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Profile Blog Joined February 2007
Canada2419 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-11-11 01:42:52
November 11 2009 01:41 GMT
#1
I dont post much on teamliquid, but decided to make a blog just to say that I am very happy to be alive right now. In the past, I took alot of things for granted, and because of that, viewed the world a certain way. This has all changed.

On sunday, I awoke with a stabbing pain in my lower abdomen. Being the stubborn guy I am, I decided to ignore the pain, and continue on with my day. Little did I know that was a big mistake. A few hours later, I was on my living room floor, screaming in agony, as my lower abdoman continually stabbed me with some of the most unbearable pain i've experienced. Within a few hours, I went from agitated and in moderate pain, to full fledged screaming and rolling around. My appendix burst.

Being the stubborn guy I am, I refused to goto the hospital, and instead thought I was just ill. As my insides filled with toxins, my girlfriend was finally able to convince me to get up and goto the hospital. We walked. It was 10blocks total, with all kinds of puss/feces/toxins swirling inside me. As I got to the front door I collapsed, and was rushed to the ER.

After 30minutes of screaming, and 3 morphine shots, I was told my appendix burst open, and I had about 8hours to get into surgury and remove it, along with all of the toxins before gangreen set in, and ended my life. Never facing such news before, I became distraught with emotion. I felt horrible for ignoring my girlfriends pleas , and my families concerns. After 4 hours and 2 surguries, I was able to pull out with my life. It has been 3 days now, and even though I am in excruciating pain (<3 morphine) I just wanted to say, it feels great to be alive, and still a part of this amazing community.

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MMAspec
Profile Joined November 2009
20 Posts
November 11 2009 01:43 GMT
#2
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joohyunee
Profile Blog Joined May 2005
Korea (South)1087 Posts
November 11 2009 01:45 GMT
#3
On November 11 2009 10:43 MMAspec wrote:
Definitely a life changing experience.


So is posting on TL - welcome!

@op: get better soon!
Frits
Profile Joined March 2003
11782 Posts
November 11 2009 01:45 GMT
#4
ya life owns
seRapH
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States9777 Posts
November 11 2009 01:46 GMT
#5
...holy shit.
glad to have you alive too
boomer hands
Terranist
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
United States2496 Posts
November 11 2009 01:46 GMT
#6
good thing you're canadian. that universal healthcare thing is pretty neat.
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Zortch
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
Canada635 Posts
November 11 2009 01:46 GMT
#7
Geeze, crazy story.
Hope you feel better soon!
Respect is everything. ~ARchon
eXigent.
Profile Blog Joined February 2007
Canada2419 Posts
November 11 2009 01:48 GMT
#8
On November 11 2009 10:46 Terranist wrote:
good thing you're canadian. that universal healthcare thing is pretty neat.


yes it is! I had my wallet stolen 2 weeks ago, and couldnt even provide a healthcare card, and still was able to be admitted and operated on within a few hours.
sung_moon
Profile Blog Joined September 2008
United States10110 Posts
November 11 2009 01:50 GMT
#9
does the appendix even have any use functions? or is it basically a bomb sinside your body and if it goes off hurts like hell?

get better man... your description gives me the chills
Forever Young
eXigent.
Profile Blog Joined February 2007
Canada2419 Posts
November 11 2009 01:55 GMT
#10
On November 11 2009 10:50 sung_moon wrote:
does the appendix even have any use functions? or is it basically a bomb sinside your body and if it goes off hurts like hell?

get better man... your description gives me the chills


the purpose of the appendix is still unknown to doctors, so yeah I guess it's like a bomb waiting to go off lol.
OpticalShot
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
Canada6330 Posts
November 11 2009 02:01 GMT
#11
Glad you're ok now bro, yay for universal healthcare! I'm haven't been super-ill yet (thankfully) so I haven't had the opportunity to appreciate the healthcare first-hand, but these kind of stories remind me it's good to have healthcare than not.
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emperorchampion
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
Canada9496 Posts
November 11 2009 02:03 GMT
#12
Get better soon man, and thank God for Canada.

On November 11 2009 10:50 sung_moon wrote:
does the appendix even have any use functions? or is it basically a bomb sinside your body and if it goes off hurts like hell?

get better man... your description gives me the chills


From what I remember from Biology it was speculated to be a "hiding" place for the various bacteria and stuff that inhabits your intestines. So if you ever have a system cleaning condition- bad diarrhea or whatever- the bacteria can re-inhabit your system. This is just what my teacher said so I could be totally out to lunch, also that was 2.5 yrs ago.
TRUEESPORTS || your days as a respected member of team liquid are over
chobopeon
Profile Blog Joined May 2003
United States7342 Posts
November 11 2009 02:03 GMT
#13
On November 11 2009 10:48 eXigent. wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2009 10:46 Terranist wrote:
good thing you're canadian. that universal healthcare thing is pretty neat.


yes it is! I had my wallet stolen 2 weeks ago, and couldnt even provide a healthcare card, and still was able to be admitted and operated on within a few hours.


wow. incredible.
:O
Catch]22
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Sweden2683 Posts
November 11 2009 02:04 GMT
#14
It has been a while, but I felt really happy about life about half a year ago, and have felt it several times before, like a feeling of euphoria that just washes over you.

It's really amazing.
251
Profile Blog Joined March 2008
United States1401 Posts
November 11 2009 02:04 GMT
#15
On November 11 2009 10:46 majesty.k)seRapH wrote:
...holy shit.
glad to have you alive too

"If you can chill..........then chill."
Jyvblamo
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
Canada13788 Posts
November 11 2009 02:08 GMT
#16
Don't get addicted to the morphine.
Frits
Profile Joined March 2003
11782 Posts
November 11 2009 02:12 GMT
#17
On November 11 2009 11:03 choboPEon wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2009 10:48 eXigent. wrote:
On November 11 2009 10:46 Terranist wrote:
good thing you're canadian. that universal healthcare thing is pretty neat.


yes it is! I had my wallet stolen 2 weeks ago, and couldnt even provide a healthcare card, and still was able to be admitted and operated on within a few hours.


wow. incredible.


Well it's not like they can just leave you to die right there.
seRapH
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States9777 Posts
November 11 2009 02:14 GMT
#18
On November 11 2009 11:12 Frits wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2009 11:03 choboPEon wrote:
On November 11 2009 10:48 eXigent. wrote:
On November 11 2009 10:46 Terranist wrote:
good thing you're canadian. that universal healthcare thing is pretty neat.


yes it is! I had my wallet stolen 2 weeks ago, and couldnt even provide a healthcare card, and still was able to be admitted and operated on within a few hours.


wow. incredible.


Well it's not like they can just leave you to die right there.


but they could charge you for more than your life's worth (not that your life is worthless )
boomer hands
Husky
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
United States3362 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-11-11 02:26:55
November 11 2009 02:26 GMT
#19
holy fuckballs

This is a good life lesson to anyone who finds themselves in the same position. I am a stubborn asshole myself but man, I'm going to have to pay attention if something like this happens.

Edit:
On November 11 2009 11:03 choboPEon wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2009 10:48 eXigent. wrote:
On November 11 2009 10:46 Terranist wrote:
good thing you're canadian. that universal healthcare thing is pretty neat.


yes it is! I had my wallet stolen 2 weeks ago, and couldnt even provide a healthcare card, and still was able to be admitted and operated on within a few hours.


wow. incredible.


Oh man... maybe some day in this country. Some day....
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numLoCK
Profile Blog Joined November 2008
Canada1416 Posts
November 11 2009 02:29 GMT
#20
Great to hear!
Just as a side note: were you ever eXigent[Life]?
paper
Profile Blog Joined September 2004
13196 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-11-11 02:32:50
November 11 2009 02:32 GMT
#21
holy shitttt

i hope this never happens to me : (

glad you're alive tho :D
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cunninglinguists
Profile Blog Joined November 2008
United States925 Posts
November 11 2009 03:39 GMT
#22
carpe diem sir. carpe diem.
ketomai
Profile Joined June 2007
United States2789 Posts
November 11 2009 03:47 GMT
#23
Ah wow OP, GJ on surviving. Hope you listen to your GF from now on :O.

About the appendix thing, I just always thought it was a vestigial organ that was left over from earlier in evolution kinda like tonsils and you actually don't need them.
il0seonpurpose
Profile Blog Joined January 2007
Korea (South)5638 Posts
November 11 2009 03:55 GMT
#24
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!
Always
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
United States376 Posts
November 11 2009 03:56 GMT
#25
It's good to live! =)

Congrats on the successful surgery!
"Do unto others 20% better than you would expect them to do unto you, to correct for subjective error." - Linus Pauling
Equaoh
Profile Joined October 2008
Canada427 Posts
November 11 2009 04:08 GMT
#26
The appendix is like a backup brain for the body, it controls the lower abdomen + penis.

Also GJ staying alive, healthcare represent!
MMAspec
Profile Joined November 2009
20 Posts
November 11 2009 05:22 GMT
#27
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JeeJee
Profile Blog Joined July 2003
Canada5652 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-11-11 05:33:42
November 11 2009 05:32 GMT
#28
from what i've been told, it's like emperorchampion said, appendix is like a holding place for various bacteria shit that inhabits your intestines so that if they ever get flushed out for whatever reason (some sickness etc) they can repopulate so u don't die. from what i remember there was some fairly recent study on it or sth. now it's pretty rare that they'd all get flushed out so ppl that had 'em removed shouldn't really worry =p

i'm sure you can read it up on wiki or w/e
(\o/)  If you want it, you find a way. Otherwise you find excuses. No exceptions.
 /_\   aka Shinbi (requesting a name change since 27/05/09 ☺)
Impervious
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
Canada4212 Posts
November 11 2009 05:38 GMT
#29
This is why you need to be careful with pain. It is a natural response when something is wrong. It is telling us that something needs to be fixed. I've learned this from experience. I'll give 2 examples.

I was walking in my back yard, and I tripped. I broke my leg at my ankle - both my tibia and fibula. It hurt like hell, but I thought it was only sprained. I got up and tried to walk it off. That failed miserably. Still, I didn't think I needed to get to the hospital. When I finally was talked into going by my mother (I was in grade 8 at the time), it was almost 8 hours after I broke it. I didn't see a doctor for hours, because I didn't describe the injury as being as bad as it really was. I was in surgery to fix it the next day, and it took hours to reconstruct my ankle. The surgeon prescribed me 6 months of T3's, and told me that I was not allowed to put any pressure on my ankle for 4 months. I was walking in my cast in 2 months, and I used a grand total of 3 T3 pills.....

In grade 12+, I was playing in our first game of football of the season. It was my final season of football, even though I had to go back for another year. I was going to be on the field every play of every game, and looking forward to it. But, on a 3rd and short, I get stuck in the bottom of a pile. I get up and go to the huddle, and I notice my wrist is limp, and isn't doing anything when I try to move it. I go off the field, and see the medic. She wraps it up, telling me that I have a fracture, that I have to be out for the rest of the game, but should be fine for next week. Later that evening, my mother tricks me into going to the hospital. It turns out I broke my arm, and a number of small bones in my wrist, as well as dislodged a few of the bones in my wrist. After they reset it, I get a cast on, and the doctor tells me that I shouldn't play football for the rest of the season. So, with my last year of football on the line, I can't accept that I'm out in the first game. I go and see a bunch of doctors, until one finally lets me play with a cast on. Fortunately, I'm allowed back on the field, with my cast wrapped for the safety of others. Unfortunately, I'm not allowed to play every position I was going to, and am stuck on offensive line only. It took me getting down and doing pushups before that doctor would allow me to play with the cast.

So, since these incidents, I've been more careful whenever I think there might be something wrong with me. It's also why I can really appreciate being Canadian.
~ \(ˌ)im-ˈpər-vē-əs\ : not capable of being damaged or harmed.
DivinO
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
United States4796 Posts
November 11 2009 05:43 GMT
#30
Oh my...

Glad to hear you're alright. Be careful next time.
LiquipediaBrain in my filth.
Grobyc
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
Canada18410 Posts
November 11 2009 05:44 GMT
#31
D:

glad you're here though!

thank god for your GF as well
If you watch Godzilla backwards it's about a benevolent lizard who helps rebuild a city and then moonwalks into the ocean.
Grobyc
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
Canada18410 Posts
November 11 2009 05:45 GMT
#32
On November 11 2009 14:22 MMAspec wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2009 13:08 Equaoh wrote:
The appendix is like a backup brain for the body, it controls the lower abdomen + penis.

Also GJ staying alive, healthcare represent!


Unless it holds it from growing, my friend definitely has a bigger one and he had appendix removed.

what?
If you watch Godzilla backwards it's about a benevolent lizard who helps rebuild a city and then moonwalks into the ocean.
Snet *
Profile Blog Joined September 2006
United States3573 Posts
November 11 2009 05:54 GMT
#33
Well that sucks lol.
Divinek
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
Canada4045 Posts
November 11 2009 06:09 GMT
#34
Good lesson not to ignore your body I'd say. It's good that you're okay, but even better that you learned
Never attribute to malice that which can be adequately explained by stupidity.
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Equaoh
Profile Joined October 2008
Canada427 Posts
November 11 2009 06:30 GMT
#35
On November 11 2009 14:22 MMAspec wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2009 13:08 Equaoh wrote:
The appendix is like a backup brain for the body, it controls the lower abdomen + penis.

Also GJ staying alive, healthcare represent!


Unless it holds it from growing, my friend definitely has a bigger one and he had appendix removed.


Yeah, how did you think penis enlargement surgeries worked? They remove parts of the appendix, less innervation to the muscles holding your penis inside the body, penis descends -> is big
BookTwo
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
1985 Posts
November 11 2009 06:36 GMT
#36
wow, that's some story. hope the pain subsides.
tree.hugger
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Philadelphia, PA10406 Posts
November 11 2009 07:58 GMT
#37
Happened to my dad too.

He's a stoic (a trait I kinda share) and waited until the day after it burst to follow up on the specialist that his GP recommended. Almost died.

Not a fun experience, I hear ya man.
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starfries
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Canada3508 Posts
November 11 2009 08:29 GMT
#38
Wow, I'm impressed you just tried to ignore it. Usually for little things its ok to just suck it up but generally excruciating pain is a bad sign... anyways glad to hear it turned out well. and at least you know it can't happen again.
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meeple
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Canada10211 Posts
November 11 2009 09:41 GMT
#39
Damn... thats intense. That kind of stuff isn't something to ignore. No wonder women live longer.
theron[wdt]
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States395 Posts
November 11 2009 11:23 GMT
#40
good god, burst appendix=bad. a life changer
nayumi
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Australia6499 Posts
November 11 2009 11:30 GMT
#41
I can't believe I'm actually saying this but ... next time, listen to your girl friend ...
Sugoi monogatari onii-chan!
Frits
Profile Joined March 2003
11782 Posts
November 11 2009 14:42 GMT
#42
On November 11 2009 14:45 Grobyc wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2009 14:22 MMAspec wrote:
On November 11 2009 13:08 Equaoh wrote:
The appendix is like a backup brain for the body, it controls the lower abdomen + penis.

Also GJ staying alive, healthcare represent!


Unless it holds it from growing, my friend definitely has a bigger one and he had appendix removed.

what?


What, you don't know the penis size of all your friends? Shameful.
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