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- If you don't want to read random ass moaning from random person stop reading now -
So today was one of those days where everything has just got on top of me where I started to think about bad decisions I have made and a lot of little things pile up to just get you down.
I went to work as normal 8-5 for a pitiful wage because its all that's out there at the moment mainly my own fault because I left university halfway through my second year because I did not enjoy what I was doing. I mean its not like i can try to get into an area that i want to excel in because i dont even know what the fuck i want to do let alone start somewhere where i can strive to be better.
Anyway putting shit job aside i go to upload my daily BO3 cast for my youtube because when i get home from said job i love to relax and cast a BO3 even though i only have 50-55 subs i love doing it anyways i get an email from Google Adsense saying my account is blocked because ONE of my only subs clicks on my ads too often that it inflates the actual clicks on my account... like are you fucking serious? I do this thing which i love and ONE person apparently likes what i do enough to try and help me out and thats too much for them its a fucking joke.
You start to draw up the "what if"'s What if i stayed at uni, even though it was doing something i hated at least i would have a shot at a better wage albeit at something i did not like. 95% of people tell me yes i was pretty damn stupid not to carry on to a certain extent i agree but 5% tell me its better to leave something if you are not happy with it. Well i left it and now im not happy it seems there is no happy ending.
There is one thing for sure on days when you feel down or feel bad for decisions you have made just remember you could always be worse off, things will get better and days like this will make you stronger.
Not happy with decions you have made in the past? Learn to make better ones so you do not have days like this in the future.
I have no idea how i started by moaning and finishing by telling everyone else how not to moan but its what happened haha.
 
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Why not go back to school?
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On December 20 2011 07:07 Empyrean wrote:
Why not go back to school?
Im in debt from it at the moment I think i will one day when i save up enough to go back
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Well there goes my only suggestion :<
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so many people that are unemployed and have obligations (children, family, etc)
so i guess you are still considered lucky
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On December 20 2011 07:09 Empyrean wrote:
Well there goes my only suggestion :<
Haha i wasn't after suggestions i just kinda felt like typing stuff down and i thought why not do it on TL but thanks anyways its always appreciated <3
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On December 20 2011 07:11 needcomputer wrote:
so many people that are unemployed and have obligations (children, family, etc)
so i guess you are still considered lucky
Yeah as i said at the end it can always be worse, just learn and make things better 
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Polar bears are super fluffy and cuddly. If you could obtain a polar bear cub your life would improve drastically. With your polar bear on shoulder you would step out of your Lamborghini and whip off your shades as you glance across at your castle-sized mansion. Wondering why you didn't take your helicopter to avoid rush-hour traffic you would enter your mansion to the aroma of your third favorite dish prepared by a five star chef. After partaking in your fine meal you would get onto casting the best of three while being blown by an attractive woman or women for the whole series. Near the end of the final match as the Protoss player horribly failed a DT rush you would remark "Having a bird in the hand is greater than having two in the bush." As she finished you off she would ask you what you said. "That is but a small amount of Jargon!"
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On December 20 2011 07:45 Frozenhelfire wrote:
Polar bears are super fluffy and cuddly. If you could obtain a polar bear cub your life would improve drastically. With your polar bear on shoulder you would step out of your Lamborghini and whip off your shades as you glance across at your castle-sized mansion. Wondering why you didn't take your helicopter to avoid rush-hour traffic you would enter your mansion to the aroma of your third favorite dish prepared by a five star chef. After partaking in your fine meal you would get onto casting the best of three while being blown by an attractive woman or women for the whole series. Near the end of the final match as the Protoss player horribly failed a DT rush you would remark "Having a bird in the hand is greater than having two in the bush." As she finished you off she would ask you what you said. "That is but a small amount of Jargon!"
Amazing!
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On December 20 2011 07:45 Frozenhelfire wrote:
Polar bears are super fluffy and cuddly. If you could obtain a polar bear cub your life would improve drastically. With your polar bear on shoulder you would step out of your Lamborghini and whip off your shades as you glance across at your castle-sized mansion. Wondering why you didn't take your helicopter to avoid rush-hour traffic you would enter your mansion to the aroma of your third favorite dish prepared by a five star chef. After partaking in your fine meal you would get onto casting the best of three while being blown by an attractive woman or women for the whole series. Near the end of the final match as the Protoss player horribly failed a DT rush you would remark "Having a bird in the hand is greater than having two in the bush." As she finished you off she would ask you what you said. "That is but a small amount of Jargon!"
Lol this is even more random.
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On December 20 2011 07:45 Frozenhelfire wrote:
Polar bears are super fluffy and cuddly. If you could obtain a polar bear cub your life would improve drastically. With your polar bear on shoulder you would step out of your Lamborghini and whip off your shades as you glance across at your castle-sized mansion. Wondering why you didn't take your helicopter to avoid rush-hour traffic you would enter your mansion to the aroma of your third favorite dish prepared by a five star chef. After partaking in your fine meal you would get onto casting the best of three while being blown by an attractive woman or women for the whole series. Near the end of the final match as the Protoss player horribly failed a DT rush you would remark "Having a bird in the hand is greater than having two in the bush." As she finished you off she would ask you what you said. "That is but a small amount of Jargon!"
This is too random indeed xDD Nice one
To the OP i think , hapiness is realtive, you can be jobless yet happy, you don't need anything to be happy is a state of mind, and if i would give any advice at all, since i also used to have those days, is that relax, you got no family to feed, or kids, find you way, no rush, sit calmly , get a piece of paper write everything you like, write things during a week, write all crazy stuff, next week get the same paper and start really picking stuff, you gotta be creative, and think outside of box, since maybe, just maybe you find this way the purpose to you life again. You can that try that things for a month or so, 1 month , no big deal, then try another thing , but set a time , like 1 year, to pick the thing you want to call you life afterwards. Best of luck!
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