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Sad, shitty poetry

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banjoetheredskin
Profile Blog Joined November 2012
United States744 Posts
December 12 2014 03:09 GMT
#1
I'm sad so I wrote some shitty poetry. If for whatever reason you go through my past blogs, I was real dumbass, so please don't read them. I'm only 17 I'm still learning when to keep my goddamn mouth shut and not post dumb shit. I'll probably end up removing this, but maybe not. Enjoy

I'd rather
wait until tomorrow
to wipe up my tears
I'd rather
kick and scream and throw
than swallow my fears
I'd rather
wallow in self-pity
and feel no shame
I'd rather
face my mediocrity
than shift the blame
I'd rather
curl up and hide away,
crumpled like my tissues
I'd rather not
delude myself and pray--
like God can solve my issues
I'd rather not
tell them what happened;
they won't understand
I'd rather not
look forward to the end;
this suffering I can withstand
I'd rather not
wear this accepting mask;
pretending just hurts
I'd rather not
mind this dreaded task;
it still hurts

Fuck man I didn't even edit this, it doesn't even make sense, but I don't give a shit.

**
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Epishade
Profile Blog Joined November 2011
United States2267 Posts
December 12 2014 03:22 GMT
#2
Well... you weren't wrong with the title at least :D
Pinhead Larry in the streets, Dirty Dan in the sheets.
CosmicSpiral
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States15275 Posts
Last Edited: 2014-12-12 03:42:19
December 12 2014 03:41 GMT
#3
Too bad, already captured with screenshot.

If you need an ear, you know where to find me.
WriterWovon man nicht sprechen kann, darüber muß man schweigen.
lichter
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
1001 YEARS KESPAJAIL22272 Posts
December 12 2014 03:55 GMT
#4
If you need insults you know where to find me
AdministratorYOU MUST HEED MY INSTRUCTIONS TAKE OFF YOUR THIIIINGS
ninazerg
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
United States7291 Posts
December 12 2014 05:51 GMT
#5
I guess we have no sympathy for kids who are in pain and try to express it artistically to no avail because they have no other viable outlet. Well, that's a load of dildos.

I hope Sunshine Kitten will ease your broken heart, if only just a little:

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"If two pregnant women get into a fist fight, it's like a mecha-battle between two unborn babies." - Fyodor Dostoevsky
Olli
Profile Blog Joined February 2012
Austria24422 Posts
December 12 2014 08:48 GMT
#6
Have you ever considered a career in rap music?
Administrator"Declaring anything a disaster because aLive popped up out of nowhere is just downright silly."
nunez
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
Norway4003 Posts
December 12 2014 10:54 GMT
#7
can you perform this in a video and post it please, it would make my week.
5 stars, good effort qq.

@cosmicSpiral
do you have west african, big lobe, no piercing on stock? how much if so?
conspired against by a confederacy of dunces.
CosmicSpiral
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States15275 Posts
December 12 2014 18:26 GMT
#8
On December 12 2014 19:54 nunez wrote:
can you perform this in a video and post it please, it would make my week.
5 stars, good effort qq.

@cosmicSpiral
do you have west african, big lobe, no piercing on stock? how much if so?


$475, freshly removed, but you'll have to pay shipping costs.
WriterWovon man nicht sprechen kann, darüber muß man schweigen.
SetGuitarsToKill
Profile Blog Joined December 2013
Canada28396 Posts
December 12 2014 18:31 GMT
#9
I don't think it's that shitty...
Community News"As long as you have a warp prism you can't be bad at harassment" - Maru | @SetGuitars2Kill
padiseal2
Profile Joined August 2012
Austria721 Posts
December 12 2014 19:47 GMT
#10
On December 12 2014 17:48 DarkLordOlli wrote:
Have you ever considered a career in rap music?

lol
Samsungjackets on twitch || 강민수 화이팅
metanoia_
Profile Joined December 2014
United States2 Posts
December 12 2014 22:38 GMT
#11
Just because you believe something to be shit doesn't mean it is. Just because someone thinks something isn't shit doesn't mean it's not. Catcher in the Rye- thought to be literary art, personally I think it's shit. That comparison doesn't make sense.
BUT
What is causing you to feel this way? You should examine your life carefully and solve it. It's not good to feel sad- but at least you express yourself. You also shouldn't think things you do are shit, there's being honest with yourself and there's being brutal to yourself.
You'er never going to be perfect, there's always going to be someone better, but that doesn't mean you're mediocre. It means your human. Don't dehumanize yourself. It seems like you feel deeply which is good, but don't mentally punish yourself for knowing how to do something many people don't.

I probably just rambled and made a lot of bad assumptions. But, it's good to express yourself. Don't judge your expressions. It's okay to be sad, but eventually you have to get over it. It's okay to be average and its okay to feel.

If you ever need to talk I am sure many people would love to listen. I'm sorry if this doesn't seem to have logic.
vindictive, overzealous
BigFan
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
TLADT24920 Posts
December 13 2014 06:05 GMT
#12
There's nothing wrong with the song. You're just working through a difficult time which everyone has to get through at some point and this is your way of releasing all your anxiety, fears etc... Infact, you should keep writing more and expressing yourself. Repressing emotions is very damaging for the self and it's better to release them in blog format than do it on a family member or friend where you'll end up regretting it. Best of luck!
Former BW EiC"Watch Bakemonogatari or I will kill you." -Toad, April 18th, 2017
boxerfred
Profile Blog Joined December 2012
Germany8360 Posts
December 13 2014 17:55 GMT
#13
read some lyrics of college rock bands (like new found glory) they are worse.
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