EPTBut there's one in particular who...there's something more. We regularly share our life stories together, live in the same general area. In fact, I'm really only posting this because he doesn't check TL really that often anymore since school work erupted.
His name is LSB, and I love him. I love him so much. I've even dressed up as a girl a while back and pretended to be his friend and asked him out to homecoming. Then my makeshift dress started falling apart, and I had to leave quickly without even saying goodbye. I know he was heart broken. And I just feel so bad, so horrible knowing what I caused to him.
You may say I'm extreme, that I'm more creepy than romantic. But love makes all things seem strange, makes you do the extraordinary for those you love. I just don't know what to do. Should I ask him out? I don't know how he feels about me, we're good friends though. I think he might be bi so I definitely think there's a chance we could go out.
If he would only give me a chance, I would make him so happy. He doesn't realize how much I love him, how much I would be willing to do for him. And so I ask you, my fellow Liquidians, what should I do?
Please, Teamliquid, your my only hope.
Edit: Also, alot of you have been saying "just ask him out." But its not that easy. I mean, if it fails, than.... we'll never really be friends again. We're GOOD friends, I just want to be more. I want to be with him, and I want to be his friend. But I'm not sure whether I can take the chance to lose both.
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Write a blog about it, asking team liquid for boy advice.
Or maybe post in Korynne advice column. Feel free to post pictures of my sexy body. It'll probably get you responses faster.
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Original Message From Pandain:
What if I was too scared, and actually have disguised myself as one of your friends and asked you out in your past years disguised as a boy/girl(depending on your preferences) and you don't know it.
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Original Message From LSB:
Grow balls and ask me out
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Original Message From Pandain:
what if i already love you
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Original Message From LSB:
We will grow closer and closer and someday admit our love for each other. ;P
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Original Message From Pandain:
What if we keep purposely annoying you with pms?
<3
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Original Message From LSB:
If you already have, post the PMs in the thread with an apology.
If you hacked my account. Impossible.
Is lol123 Qatol's smurf? It doesn't matter, Qatol doesn't know anything.
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Original Message From Pandain:
what if we already have?
what if we hacked your account?
what if we are actually qatol's smurf and I have all the info now?
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Original Message From LSB:
Just stop doing it. You don't want to face the consequences.
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Original Message From Pandain:
what if we don't get caught?
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Original Message From LSB:
No PMs
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Original Message From Pandain:
pms allowed or no?
Or maybe post in Korynne advice column. Feel free to post pictures of my sexy body. It'll probably get you responses faster.
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Original Message From Pandain:
What if I was too scared, and actually have disguised myself as one of your friends and asked you out in your past years disguised as a boy/girl(depending on your preferences) and you don't know it.
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Original Message From LSB:
Grow balls and ask me out
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Original Message From Pandain:
what if i already love you
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Original Message From LSB:
We will grow closer and closer and someday admit our love for each other. ;P
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Original Message From Pandain:
What if we keep purposely annoying you with pms?
<3
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Original Message From LSB:
If you already have, post the PMs in the thread with an apology.
If you hacked my account. Impossible.
Is lol123 Qatol's smurf? It doesn't matter, Qatol doesn't know anything.
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Original Message From Pandain:
what if we already have?
what if we hacked your account?
what if we are actually qatol's smurf and I have all the info now?
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Original Message From LSB:
Just stop doing it. You don't want to face the consequences.
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Original Message From Pandain:
what if we don't get caught?
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Original Message From LSB:
No PMs
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Original Message From Pandain:
pms allowed or no?
The Conclusion:
I am to dress up as a female at all times, except of course when I need to otherwise such as with family(when seperate from LSB), brushing my teeth, and in the shower.
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