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Praetorial
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
United States4241 Posts
September 30 2012 20:00 GMT
#1
Literally.

I am bored out of my mind right now. All the hobbies that I've had over the past few years, like Magic:the Gathering and SC2/LoL, have just lost their appeal to me. Either I have to invest huge amounts of money in order to be competitive, like in MTG, and videogames are just a time sink that holds no more value for me anymore.

I have an abundance of free time so vast in comparison to other people that I could pick up a single thing and become very good at it, but honestly what is left? I am too old to learn an instrument and see no reason to do so given that it's such a common skill, reading holds little pleasure after I burnt my eyes out last year with a few hundred books, volunteering for a political campaign is out of the question since I don't like either of the politicians and I live in a state in which the vote is telegraphed anyways, any sort of programming is out of the question...

I had a few ideas, but all of them seem terrible.

Memorizing the Constitution-would take me a week at most and I'd get nothing out of it
Writing-I have no talent for it
Trying to land a job at the Huffington Post-Given their standards it wouldn't be hard but I really don't like having to fulfill quotas

I honestly have no idea on how to spend my time. This shouldn't be a problem, and yet it still is. I have a great ability with memorizing things and absorbing knowledge quickly, but I have nothing to apply it to and nothing to define myself by.

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Birdie
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
New Zealand4438 Posts
September 30 2012 20:04 GMT
#2
You're never too old to learn an instrument; plenty of people don't learn until later on in life.
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marttorn
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
Norway5211 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-09-30 20:09:30
September 30 2012 20:08 GMT
#3
I'm not sure how to help you considering i'm spending nearly all of my free time on going through Orwell's bibliography, which you ruled out. Other than that I write essays for fun and chat in IRC, so I've not a clue as to what might entertain you, and the blog left me feeling somewhat like a parent trying to suggest activities for a child who alleges boredom, but shuts down every suggestion you offer to them.

And birdie is right. Going through a list of things to do/learn and making excuses for each of them is not the right way to go about things.
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Praetorial
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
United States4241 Posts
September 30 2012 20:09 GMT
#4
On October 01 2012 05:08 marttorn wrote:
I'm not sure how to help you considering i'm spending nearly all of my free time on going through Orwell's bibliography, which you ruled out. Other than that I write essays for fun and chat in IRC, so I've not a clue as to what might entertain you, and the blog left me feeling somewhat like a parent trying to suggest activities for a child who alleges boredom, but shuts down every suggestion you offer to them.


That's how I feel as well, yes.
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Epishade
Profile Blog Joined November 2011
United States2267 Posts
September 30 2012 20:16 GMT
#5
I feel almost exactly the same way right now. I've lost most of my interest in video games for now (until Black ops 2 gets released for zombies) and I just plain don't like reading. I've been trying to learn to play the piano but it seems pretty futile right now. So I have almost nothing to do. One thing I could maybe recommend to you is to invent something. One thing I've put on hold for a week or so is this board game I've been designing. Go design a board game.
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meteorskunk
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada546 Posts
September 30 2012 20:16 GMT
#6
It sounds like you have come as far as you can with a belief system. Now the belief system is out dated to you. Maybe the next step is to realize that the pleasure of reading or learning of instrument is not necessarily about what rewards it grants you in a superficial accomplishment context. Maybe you need to start looking for something you love just for itself rather than loving it for what it can do for you
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Jaaaaasper
Profile Blog Joined April 2012
United States10225 Posts
September 30 2012 20:20 GMT
#7
You could do the second part of your star wars blog . Also you have to just try stuff until you find something you like. Go out of your way to find something new that you like.
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Dfgj
Profile Joined May 2008
Singapore5922 Posts
September 30 2012 20:27 GMT
#8
On October 01 2012 05:16 meteorskunk wrote:
It sounds like you have come as far as you can with a belief system. Now the belief system is out dated to you. Maybe the next step is to realize that the pleasure of reading or learning of instrument is not necessarily about what rewards it grants you in a superficial accomplishment context. Maybe you need to start looking for something you love just for itself rather than loving it for what it can do for you

Finding something you love, (ie: enjoy) is a reward, and thus you're still looking for something that can do something for you.

OP: Well, idk what you enjoy.

Grab some noncompetitive games to pass time and relax.
Pick up a sport.
Learn irrelevant skills so you can say you did (idk, scuba diving or something)
keioh
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
France1099 Posts
September 30 2012 20:29 GMT
#9
Start maths.

Endless possibilities, you'll never master any.

Go !
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Chocolate
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States2350 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-09-30 20:44:09
September 30 2012 20:29 GMT
#10
Why is programming out of the question? Learning something like Assembly, C++, or even python will give you a skill that you will be able to use your entire life. You can also make money.

You don't want to read, I understand that, but why not just try to read for about one hour per day if you have the time? You won't burn out that way.

You know how to get good at writing? By writing. Ask your English teacher if there are any essays with prizes open at the moment or even if you can do stuff for extra credit if you don't have an A. Writing is another extremely valuable skill that you can use to make a living, and it will certainly help to be good at it when you write college application essays, standardized test essays, and just assignments in general. Hell, you might even decide you like it.

School stuff/ College stuff. You say you're a fast learner, so doing poorly in school is unacceptable. Do homework, study, ask for extra credit if you're not doing well. If you get good grades, then prepare for standardized tests. I got a 35 on the ACT a couple weeks ago and I'm a junior. You have to study and be familiar with the test to reliably do well, and it's somewhat fun to push yourself to do better and better, work faster and faster. Do the ACT first and then go to the SAT plus subject tests. You're a sophomore right now, right? If you're in an accelerated math class (finishing algebra 2, starting precal/trig) like me you will learn the rest of the math you need for both the ACT and SAT this year.

Languages. Ignore the one you're learning in school because you're going to learn it well anyway, you'll get bored in class, and if you become to confident in it then you will do poorly in things like vocab quizzes. There are some Latinos in my Spanish class and the hardest part for them is remembering which words were in the vocab section, because they know several words that mean the same thing. If you're learning a Romance language (Latin group) then give another one a shot because they are pretty similar. Otherwise, learn one that interests you but that isn't really hard (not Chinese...).

Find yourself an internship or job. Make money, learn a skill, meet professionals in a field.
Heh_
Profile Blog Joined April 2012
Singapore2712 Posts
September 30 2012 20:33 GMT
#11
Get a girlfriend. The more possessive, the better.
=Þ
Aerisky
Profile Blog Joined May 2012
United States12129 Posts
September 30 2012 20:50 GMT
#12
Pick up an instrument. You're still comparatively young, and a lot of adults regret not having learned an instrument when they were younger. Clearly you're a really intelligent high schooler with great memorization/aptitude for learning, and the fact that you have tons of free time also shows that, in fact I'm a bit envious, wish I could have been such a baller

As far as I can tell, there are two main ways you can use that free time: 1) for pleasure/personal enjoyment, 2) set yourself up for success in the future (even though it may entail boredom). For the former, you could play games with your friends, maybe get some games going from ABL irc for instance (shock and quails like to play) just to have fun. Find an instrument, watch movies, read for pleasure but at a reduced pace, etc. For the latter, you could seek a job or internship in line with your future career path (seems like you'd be good in humanities, e.g. become a lawyer probably?), learn a skill, or something along those lines.
Jim while Johnny had had had had had had had; had had had had the better effect on the teacher.
huehuehuehue
Profile Blog Joined August 2011
Estonia455 Posts
September 30 2012 20:51 GMT
#13
Start going to the gym?
TheKefka
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Croatia11752 Posts
September 30 2012 21:01 GMT
#14
Go take a nap
Cackle™
Staboteur
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
Canada1873 Posts
September 30 2012 21:10 GMT
#15
Stasis is unacceptable. Do -something-. You're the craftsman of your own boredom.
I'm actually Fleetfeet D:
BrTarolg
Profile Blog Joined June 2009
United Kingdom3574 Posts
September 30 2012 21:17 GMT
#16
Learn to play go

It's a great game, fun for years
mapthesoul
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
Trinidad/Tobago429 Posts
September 30 2012 21:18 GMT
#17
Learn a language. That's how I spend my free time.
Capped
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
United Kingdom7236 Posts
September 30 2012 21:23 GMT
#18
On October 01 2012 05:33 Heh_ wrote:
Get a girlfriend. The more possessive, the better.


Oh its so fucking true :<

I mean, my wife is so awesome, she plays games, she lets me play them as much as i want, but for some reason. I NEVER HAVE TIME!!
Useless wet fish.
BuGzlToOnl
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States5918 Posts
September 30 2012 21:34 GMT
#19
On October 01 2012 06:23 Capped wrote:
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On October 01 2012 05:33 Heh_ wrote:
Get a girlfriend. The more possessive, the better.


Oh its so fucking true :<

I mean, my wife is so awesome, she plays games, she lets me play them as much as i want, but for some reason. I NEVER HAVE TIME!!


Heehee.
If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans.
Sinensis
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States2513 Posts
September 30 2012 21:38 GMT
#20
You could try playing mafia.
vOdToasT
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Sweden2870 Posts
September 30 2012 21:39 GMT
#21
You're not too old to learn an instrument. I know someone who is learning to play keyboard instruments who is in her 30's, and she is getting extremely good at it.
If it's stupid but it works, then it's not stupid* (*Or: You are stupid for losing to it, and gotta git gud)
EnE
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
417 Posts
September 30 2012 21:40 GMT
#22
If I was confident enough to practice in the only place I have, my ridiculously un-soundproof room in the middle of my house with 5 broken windows at the end of it, I'd learn to sing.

I honestly think you should also do that.
I'm embarrased by my past actions and even more ashamed of my present thoughts and future endeavors to clear my name.
babylon
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
8765 Posts
September 30 2012 21:42 GMT
#23
Writing-I have no talent for it

Bullshit. Read a lot, write a TON, and you'll get better. EVERYONE started out writing shitty stories with grammar mistakes out the wazoo and a style that reads like a cat scratching on a blackboard, I guarantee you. Some people WILL seem to have a "way with words," but you don't even have to have a good style to write well. If you can write clearly and make sure how you write doesn't get in the way of the reader's enjoyment/understanding of the content, then you're already a half-decent writer.
Amridell
Profile Joined December 2011
188 Posts
September 30 2012 21:54 GMT
#24
Read the dictionary. Cover to cover.

On October 01 2012 06:18 mapthesoul wrote:
Learn a language. That's how I spend my free time.


Seriously, though, what this guy said.
"As to the pool game. You'll notice he played like a faggot."
KalWarkov
Profile Blog Joined December 2011
Germany4126 Posts
September 30 2012 22:08 GMT
#25
i think its dumb to come up with a random hobby of yours.
he has to find his own stuff he likes, like reading, painting, watching movies/series or whatever the fuck there is.
try out a lot!

I could spend a whole day just thinking about starcraft, one piece and fantasy characters
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Ikidomari
Profile Blog Joined August 2011
Australia485 Posts
October 01 2012 01:48 GMT
#26
spend hundreds of hours learning to be a master at poker
????
Profit
Just break the rules, and you see the truth.
G_G
Profile Blog Joined February 2010
Canada178 Posts
October 01 2012 01:50 GMT
#27
"... I have to invest huge amounts of money in order to be competitive ..."
Must be inexpensive. Check.

"... I have an abundance of free time ..."
Must keep you busy. Check.

"... I could pick up a single thing and become very good at it ..."
Doesn't have to be easy or instant gratification. Check.

"... see no reason to do so given that it's such a common skill ..."
Must be something that people are surprised you can do, and usually incites either amazement or defensive jealousy in others when revealed. Check, check, check, and more check.

"... volunteering for a political campaign is out of the question ..."
Why did I quote this. Check?

"... I have a great ability with memorizing things and absorbing knowledge quickly ..."
Must make use of great ego skills with agile fluency. Check.


Well then, holy check do I maybe have a suggestion for you.



Current world record holder practicing at home


The same guy giving terrible and vague explanations of what he's doing


The rest spoilered to lessen video spam
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Asians like it and are crazy good at it, so it's a lot like Starcraft


Variety! Even though CFOP and Roux are pretty much the only main speed methods in popular use right now. Maybe ZZ, too.


Also, Roux is a very sexy method, especially the last step. Cube throwing is not a competition legal way of stopping the timer, just to be clear.


And finally, a more average speed solver (but still good). This is like mid masters vs the top korean server GMs above, showing a more reasonable goal to go for.



It's a hit or miss suggestion. Those who try it often do it for years and stay interested, but most scoff at it as a serious hobby. If it looks like fun, then I will post a large bundle of information and resources to get going on.
Azera
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
3800 Posts
October 01 2012 03:24 GMT
#28
Hows school?
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TheKwas
Profile Blog Joined January 2011
Iceland372 Posts
October 01 2012 03:52 GMT
#29
You really haven't explored many options. Off the top of my head

Learn a language
Learn math
Muay Thai/Boxing (or another combat sport you can do alone)
rubix cube
Magic
Hypnotism/Mentalism
Programming
Inline-skating/longboarding/skateboarding
Table Tennis (or another racket sport)
Chess
Go
Pick-up
Learn a unique instrument (I recommend a Guqin or some other zither instrument)
Cooking
Running
Fencing


There's so much to do! My problem is that I don't have enough time to dedicate to all my hobbies, not that there's not enough interesting hobbies to occupy my day.
DrGreen
Profile Joined July 2010
Poland708 Posts
October 01 2012 04:18 GMT
#30
I know the pain. Sometimes I just find myself refreshing tl/da/other internets for no reason.
I can play 10 ladders a day - thats 2h (or few dotas)
write a blog - 30 min
learn japanese - ~30 min
watch a series = ~1h
sleep for half a day
mindlessly click things on the internet for the rest of the time

Sometimes I can get into some game for few days, but I quickly lose interest in it. Or I start reading a book or watch series and never finish. I don't wanna go back to MMO. Being antisocial and lazy as fuck doesn't help.

So yeah... keep them options going
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