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Situations are irrelevant now.
She loves the way that I tease,
I love the way that she breathes
I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh.
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night
She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.
Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.
The frustration it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put it in my lap
*It's way too... she said once you have me you'll always come back.
She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.
Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.
I know you love to resist
and all it takes is a kiss
and you just love to hate me.
You know you love all the lies
so don’t act surprised
that I just love to hate you.
I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who love to hate. [Breathing]
(Whoa) Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your latest fashion
Darling (leave me) what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (darling) go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your favorite passion
So basically, I had this dilemma I dealt with, I just wanted to know if it was the right thing or not. This girl used to be my best friend, and I'll block out the sexual things we have done, I loved her, but soon, we grew apart. I was in love with her, and I think she just loved me, I wasn't sure. But man, why do I continue to regret things with her. For example, on Valentine's Day, her boyfriend only got her one rose. Not exaggerating or making me feel better either. I, instead, bought her $120 worth of flowers, lilys and such.
Moving on, we grew apart, didn't care for each other. However, I was still friends with her best friend(oh boy), and we hit things off, not saying we were dating or anything but deep conversations about life in general and each other. This went on on Myspace, then she one day added me. Probably just a week ago or so.
She called me the other night, we talked for half an hour, then she had to go but promised she will call later.
Promises ARE meant to be broken, I'm afraid. I guess I'm one of the considerate few who, ahead of time if the promises cannot be met, I tell the other person.
She never called. It went on til days, she wasn't busy I was sure of this as she have posted bulletins about random shit I did not care about.
I ignored it.
Then tonight, she made a bulletin, "Phone, anyone?"
I don't get girls. Are they straight-up ditching me as if it was a game or what? I don't know.
I messaged her about it, confronted her. Deleted her. I didn't care anymore. *yes, sorry for "myspace" drama*
I knew she would make excuses, lies, etc. She called me, I didn't pick up, hoping she just called and that's that. She left a voicemail, somewhat angry voiemail too. Half-apologizing while somewhere along in her sentences, there were hints of "I don't care, I'm not really apologizing."
She said she has a life. I know this, we all do.
She said she had something that came up and couldn't call. Fine, I accept this.
She said she wanted to call but didn't know if I was sleeping or not. Okay, she knows I don't sleep.
But before all this, I called her before, she didn't call back, until I messaged/confronted her.
I called her back after listening to the voicemail. And I said, "I know and understand you have a life, but you were up on Myspace making a bulletin asking people to call you. And you said you don't have time?" After that, she apologized and whatnot. I did not care, I told her I did not care and said bye.
I contemplated on whether or not to delete her number again. I did not have her number for over a year, I finally deleted her.
My question to you, TL, is this, do you know someone like this? Who makes up lies, and excuses and only talk to you when they need you? I felt kind of bad for what I did, but I regretted a lot of things with her.
Ah, I love my blogs, so emo.
<3
 
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I assume this girl is college aged considering you're 2 years older than I am. That comes as a surprise to me because she sounds like she is acting like a 14 year old. It's probably for the best that you chose to move on.
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United States20661 Posts
Good man.
And yes, I do. It really annoys me.
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you learn that all girls are bitches, so you become emotionally distant to them; then you're called player.
fuck themmm play em all! :D
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and girls wonder where all the nice guys went.. seriously behavior like that forces majority of nice guys to become so pissed off that they wonder if its seriously worth it or not..
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There are nice girls too, I am not trying to generalize all girls as bitches. What's with my emo threads, no one likes them, they rate it 1's o_o
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Spenguin
Australia3316 Posts
+ Show Spoiler +I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out.
What happened to all the nice guys?
The answer is simple: you did.
See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you.
At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.
Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you werent dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship. So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the bar scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"
Well, once again, you did.
You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.
Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.
So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:
1.) Build a time machine.
2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.
3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab ahold of it.
I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.
If you were five years younger.
So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've fucked yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bullshit and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't fucking want you, now.
Sincerely,
A Recovering Nice Guy
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not really generalizing all girls as bitches but ever so often i hear that qn and it kinda irks me to be honest.. we just have to see how lucky we are i guess..
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United States43554 Posts
$1 says you obsess about her for another few months. Any takers?
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I love Escape the Fate 
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On May 04 2008 18:05 Raithed wrote:
Who makes up lies, and excuses and only talk to you when they need you?
Girls do man.
I've had my share of them and seriously some girls are just not worth it. Just let go.
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When girls do something like this, just ignore them rather than give them the benefit of knowing that you give so much of a shit over a simple phone call.
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If you want to forget about her then go ahead and delete her # and msn or whatever. If you run into her be polite and excuse yourself as soon as you can, don't straight up ignore her. Good way to cut your losses and go, no stupid drama and keepin it classsy.
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On May 04 2008 21:04 Kwark wrote:
$1 says you obsess about her for another few months. Any takers?
I loved her, yes, obsessed? No.
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