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On August 01 2011 11:49 Knightess wrote: a bit emotional right now and I don't really care much x_x kinda drunk also
Posts like this won't help you at all.
You: "I am leaving because of... something! I am down about it."
Response: "What is it? Maybe we can help."
You: "I don't care enough to explain."
This is like college-girl facebook mode.
I'd honestly love to assist, like most other caring posters here, but doing things so dramatically won't help anyone.
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lol I told you I'll post something explaining the situation of mine. sigh you guys.
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Well it seems that you just need to spend less time on SC and more time studying. You don't have to give it up though.
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What does this have to do with you feeling whether you belong to this community or not?
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On August 01 2011 13:51 Ilikestarcraft wrote: What does this have to do with you feeling whether you belong to this community or not?
+1000.
Just because you might not be devoting as much time to playing, or following, BW/SC2 does not mean your not a welcome member of the community. You may not be up to date of every single inside joke or meme, but I can assure you that you will still be more than welcome, especially if you post more than one liners and balance whines. 
It sounds to me like what your more stressed out about is being at a crossroads of sort, a little uncertain of where you want to go, and torn about leaving behind your high level of involvement in gaming and the gaming community. Regardless of what happens though you'll always be welcome, of that I think you can rest assured.
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After reading through I still can't understand why you're leaving. Just because you're toning down your time here, it doesn't mean you "belong" somewhere else now. I guess it's more the feeling inside you pushing you to a different place, which is important to follow. You still like eports and playing games as a hobby, so I don't think you'll ever be completely gone.
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This is how I feel right now:
OMG TL servers going down in 30 minutes. What will I do?
On August 01 2011 11:44 Knightess wrote:
I've been thinking about what I'm gonna do after college, I love movies, I love stuff with awesome graphics, I love and play music (guitar) and I love esport (SC2). But those are just hobbies. I used to think that I will choose Graphics design as major but that seems to be a tough road. I recently had a talk with my dad about my future where we discussed how a hobby and a real job which support the hobby in real life works. It's been bothering me for quite some time now, and whenever I was occupied by this thought and met some idiots on TL saying dumb stuff, I'm just disappointed :<.
What's wrong with graphic design as a major? Please, I really want to know.
It's tough to find jobs. Tons of people can't find them. Though once you have one (summer job I assume), you realize that it's not worth your time in terms of what you want to do in life. At least it was for me, I wish I were more motivated without a job.
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On August 01 2011 14:05 obesechicken13 wrote: This is how I feel right now:
OMG TL servers going down in 30 minutes. What will I do? What's wrong with graphic design as a major? Please, I really want to know.
It's tough to find jobs. Tons of people can't find them. Though once you have one (summer job I assume), you realize that it's not worth your time in terms of what you want to do in life. At least it was for me, I wish I were more motivated without a job. graphics design requires a lot of creativity. Sure you can earn a lot, you can have awesome stuff as a result. But say, when you're older, the creativity will fade, if you can't get stuff done when you still have "ideas" then it's really sad when you're getting older. (just like sport). I consider myself as an extreme person. Either I do it perfectly or not do it at all, so I won't take that risk.
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On August 01 2011 14:15 Knightess wrote: Either I do it perfectly or not do it at all, so I won't take that risk.
What do you do that you do perfectly? Just curious.
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Can't say I've ever seen much of your posts, but I'd be sorry to see you leave!
Hope you stay so I can catch some of your stuff
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On August 01 2011 14:20 Thrill wrote:Show nested quote +On August 01 2011 14:15 Knightess wrote: Either I do it perfectly or not do it at all, so I won't take that risk. What do you do that you do perfectly? Just curious. Haven't got much in mind specifically but involving either network security or economy digital consultant (does it make any sense to you?)
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