
Profile Joined March 2012
Canada1958 Posts
January 05 2013 00:42 GMT
#56
I want to say something, but I don't know what to say... so this is it, I guess.
BigFan
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
TLADT24920 Posts
January 05 2013 01:16 GMT
#57
Good luck with your fight Tyler!
Former BW EiC"Watch Bakemonogatari or I will kill you." -Toad, April 18th, 2017
Spiffeh
Profile Joined May 2010
United States830 Posts
January 05 2013 01:41 GMT
#58
Read The Magic of Thinking Big. It's an amazing book.
jax1492
Profile Joined November 2009
United States1632 Posts
January 05 2013 01:56 GMT
#59
stay positive Tyler, you will snap out of it and get back to practicing or what ever you want to do. just keep at it!
birchman
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
Sweden393 Posts
January 05 2013 02:16 GMT
#60
Sounds like a great foundation to have.

Best of luck to you!
Oh, the usual. I bowl. Drive around. The occasional acid flashback.
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