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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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mOnion
United States5657 Posts
"death of a mod......ERNIST" edit: now i read whilst panting heavily this is awesome ^_____^ while sad ;___; while inspirational this really makes me wanna go to blizzcon so i can sleep with u | ||
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iNcontroL
USA29055 Posts
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Carnivorous Sheep
Baa?21247 Posts
Don't ever scare me like that again ._. Edit: Awesome blog, really enjoyed reading it. Cheers  | ||
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Archas
United States6531 Posts
Why must you torment me? =..( EDIT: I'm impressed, Boe. The story with Matt, especially, almost brought tears to my eyes. I don't know how you did it, but this conglomeration of seemingly unrelated events somehow melds into a bigger story with greater meaning than the sum. That description doesn't make much sense, but that's how I feel it. Keep on truckin'! | ||
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hiro protagonist
1294 Posts
I always new you would leave a suicide note on the blogs... + Show Spoiler +  | ||
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deL
Australia5540 Posts
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Jibba
United States22883 Posts
EDIT: Oh.. Ok, finally got around to reading the blog, and it (and you) are pretty amazing. :> | ||
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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Smix
United States4549 Posts
It's nice to see you putting everything out like that... such a whirlwind of things happening but I hope it all works out okay. You know I'll be praying for your surgery~ | ||
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stafu
Australia1196 Posts
A classical composer hey? That's pretty cool. I know how it is losing that motivation and questioning whether you're doing what you're 'supposed' to be doing. I switched courses after almost 3 years and it was a pretty tough decision. In the end I decided that I could always finish that degree later, the credit of studying all the units I had already wouldn't just disappear. I took 6 months off before deciding which helped a lot. | ||
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TheAntZ
Israel6248 Posts
while they said he would have a hard time remember who I was, he immediately recognized me as his suitemate and I gave him the biggest hug of my life i baaww'd Q.Q | ||
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jonnyp
United States415 Posts
Something beautiful has been forged through something horrific epic lines for an epic blog. Keep being awesome...and looking good  .5/5 | ||
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Versita
Canada1032 Posts
also, i hope you'll be able to find inspiration for composing again! On September 21 2010 10:39 TheAntZ wrote: You're a handsome fellow ~_^ i baaww'd Q.Q delicious story imo | ||
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Entropic
Canada2837 Posts
Seeing him on Saturday brought me to tears - which is really hard for me, as it’s been harder for me to get emotional lately. I saw him sitting in the chair next to Brenda and while they said he would have a hard time remember who I was, he immediately recognized me as his suitemate and I gave him the biggest hug of my life. While he’s still having a hard time speaking fluently, we talked for a good while before I hung out with the rest of my friends from my old university. Apparently no one knew that I was in town still, even though I told them multiple times over summer. Nonetheless, going from vegetation to jumping in the pool and wrestling with us was one of the most amazing things I’ve ever witnessed. And when Brenda told me next that they’ve been dating and are engaged now, I was completely blown away. She’s apparently been by his side since the accident and they’ve formed the most insane bond that I have a hard time explaining; and I envy so much. Something beautiful has been forged through something horrific, and just thinking about it makes me emotional. That's awesome that this Matt person is getting better and recovering from such a terrible accident. Seriously, I wish him well, a stranger he may be. | ||
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SayaSP
Laos5494 Posts
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Issor
United States870 Posts
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intrigue
Washington, D.C9935 Posts
you are a good guy | ||
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Zergneedsfood
United States10671 Posts
=] Boes is cool. | ||
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Grobyc
Canada18410 Posts
I hope your friend Matt keeps the nice recovery up and I hope your surgery goes well. I don't even know how to pray and I'll pray for you <3. Do what you love to do, if your interest hasn't peaked from musical studies like you thought then perhaps you should play around in some other studies(cookingggggggg om nom nom). I hope you enjoy the new place you are moving in to, it sounds like it'll be a whole wack of fun. When I can afford it in the future I'm coming down to visit you guys + Show Spoiler + You are much better at paragraphing your stuff than I am LOL + Show Spoiler + I'm fucking dual booting another OS so I can play BW fullscreen without crashes. I'm sick of windows mode D: | ||
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Zona
40426 Posts
Also - what are you planning to do now that your path in composition is stalled? | ||
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Versita
Canada1032 Posts
On September 21 2010 12:55 Grobyc wrote: + Show Spoiler + I'm fucking dual booting another OS so I can play BW fullscreen without crashes. I'm sick of windows mode D: have you tried setting your starcraft affinity to just one of your cores? i saw someone mention that in a topic somewhere, tried it, and its worked for me so far ^_^ | ||
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Zlasher
United States9129 Posts
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Grobyc
Canada18410 Posts
On September 21 2010 13:28 cowman wrote: have you tried setting your starcraft affinity to just one of your cores? i saw someone mention that in a topic somewhere, tried it, and its worked for me so far ^_^ Yeah, I also tried ending the explorer.exe process while BW is running as well as pretty much every other recommendation in the threads regarding it. | ||
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Versita
Canada1032 Posts
On September 21 2010 13:50 Grobyc wrote: + Show Spoiler [Don't mean to derail :O] + On September 21 2010 13:28 cowman wrote: have you tried setting your starcraft affinity to just one of your cores? i saw someone mention that in a topic somewhere, tried it, and its worked for me so far ^_^ Yeah, I also tried ending the explorer.exe process while BW is running as well as pretty much every other recommendation in the threads regarding it. oh that sucks  good luck with that.on topic: boes is pretty cool imo | ||
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ironchef
Canada1350 Posts
 Hope you find your motivations! | ||
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HwangjaeTerran
Finland5967 Posts
Also composing is goddamn hard when you know that you can do great music...you will push yourself too hard and then it just doesn´t feel natural ==> so you just give up and think you are lazy. It´s the same for almost all talented and clever people: letting go of your shit is too hard. | ||
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Chaos
United States772 Posts
It's interesting how something simple like "glhf" can be so seemingly insignificant but its really what I feel like is the perfect thing to say when it comes to living life. Good luck and have fun :D | ||
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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Bwenjarin Raffrack
United States322 Posts
On September 21 2010 09:52 boesthius wrote: I'm going to have to have surgery soon, and I have no qualms with this idea. I have to go under the knife to eradicate an abscess that is deeply rooted in my lower back. It's not the first time I've had surgery, I had to have surgery on my right shoulder for a basketball injury. To be honest, I'm really not scared at all. Going under isn't that frightening and I know I'll be in good hands throughout the entire ordeal. It's something that needs to be done, and I'll end up benefiting greatly in the end. It's not a pilonidal cyst, is it? Thing's a bitch, definitely, and commonly recurs as well. | ||
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United States11637 Posts
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Korea (South)17174 Posts
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