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On November 29 2011 19:03 NrG.NeverExpo wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck Sad you have to rely on something like that make you not "feel like complete utter shit". I have found many things in life that make me feel the way you expressed in your OP without harming my body or chancing an addiction Oo
uhhh, thanks for the judgement. i think it really says something about someone when they come into a thread and call someone addicted to something "sad".
also, i call bullshit, nothing that isn't heroin feels as good as heroin, lmao.
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On November 29 2011 19:03 NrG.NeverExpo wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck Sad you have to rely on something like that make you not "feel like complete utter shit". I have found many things in life that make me feel the way you expressed in your OP without harming my body or chancing an addiction Oo
I envy you. wish I can say the same
On November 29 2011 18:57 casualman wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck Noooo OP! Watch some brood war to overcome the withdrawals. Even nature has to rejoice when proleague's back on again.
haven't watched bw for a while. maybe it'll keep my mind off things~
On November 29 2011 19:04 apalemorning wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:03 NrG.NeverExpo wrote:On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck Sad you have to rely on something like that make you not "feel like complete utter shit". I have found many things in life that make me feel the way you expressed in your OP without harming my body or chancing an addiction Oo uhhh, thanks for the judgement. i think it really says something about someone when they come into a thread and call someone addicted to something "sad". also, i call bullshit, nothing that isn't heroin feels as good as heroin, lmao.
haha that's true and that's what I'm worried about.. I ask myself, will I ever find something as good?
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On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP?
I snorted it once too but it was the only opiate I used. I must say it had not a single negative effect the one time I used it but I have too much respect to use it again and enjoy hallucinogenic drugs more.
Why are you afraid to use it intravenous though? I thought if you educate yourself properly and are not a fucking junkie and use fresh syringes and needles from a pharmacy it is one of the safest since you can control dosages more then with other methods?
I could be talking bullshit but there must be a reason doctors use syringes to apply opiates.
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On November 29 2011 19:06 REDBLUEGREEN wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? I snorted it once too but it was the only opiate I used. I must say it had not a single negative effect the one time I used it but I have too much respect to use it again and enjoy hallucinogenic drugs more. Why are you afraid to use it intravenous though? I thought if you educate yourself properly and are not a fucking junkie and use fresh syringes and needles from a pharmacy it is one of the safest since you can control dosages more then with other methods? I could be talking bullshit but there must be a reason doctors use syringes to apply opiates.
i just have a needle phobia plus, as much as people love to brag about not becoming a full blown junkie after shooting junk, it's nearly impossible in the long run. my life already blows enough, not gonna ruin it further by becoming a full blown street junkie :3
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I wonder what it is that turns people to using drugs? I mean everyone knows it's bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. I'm hoping to get a different perspective here. Especially in 1st world countries, life can be rough but opportunity is always there, and the conditions aren't ever as terrible as you see in the slums in Russia and Eastern Europe.
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On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I wonder what it is that turns people to using drugs? I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. I'm hoping to get a different perspective here.
everyone has their own story
On November 29 2011 18:48 FinestHour wrote:
It tastes like vinegar?
black tar heroin does. never tried the powder form
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As someone that has met mad people addicted to Raw I hope you decide to back off OP. It just gets worse and worse, I understand the need to get high as I smoke pot regularly but raw is just a whole different ballgame  .
Best of luck man, sounds like you need it.
<3
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All the junkies I knew ended up with the needle. Smoking is not an option kid, it just stops doing it's job after time...
The sooner you quit this shit - the better.
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On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. .
first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that)
the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose (you can, but non fatally, there are exceptions), you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different).
shut up, please.
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On November 29 2011 19:10 Diamond wrote:As someone that has met mad people addicted to Raw I hope you decide to back off OP. It just gets worse and worse, I understand the need to get high as I smoke pot regularly but raw is just a whole different ballgame . Best of luck man, sounds like you need it. <3
Thanks man~
On November 29 2011 19:11 Corrupt wrote:
All the junkies I knew ended up with the needle. Smoking is not an option kid, it just stops doing it's job after time...
The sooner you quit this shit - the better.
yeah it's gotten to the point where i almost don't feel it anymore. that experience i typed up was how i felt the first few times i smoked heroin. the honeymoon phase as people say
User was temp banned for calling someone a faggot.
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On November 29 2011 19:12 apalemorning wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. . first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that) the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose, you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different). shut up, please.
I'm sorry, I'm just repeating what has been pounded into me over and over again ever since youth. You know, D.A.R.E. and all that crap. Didn't mean to insult anyone...
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On November 29 2011 19:12 apalemorning wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. . first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that) the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose, you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different). shut up, please.
No you please be quiet. Other drugs besides those thee DO kill people and ARE bad. T_T. It's you that sound uneducated. Also while some hallucgenics like LSD have no recorded deaths some people fuck themselves up bad on the drug, as I have seen it happen with my own eyes.
Some have less risks then others, however to call everything but meth, nicotine, alcohol, and heroin not dangerous is just plain wrong.
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On November 29 2011 19:15 casualman wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:12 apalemorning wrote:On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. . first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that) the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose, you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different). shut up, please. I'm sorry, I'm just repeating what has been pounded into me over and over again ever since youth. You know, D.A.R.E. and all that crap. Didn't mean to insult anyone...
facetiousness is not an argument.
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On November 29 2011 19:17 Diamond wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:12 apalemorning wrote:On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. . first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that) the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose, you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different). shut up, please. however to call everything but meth, nicotine, alcohol, and heroin not dangerous is just plain wrong.
because thats exactly what i did. you should try out some reading comprehension. also, i was implying educated, recreational use of hallugenics/ethnogens/psychdelics is safe. of course you can ruin your life on lsd or any drug, but the important part is to do them in an educated manner, and safely (which many do, everyday, millions of people.)
so take your archaic view on drugs back to the bible belt.
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On November 29 2011 19:15 casualman wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:12 apalemorning wrote:On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. . first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that) the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose, you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different). shut up, please. I'm sorry, I'm just repeating what has been pounded into me over and over again ever since youth. You know, D.A.R.E. and all that crap. Didn't mean to insult anyone...
I actually understand where both of you guys are coming from, that's why i didn't take offense to your comment casualman.
but a lot of people have misconceptions and are quick to judge about drug use, which often pisses me off too. but i know that wasn't your intent.
apalemorning, perhaps a psychedelic trip can help me...haven't had one in a while haha. long over due
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Oh yeah, i remember you.. You wrote all those Opiate and Benzo blogs. I really don't know what else to say, drugs are interesting topics though.
Good luck to you, if you need it.. 
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On November 29 2011 19:20 danmooj1 wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:15 casualman wrote:On November 29 2011 19:12 apalemorning wrote:On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. . first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that) the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose, you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different). shut up, please. I'm sorry, I'm just repeating what has been pounded into me over and over again ever since youth. You know, D.A.R.E. and all that crap. Didn't mean to insult anyone... apalemorning, perhaps a psychedelic trip can help me...haven't had one in a while haha. long over due
haha, probably not. abstinence and detox is your best bet. it blows but being clean is much better than chasing highs all the time.
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this is kind of a sad blog, besides being poorly written with conflicting styles between sentence fragment panic and inner monologue interrogation.
I would strongly suggest an alternative OP. occasionally getting high from bud is fine, but if you get to the point where you question the sanity in quitting or can't enjoy simple things like coffee and good weather without heroin then you're approaching a slippery slope. the fact that you're only blogging about a drug experience is a window into how narrow your experiences are.
I hope I don't come off as precocious, I've just lost some friends to this drug, can be really fucking dangerous.
On November 29 2011 19:19 apalemorning wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 19:17 Diamond wrote:On November 29 2011 19:12 apalemorning wrote:On November 29 2011 19:08 casualman wrote:
I mean everyone knows its bad shit, but some people still end up doing it regardless. . first of all, i want to tell you that you probably lack life experience ( edit/ oh wait, you're american, this explains your attitude on drugs completely), drugs are not "bad" besides the big three, nicotine, alcohol, heroin. (and meth, but only full retards do that) the large majority of hallucgenics/ethnogens/psychedelics are safe. most of them cannot kill you, you cannot overdose, you cannot get physically addicted. (psychological addiction is something completely different). shut up, please. however to call everything but meth, nicotine, alcohol, and heroin not dangerous is just plain wrong. because thats exactly what i did. you should try out some reading comprehension. also, i was implying educated, recreational use of hallugenics/ethnogens/psychdelics is safe. of course you can ruin your life on lsd or any drug, but the important part is to do them in an educated manner, and safely (which many do, everyday, millions of people.) so take your archaic view on drugs back to the bible belt.
hey I think you have a good point but you have insulted 1) americans and 2) christians within the span of a couple of posts. so if you would like people to not judge your recreational pastimes ignorantly then I suggest you stop generalizing other cultures as well.
kk?
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Well, different people have different things they do for enjoyment, just myself personally would avoid such a chemical form of recreation. It's interesting to see what the experience is like from that other side. I can't help but feel hope that you'll not let these chemicals control and degrade your life.
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Scientists need to find something heroin that won't fuck you up i've heard it's the best thing you will ever experience, too bad once you do it there's a chance you will never ever want to stop, and the vast majority of people who don't quit immediately end up really really bad :/
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