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On September 18 2025 21:48 Peanutsc wrote:
I'm literally @posting at tech CEOs and commenting on LinkedIn post by ICE members and trying to get them to see that I understand what's going on with the internet and Kirk and stuff and I'm really good with AI and I can help save the world but nobody's listening. I'm so sad. I finally am ready to face the internet and nobody's there to face me.
This + your other recent post don't sound like they came from a healthy mind. Seek help.
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Maybe the analogy isn't quite landing, or perhaps people are struggling to understand the actual mechanism you are proposing here. What is a "refactoring protocol" in this case? What is "a-ethically" (not a real word)?
Taken in conjunction with your posts here, it feels closer to schizophrenic rambling than marketing for a novel product (is this AI even a tangible product, or are you just proposing ideas and hope that someone bites, develops it, and then cuts you in on the profit later?).
ETA: I meant psychiatric help, like from an actual specialist.
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Hey Peanut.
You're a good person and I will always have fond memories of us.
So I went through a similar type crisis after I blew myself up, so to speak, in the e-sports world... and the core shaking truth that if you don't find the right people, at the right time AND market yourself the right way even when things are at their BEST.... you just get left behind very quickly. That constant grind to always push, push, push slowly chips away at you. I get it.
When the realization that the non e-sports world does not care about the accomplishments you've made in an e-sports world. How hard it was to do that things you pioneered back in the day that seem common knowledge now. (Hello early days of Ustream, justin.tv, etc... lol)
Eventually, I found hobbies outside of e-sports and cultivated those. I never lost my love for StarCraft or regret any memories I've made, good or bad. Because they've formed the person that I am today.
All I can say is, take risks and branch out. Go big in e-sports if you truly want that to work, keep up that grind and keep pushing.
But if you've got that dread creeping in.... Don't waste another second. Don't let that dread take over and consume you.
Pivot.
Dont be afarid to find a new thing. I've pivoted a few different times. Oral Surgeon Assistant to the top regraded surgeon central oregon at one point... Warehouse manager... to Commercial Truck driver... and now dabbling with Stock Trading. LOL. Stock Trading is literally StarCraft/Poker on steroids. Testing strats, probing for information, is the cards those sellers holding just a bluff, can I push that with the longs? etc.
Anyways. e-sports doesn't define you The person you are, the values you cherish, define you. I see you. I can't tell you to "just be happy" because that's bullshit... But find people that will lift you up and fall back on them. Dont be afraid to open up to people, even people you haven't talked to in awhile, and it's a big ask to trust that they'll catch you and lift you up.... But I'd say 90% of people will do that, they'll lift you and support you, even if they don't know how to guide you... and the ones that don't... FUUUUUCK them! lol
You got this.
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France13015 Posts
"The core of what I've observed in working with AI for my emotional health"
What do you mean here? Like writing to ChatGPT or a similar chatbot about your emotional health? If yes, how is that working with AI?
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"Welcome to the desert of the real" ^_._^
Also:
"A "good" engagement rate is subjective, but generally, anything above 1% is considered good, while 3-5% is very strong, and above 5% is exceptional."
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Bisutopia19381 Posts
I'm around Peanut if you need to talk. You are awesome. Don't let your mind build a false narrative about you that isn't true. Life can and will be wonderful for you, don't give up!
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Awww thanks everyone. I guess I'll just bunker down and wait for the collapse of the global financial system and the reunification of Korea and then everyone will truly understand what I'm on about, lol.
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On September 20 2025 13:12 Peanutsc wrote:
Awww thanks everyone. I guess I'll just bunker down and wait for the collapse of the global financial system and the reunification of Korea and then everyone will truly understand what I'm on about, lol.
Or talk to ppl IRL and organize that way. I bet the engagement rate is way higher.
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On September 20 2025 13:12 Peanutsc wrote:
Awww thanks everyone. I guess I'll just bunker down and wait for the collapse of the global financial system and the reunification of Korea and then everyone will truly understand what I'm on about, lol.
I'm interested in hearing about the reunification of Korea. That sounds farfetched, but if you've written something about it, link it to me.
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