The other day i dreamt of her and my will was weak and i sent her an e-mail, which she awnsered quite quickly. So today we chated over MSN and she showed me all the stuff i've ever given to her stored in her closet, remembering old times, laughin a bit etc. And when i touch the BF subject she says "fine" and abrutply changes the subject. I didnt want to dig in further but that disturbs me. Either she doesnt want me to find out they're on trouble or just want me to stay outside the line.
So then we kept chatting for a bit more (1 hour) and i invited her to launch. She said yes and we scheduled the day. I was planning to cook some spaghetti (her fav food) and another dish but i cant get a hold on something in my mind.
i hate i cant get over her, and i dont know whether or not i still have a chance. ill guess ill find out when we eat