It's a relief to have that option at least instead of suffer interminably. The cost is weight gain and becoming like a drooling idiot. It makes me not ponder things like what are these drugs doing to me, is my personality being altered, am I possibly doing damage to my nervous system. Normally I'd be preoccupied with that kind of stuff.
Funny that it causes me to write blogs too. Almost all of my blog posts this year were written while on meds. Without them, when I feel like writing something I'll get shut down by inner voice telling me "too stupid, too boring, pretentious, unreadable". It seems so silly because who cares right? It's just not important. I wish I could feel that way without having to take medication. Need a brain transplant.