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Park my car. Run home, open my desk and take out all the tools needed as fast as I can. Foil, my lighter, a straw, and.. fuck I left the dope in my car. Sprint to my car, frantically look for my dope. Fuck, where is it? Did I drop it somewhere? Fuck..FUCK..oh shit there it is. Grab it, and sprint back to my room. Rip off a little piece of the dope, put it on the foil, straw in my mouth and light underneath.
Hear the sizzle as the heroin starts to vaporize. Smells and tastes like vinegar. Inhale as much as I can and hold it in as long as I can....slightly relieved...exhale. Need another hit. Light it up, inhale...........exhale. Ahh...much better. Just one more for now...light it up...inhale...exhale...
Tingly sensations throughout my body. Feeling light as a feather, as if I'm floating on water. Fuzzy warmness...extreme contentment...put down the tools... close my eyes for a bit and let the music take over....
Why was a I worried before? Everything's okay. Why did I ever even consider quitting? Feel like getting some Starbucks. A Venti Java Chip with extra chocolate drizzle, there is no such thing as too sweet. Put on my sunglasses, got my ipod. why drive when I can walk? Such a beautiful day, others might find it cloudy, dark, gloomy and cold, but it feels just right. So warm and cozy.
Good afternoon~~  just greeting random people as they walk by. Not a single negative thought on my mind.
Life is perfect.
  
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I when i saw the title i was going to ask what it taste like but you had that covered. Vinegar huh =/
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A blog every eight year old should read :D
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Is this a piece of fiction or a rl blog? I hope its the former....
In more positive news, go team 8!
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I can only think about the Krokodil thread whenever I hear anything about heroin .. D:
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On November 29 2011 18:42 ArvickHero wrote:
I can only think about the Krokodil thread whenever I hear anything about heroin .. D:
This. I think about that shit all the time now...
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On November 29 2011 18:42 ArvickHero wrote:
I can only think about the Krokodil thread whenever I hear anything about heroin .. D:
eww that stuff is crazy man..
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This feels so wrong :-/
I'm glad that I've never even tried a drug (Except for Alcohol and one obligatory cigarette when I was 14 years old or something like that).
Relying on something to make your life bearable feels so strange to me, but I guess everything has a story and nothing is as one-dimensional as mankind would like it to be.
But at least you are happy, embrace the feeling! (And because of my own view on the topic I hope that you will not have to rely on drugs forever <3)
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i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP?
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On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP?
Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck
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On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck
Noooo OP! Watch some brood war to overcome the withdrawals. Even nature has to rejoice when proleague's back on again.
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Life is perfect until you don't have any money for a hit that your body needs and steal from your family/friends/strangers.
0/5. Go and brag somewhere else.
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On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck
pawn some cd's and get a bottle of t1's over the counter. cold water extract the codiene out, drink the solution and you wont be THAT dopesick.
ive been clean from drugs/booze for about 3 weeks. try it out ._.
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On November 29 2011 18:59 apalemorning wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck pawn some cd's and get a bottle of t1's over the counter. cold water extract the codiene out, drink the solution and you wont be THAT dopesick. ive been clean from drugs/booze for about 3 weeks. try it out ._.
you Canadians are lucky codeine is OTC! it isn't in the US 
On November 29 2011 18:57 Gridlock wrote:
Life is perfect until you don't have any money for a hit that your body needs and steal from your family/friends/strangers.
0/5. Go and brag somewhere else.
lol yeah I'm bragging because being a junkie is such an accomplishment. faggot
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Come to the united states, drugs are a lot cheaper here considering mexico border security isn't very good drugs slip in quite easily, and there is a large market. You won't be broke for a fix as easily, and the jobs generally pay more as well... Also some states rehabilitate offenders instead of giving them prison sentences, so who knows, that next bust might get you on your way to being fixed.
Edit: wait y ARE in the us? Shit. O.k., i dunno how to help, i hope you cqn get through the next week, just don't do that krokodil shit and you should be fine.
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On November 29 2011 18:52 danmooj1 wrote:Show nested quote +On November 29 2011 18:48 apalemorning wrote:
i've done plenty of opiates, including snorting heroin once. i don't think i have the balls to shoot it. are you fo reals OP? Yup. Never had the balls to shoot up either. Not that I'm scared of the needle, I'm scared I'm gonna be more addicted than I already am...it already feels good enough. I'm on my last dose of Oxycodone right now. I have no more money and no more dope, so tomorrow and for the rest of the week I'm gonna feel like complete utter shit. Withdrawals suck
Sad you have to rely on something like that make you not "feel like complete utter shit". I have found many things in life that make me feel the way you expressed in your OP without harming my body or chancing an addiction Oo
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Thanks dude but my cigarettes are more than enough for me. I smoke a pack 4 days btw. Good write-up about a bad thing.
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