The Letting Off Steam Thread - Page 116

Saw a guy in business suit who was holding his head and looked sad at lunch. Was pretty pissed at self that I didn't stop to talk to him.

Why is it that I got all the bad genes of the family? Everyone in my family is exceptionally smart, from my parents to my sister who now attends a top 25 school. Apparently I just so happened to be the lucky guy who inherits none of the good characteristics. Now if everyone was mediocre my life might be easier, but right now, I feel that unless I put in a massive effort to completely change who I am, I'm going to end up being the embarrassment of the family. Sad thing is people also expect a lot from me based on this, so I always have this feeling that I am not meeting expectations. Nothing like having 100 reasons to prevent a build up of confidence during a time when I desperately need it .

FUCK STEREOCHEMISTRY Y U SO HARD

stereochemistry: normally when i do a set of practice problems and get all but one right, i feel satisfied, like i have a reasonable mastery of the topic. not for this shit. even if i go 9/10, i'm just left with the vague, uneasy feeling that it was a fluke. just like nuclear warfare, there is no victory in doing stereochemistry.

although there are mutant babies b/c thalidomide.

Why is it that people try to obviously get into my partner and I's head during a tennis match? Like, I get it, you're bad, but don't attempt to obviously mind game me when you know it won't work. What makes it worse is when parents get involved and start making game calls and attempting to get into my head / my partners head. What the actual fuck, this is a highschool regional tennis tournament, not the Civil War, let's calm it a bit guys.

I fucking hate not knowing what to do.

It's not that I have no idea what to do, quite the opposite actually. There are multiple options infront of me, leading to multiple different outcomes, all of which are mutually exclusive. All of which have pros and cons. And I can't figure out which will be the better decision.

But I have to make a decision and stick with it, otherwise all of the opportunities may slip away, and I'll be left with nothing. And that is not a very enticing prospect.....

My problem is that I'm starting to doubt myself in my ability to make decisions like this. I've relied on my gut instincts, and making sure I never look back and wonder "what if?", hoping that it would be good enough to make the right call. The last 2 years haven't reinforced my view that I am good at making these big decisions.....

I really wish this teacher would actually TEACH this class! I don't spend all this money for this teacher to talk about his life and for your shitty jokes. Teach me about microbiology! I don't even really need this class, I just need to know the basics and yet you won't even help us. You tell us to ask you on how to study for some tips. All you say is READ THE BOOK. Not even pointing me in any direction.

I am so tired of dealing with stupid fucking people. I talked to a guy today that didn't know what subtraction is, and he is in college. I don't even understand how you could possibly be that stupid. I am tired of people watching the shittiest shows on TV and talking about them like they are the best thing ever. I am tired of girls being so fucking obsessed with Harry Potter and Disney. Why do people actively enjoy and participate in jokes and ideas that are obviously stupid bullshit. Everyone around me is so lost in their own world of stupidity that I am convinced they can not even hear themselves speak. People think I'm kidding when I tell them to shut the fuck up but I am totally serious.

what a horrible thing, why did they do that..? Facebook changed the friends list to show the "most spoken with" order, rather than the alphabetical order... You realise some things, my few friends...

Girl drama tied to work drama. Christ, kill me.

tl;dr; girl comes to me with sexual advances, I pussy foot with it, and dance around.. when I should have gave an outright "no." I do decline, because i'm in a relation. Her friend reads the messages, goes to my girlfriend (of course, the story geared to defend her friend.. and paint me as the bad guy). Now no one is happy, and I can't concentrate on jack-all. Work will be awkward, relationship is gonna suffer quite a bit for awhile.

Shit pisses me off like mad. Also upsets me. I really can't do anything except sit here, and be eaten by myself, and the uncertainty of what's to come. I did nothing wrong. Flirting back was questionable, I suppose, and I regret that. But I did nothing.

I think i'd honestly rather just be single at this rate.

This isnt a balanced game. It never was. Unit wise im sure it balanced at the pro fucking level but effort and skillwise its not close. If i lose an engagement against toss, its game over. If he gets 4 bases up its over. If i am not staring at my army constantly and something happens its over. If i dont react perfectly to a plethora of retarded cheeses its over. If you turn the tables its nothing, toss just doesnt lose to anything if they play turtle and build a deathball Its not even something that the balance team can fix its just a design imbalance that is hopeless. so fuck this game and fuck toss.

I DONT KNOW WHAT IVE DONE BUT
EVERYTHING ON TEAMLIQUID IS SMALLER THAN IT USED TO BE
I HAVE ZOOMED OUT SOMEHOW AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT
ROAR

HSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

THE STEAM HAS BEEN LET <3

Fucking up yet another essay. I mean seriously, how can I be so fucking bad at understanding title questions?!

Fuck Protoss

I just missed graduation rehearsal because I actually have things to do during finals week, not just fuck around and drink beer. Seriously, they are going to let me fucking walk

Also, if you don't want my inbox to fill up stop spamming me with fucking emails about the goings on in every single fucking room across campus. Nobody gives a fuck what you are doing Art Majors club, and you can use mailing lists that don't go to the entire fucking school