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My Aunt committed suicide.

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SixSongs
Profile Blog Joined March 2006
Poland1455 Posts
September 07 2010 07:23 GMT
#1
I just found out that my aunt committed suicide.

She was diagnosed with breast cancer about 8 months ago. She had her breasts removed and was getting treatment. She was really depressed. Few hours ago she hang herself.
She's dead and I feel like shit. I'm not gonna be able to sleep. It's 3:22 am. I just wanted to share it with someone.
I hope shes in a better place.

****
The Prince of DroneS
Blackhawk13
Profile Joined April 2010
United States442 Posts
September 07 2010 07:28 GMT
#2
sucks man- sorry for your loss
theron[wdt]
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States395 Posts
September 07 2010 07:28 GMT
#3
my condolences to you and your family.
Footymd
Profile Joined May 2010
Canada105 Posts
September 07 2010 07:33 GMT
#4
Often the feeling of saying it to some one helps the healing process, if you find that you become depressed please seek help.
news
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
892 Posts
September 07 2010 07:33 GMT
#5
Cancer man. She's in less pain now. Just understand her pain, she probably had to do it. Move on, she definitely knew what was best for her. God knows how much she suffered.
"Althought it sounds sexism, and probably is, given the right context, we cannot classify the statement itself as a sexist statement by itself," - evanthebouncy!
Crimson
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
United States311 Posts
September 07 2010 07:33 GMT
#6
For me, music always helps. Whether it be listening to a favorite song, or playing your favorite instrument. Other then that, it just takes time. Things WILL get better. I am extremely sorry for your loss. I know where you are right now... I was there not too long ago myself. Not my aunt, but someone close to me. I'm really sorry man.
Thereisnosaurus
Profile Blog Joined February 2010
Australia1822 Posts
September 07 2010 07:34 GMT
#7
Not a good thing to have to go through. I hope you're ok and you can help the people close to her get through it.

Thanks for talking, too. So often people try and bottle it up and the bad stuff leaks out cracks when they're not watching. If there's anything we can do to help or take your mind off it, just ask
Poisonous Sheep counter Hydras
KinosJourney2
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Sweden1811 Posts
September 07 2010 07:44 GMT
#8
That sucks

I wish you and your family/relatives the best of luck in the future, hang in there :/
ocho wrote: EDIT: NEVERMIND, THIS THING HAS APM TECHNOLOGY OMG
Emon_
Profile Blog Joined November 2009
3925 Posts
September 07 2010 07:48 GMT
#9
Sorry for your loss
"I know that human beings and fish can coexist peacefully" -GWB ||
eSen1a
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
Australia1058 Posts
September 07 2010 07:48 GMT
#10
you must realise that when someone is suicidal their number one thought is esaping their pain. if anyone in your family feels they could have prevented this, they couldn't. if you or anyone in your family falls into depression, the most important thing is to talk about it and seek help.

condolences, stay safe man.
Goatlust
Profile Joined August 2009
Australia131 Posts
September 07 2010 07:58 GMT
#11
Sounds like she made a choice only she could make. You can disagree with it, but at the end of the day she had some good reasons and what's done is done.
3clipse
Profile Blog Joined September 2008
Canada2555 Posts
September 07 2010 08:01 GMT
#12
My cousin just hung himself last thursday. I got there before the paramedics did. It was absolutely horrible. I had a blog written up to get some things off my chest but decided not to post it. I know how hard it is... you have my condolences.
Liquid`Nazgul
Profile Blog Joined September 2002
22427 Posts
September 07 2010 08:03 GMT
#13


condolences I hope she is in a better place as well
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Sinensis
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States2513 Posts
September 07 2010 08:08 GMT
#14
My condolences for your loss. I'm sorry.
xiaofan
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States513 Posts
September 07 2010 08:08 GMT
#15
Kage
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
India788 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-09-07 08:10:34
September 07 2010 08:10 GMT
#16
Sorry for your loss dude.
Pawsom
Profile Blog Joined February 2009
United States928 Posts
September 07 2010 08:10 GMT
#17
I'm sorry for your loss man. My best friend just lost her grandma ( viewing was today), and her older brother's best friend just comitted suicide, and its been a real rough couple of days for thier whole family so just know that theres people going through the same thing as you.
MustSeeSC
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States83 Posts
September 07 2010 08:11 GMT
#18
My condolences, may she rest in peace.
"Cry in the Dojo, Laugh in the Battlefield"
Bub
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
United States3518 Posts
September 07 2010 08:21 GMT
#19
Wow man I'm sorry
XK ßubonic
Biff The Understudy
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
France7971 Posts
September 07 2010 08:24 GMT
#20
On September 07 2010 16:28 theron[wdt] wrote:
my condolences to you and your family.

Same here. You shouldn't saty alone. Good friends is the best way to get over it.
The fellow who is out to burn things up is the counterpart of the fool who thinks he can save the world. The world needs neither to be burned up nor to be saved. The world is, we are. Transients, if we buck it; here to stay if we accept it. ~H.Miller
Chesner
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
Iceland817 Posts
September 07 2010 08:26 GMT
#21
my condolences, take it easy
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SultanVinegar
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
United States372 Posts
September 07 2010 08:55 GMT
#22
I've been through the suicide of a family member as well. If you ever want to talk pm me. Take care of yourself, and take care of your family.
I'm a Flash man.
Mortician
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
Bulgaria2332 Posts
September 07 2010 09:00 GMT
#23
My condolences :/
"If anything, the skill cap in sc2 is higher [than sc1] because there are a lot more things you can do at one given time. " darmousseh
Never.Die
Profile Joined March 2010
Japan189 Posts
September 07 2010 09:48 GMT
#24
Sucks, man. There was a study done, saying if you played video games within 8 hours after the trauma that you experienced, you'll forget most of it, or just when ever you think about it, you'll feel numb towards it. I found this to be true when my grandmother ended up at the hospital, and I put the theory to the test. It's pretty much a blurry memory.
Grend
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
1600 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-09-07 10:08:12
September 07 2010 10:04 GMT
#25
Just having a blurry memory of someone you cared for dying sounds horrible.
♞ Against the Wind - Bob Seger ♞
O-ops
Profile Joined February 2009
United States4236 Posts
September 07 2010 10:14 GMT
#26
My sincerest condolences.
Fan of the Jangbanger
Whole
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States6046 Posts
September 07 2010 11:13 GMT
#27
On September 07 2010 16:28 theron[wdt] wrote:
my condolences to you and your family.

riptide
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
5673 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-09-07 11:22:04
September 07 2010 11:21 GMT
#28
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
AdministratorSKT T1 | Masters of the Universe
Snet *
Profile Blog Joined September 2006
United States3573 Posts
September 07 2010 11:34 GMT
#29
It's really a shame man. I'm sorry to hear about your loss. People receiving treatment can be really hard to read. It can appear that they are fine and coping with their disease, but really they are on the verge of suicide like this and no one has a clue. Hope your family is doing ok.
BLinD-RawR
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
ALLEYCAT BLUES50627 Posts
September 07 2010 12:31 GMT
#30
On September 07 2010 16:28 theron[wdt] wrote:
my condolences to you and your family.


same here.

My dad died to cancer 8 years ago,so I understand what you're going through.
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SixSongs
Profile Blog Joined March 2006
Poland1455 Posts
September 07 2010 12:34 GMT
#31
Thank you all. I feel better.
The Prince of DroneS
BloodDrunK
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Bangladesh2767 Posts
September 07 2010 12:39 GMT
#32
Sorry for your loss man.my condolences.
You have the power to create your own destiny.
ItsPaul
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
Australia177 Posts
September 07 2010 12:50 GMT
#33
Condolences dude.
CheAse
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Canada919 Posts
September 07 2010 13:25 GMT
#34
my condolences, you should get out with some friends to get it off your mind.
SCV good to go sir
Mickey
Profile Blog Joined July 2005
United States2606 Posts
September 07 2010 16:42 GMT
#35
I'm terribly sorry. Hang in there and be strong.
ironchef
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
Canada1350 Posts
September 07 2010 17:20 GMT
#36
My condolences.
“Because your own strength is unequal to the task, do not assume that it is beyond the powers of man; but if anything is within the powers and province of man, believe that it is within your own compass also.” - Marcus Aurelius
Alou
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
United States3748 Posts
September 07 2010 17:30 GMT
#37
I hope she is in a better place.
Life is Good.
PlaGuE_R
Profile Blog Joined February 2010
France1151 Posts
September 07 2010 17:50 GMT
#38
So sorry man, I feel your pain, My aunt died of cancer earlier this year and few months after that a good friend of mine fell off a mountain to his death just trust me on this, life goes on, and the people you care about and who care about you, gone or still with us, want you to live your life.

And you're not alone, we're all here to support you

R.I.P Sixsongs' aunt
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xxSK8rGUy277xx
Profile Joined September 2010
300 Posts
September 07 2010 19:04 GMT
#39
On September 07 2010 16:23 SixSongs wrote:
Few hours ago she hang herself.


On September 08 2010 01:42 Mickey wrote:
Hang in there and be strong.


Shame on you Mickey.
JinNJuice
Profile Joined June 2010
United States255 Posts
September 07 2010 20:22 GMT
#40
On September 08 2010 04:04 xxSK8rGUy277xx wrote:
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On September 07 2010 16:23 SixSongs wrote:
Few hours ago she hang herself.


Show nested quote +
On September 08 2010 01:42 Mickey wrote:
Hang in there and be strong.


Shame on you Mickey.


Don't think he meant it like you're implying.

Sorry for your loss man.
GreatFall
Profile Blog Joined January 2010
United States1061 Posts
September 07 2010 20:25 GMT
#41
sorry to hear it. Very sad indeed.
Inventor of the 'Burning Tide' technique to quickly getting Outmatched Crusher achivement :D
AppleTart
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
United States1261 Posts
September 07 2010 20:36 GMT
#42
I am applying for a Ph.D. program for graduate school in cancer biology. I will now work even harder to make help those with cancer. Really, it's a terrible thing and I want to do what I can to help the future.
My deepest condolences to you and her family. I know she is in a better place now.
always tired -_-
Kerotan
Profile Blog Joined May 2008
England2109 Posts
September 07 2010 21:09 GMT
#43
Stay strong, my deepest condolences to you and your family, may your aunt rest in peace.
Nerdette // External revolution - Internal revolution // Fabulous // I raise my hands to heaven of curiosity // I don't know what to ask for // What has it got for me? // Kerribear
darklordjac
Profile Joined July 2010
Canada2231 Posts
September 08 2010 01:38 GMT
#44
Wow that really sucks sorry for your loss.
Mickey
Profile Blog Joined July 2005
United States2606 Posts
September 08 2010 05:36 GMT
#45
On September 08 2010 04:04 xxSK8rGUy277xx wrote:
Show nested quote +
On September 07 2010 16:23 SixSongs wrote:
Few hours ago she hang herself.


Show nested quote +
On September 08 2010 01:42 Mickey wrote:
Hang in there and be strong.


Shame on you Mickey.

Wow.... I'm such an asshole. My fault for a terrible choice of words.
StorkHwaiting
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
United States3465 Posts
September 08 2010 05:47 GMT
#46
Sorry to hear it, Sixsongs. My grandfather hung himself to escape the pain of stomach cancer when I was young. Luckily, I was too young to comprehend what happened. It's a sad thing, but at the same time, sometimes it's selfish to hold on to loved ones when they are suffering and yearn to move on.

Anyhow, hope you and your family will have some brighter days in the near future.
Sokalo
Profile Joined May 2010
United States375 Posts
September 08 2010 05:57 GMT
#47
Sorry for your loss.

On September 08 2010 05:36 AppleTart wrote:
I am applying for a Ph.D. program for graduate school in cancer biology. I will now work even harder to make help those with cancer. Really, it's a terrible thing and I want to do what I can to help the future.
My deepest condolences to you and her family. I know she is in a better place now.


Kudos to you.

I also find it appalling how little attention medical and biological research gets, especially when compared to how much money and talent we throw away on utter crap. A 60 trillion dollar world economy and we're throwing scraps at the problems that wreak havoc on the quality of life around the globe. Anyway, best of luck to you, and the world be a nicer place if their were a few more AppleTarts.
"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on, or by imbeciles who really mean it."
mardi
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States1164 Posts
September 08 2010 07:30 GMT
#48
oh man... sorry for what happened... go on a run or a long walk... it helps...
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