I actually want to thank all the people that bashed my previous couple of posts. It was a bit of a slap in the face for me, and I took a couple others from real life the following days. The good kind of slap, the ones that wake you up, that puts you back in your place.
Looking back, well... It's a bit like the day after a party where you blacked out and did some shit. You look through the pictures, or words, and wonder what the fuck got you there. And you know, some shame, some promise not to do that ever again, etc.
Fortunately, I wasn't actually drunk, if not on confidence. That's a new thing to me, not having second thoughts about what you're going to say/do. And I mean that, absolutely evething used to go through careful scrutiny before being...well most of the time not done at all in the end.
But second thoughts can be good, it's a matter of balance, and I went waaaaay overboard.
So yeah, lesson learned, moving on. Thanks guys, I'll see you soon.
I still have some crazy stuff I want to share haha