A few reasons: I don't feel particularly involved with the community anymore, other people went on to SC2, MOBAs, Hearthstone and whatnot. I don't feel like having another discussion on BW vs SC2 or any other esport. But I couldn't really get into any of these entry level esport games. And I couldn't go back to BW without feeling saddened. So I've just been keeping up with QL, which is one of the few games that's at least equally challenging. Although the userbase is quite small and it's extremely difficult to get into the top tier, at least it's far from as dead as BW in Europe.
And also, almost every time I write something here I get so many stupid sheep judging me. I don't care if you joke about it but I don't feel like this community accepts different kinds of personalities very well...
I'm not a misogynist, but what is the difference between saying 'I hate women', and saying 'I hate men'? Somehow one is accepted and the other one isn't.
As for the girl... I'm still in love/obsessed with her, and I don't think that'll change. I've tried getting her out on a date or something similar as she doesn't have a boyfriend anymore and neither of us like the work environment for socializing. She seems a bit reluctant to let me hang out with her in her free time however. She's constantly surrounded by friends (...) and told me that the only way for us to spend time together was with some other friend there. I want to spend time with her alone so it went nowhere. She'll be studying outside the country in a few months and I don't know how I'll cope with her gone. It's been so addicting being able to stare at her almost every day, having her mimicking my expressions and smiling at me.
I've been lifting seriously for a couple of months now, to compete with her. 1 hour a day 6 days a week. I don't want to seem as vain as females who only do it for a firm ass and men who just want abs. So I'll just say it's for my sport.
But I want to reach this:
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(Rust and Bone)
The only words this manbeast Schoenaerts has to utter is "Ça va?" and he can instantly fuck any woman he wants. Imagine being so physically intimidating that you don't really need to use words to coerce them into sex.