Confess something - Page 16

On January 20 2007 00:54 evanthebouncy~ wrote:
Man we're pretty fucked up actually. Okay I'll chip in one more, this one's pretty fucked up too...

On January 21 2007 12:55 ~AreS] wrote:
Leave it to a secluded StarCraft player to call someone ugly.

On January 21 2007 12:55 ~AreS] wrote:
Leave it to a secluded StarCraft player to call someone ugly.

On January 21 2007 22:52 Chibi[OWNS] wrote:
im hideous and socially inept but i can sure as hell tell you whats hot or not

On January 20 2007 00:54 evanthebouncy~ wrote:
Man we're pretty fucked up actually. Okay I'll chip in one more, this one's pretty fucked up too...

When I first moved to U.S. dad and I shared house with some other families. we were kinda poor back then so along w/ other poor engineers, operators, w/ their kids we lived in the boss's house so it's cheaper rent. So as it happened one of the pair we lived w/ is a mom and her daughter, she's like 2 yrs older than me, exactly the same birthday. She's not exactly pretty but she's rather descent looking. She was pretty tall and strong build yet very curvasive.

Being a 13 yr old I was rly horny and I pretty much want to fuck what ever that moves. She liked to take showers, and I've been trying to see her naked for pretty much all those time we spend together. After some attempts I pushed down one of the blinds on the restroom window down so I can sneak outside of the house into the yard and walk on the outside of the restroom window and watch her take shower/change/wash her vagina after period or w/e and get hard and happy. I've done this for about ten times and then one day...

I was in my room pretending to watch TV but kept my door open so I can see down the hall way. It's like 11 pm or something... So then I saw a shadow moved across the ground and heard a door shut. So I quietly sneaked out of my room, opened the front door and shut it lightly. It's so fucking cold outside. I sneaked into the back yard and went around to the window. As usual I looked inside the crack I made on the blind and saw her taking off her cloths. She was wearing some sort of tight undergarment and I got too excited starring at her taking off her cloths when her mom walked into the restroom and glanced up. Then all hell broke loose...

"SOMEONE'S WATCHING OUTSIDE!" She shouted and she quickly walked over to the blind and shut it close with a sweep of her hand.

Now I'm fucked, I thought. How the hell could I get back into my bedroom w/ out them know I had been outside! SHIT SHIT SHIT. I just pretended to be sleepy walking, I pretended that if they call me I'd fake to be startled and "wake up". I walked, I was so fucking nervous. What if dad finds out, shit he'd fucking skin me alive. So then inch by inch I creeped back to the front door, I moved out of the yard, I mvoed toward the door.

I stood by the door for full five minutes, shivering in the cold, scared out of my mind.
Finally, with a resolution, with the conviction that I could pull off the sleep walk. I eased open the door.

The corridor was empty.

I quickly shut the door behind me with out much noise, and in a mad dash of silence I was back into my room, safe. They hadn't noticed it was me.

The next day while eating breakfast together I felt as if something terrible was going to tear open my skull and jump out spraying blood everywhere. I felt so sick and tired and anxies. Then her mom asked,

"Hey did you guys see anybody walked outside of this hosue last night?"
Everybody was like "No nope what happened?"
"O I just heard someone walking and I even checked the door was unlocked, so I wonder what's going on."
"O haha maybe the house is haunted!"
I chuckled w/ the rest of the crowd.

I was so shocked of my own audacity. I was so ashamed and frightened I couldn't masterbate for several months afterwards. Whenever I tried to masterbate I saw her mom's round wild eyes and her shout "SOMEONE'S WATCHING!" O god it's terrible...

After 2 weeks of this incident we moved out because the company is doing bad and we gotta find our own apartment. Dad and I moved to an apartment in Sunnyvale while the girl and her mom moved into another one in Cupertino. We helped them move all the furnitures. Before they moved to east coast we still visited their apartment regularly and we ate and had fun, they had no clue it was I who's sneaking looks, they had no clue it was I who fixed the blind so I can see.

They still don't.

I liked her alot, in a different way now. She was really a good role model, very deligent and hard worker, her mom didn't know how to speak english very well so the girl had to stick up for her pretty much wherever she went, translating and buying tickets, arranging transports when they're moving to east coast ect. She was very competent, my mom respected her alot too. I think she now goes to Princeton iirc, which's all cool. And pretty much the time we kids ran around the house, me and another kid 2 yr younger than me, she was sort of like an older sister taking care of us all the time, cooking when the parents are out and stuff.

I owe her one. Man Evan Man... that shit was embarassing...

On January 22 2007 00:10 ffaakkoovv wrote:
i once peeped my mom taking shower.....and she saw me......

i should die.

On January 22 2007 00:33 Hollow wrote:

fucking sick hope you are kidding

On January 22 2007 00:39 Gokey wrote:

we're not here to judge, ffaakkoovv... i'm sure you've done much much worse things in your life