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Atom Cannister
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Germany380 Posts
October 11 2013 23:15 GMT
#21
Hello Kollin. I don't know you very well. I enjoy playing dota with you a lot. The way you describe yourself is not how I feel you are. I think you're a nice, funny guy. If you want to just chill out and have some fun playing dota then you're always welcome to play some dota with me. Sorry if there has ever been negative vibes when we've played, I think you're a cool dude.

Just try have fun and be positive, everything else will fall into place.

Don't worry so much and try not to think about what Torenhire posted! :D
...
Jaaaaasper
Profile Blog Joined April 2012
United States10225 Posts
October 11 2013 23:32 GMT
#22
Yes and?
+ Show Spoiler +
Don't worry, you aren't as bad as several other people I remember from tlih, and you realized your problem and apologized. You're not nearly as bad as some of the others. Also Pm me some time, cause I need someone at me level to practice 1v1's with.
Hey do you want to hear a joke? Chinese production value. | I thought he had a aegis- Ayesee | When did 7ing mad last have a good game, 2012?
dravernor
Profile Blog Joined May 2013
Netherlands6191 Posts
October 11 2013 23:40 GMT
#23
On October 12 2013 08:32 Jaaaaasper wrote:
Yes and?
+ Show Spoiler +
Don't worry, you aren't as bad as several other people I remember from tlih, and you realized your problem and apologized. You're not nearly as bad as some of the others. Also Pm me some time, cause I need someone at me level to practice 1v1's with.


WELL jasp, looks like we meet again. You should play with me too :3 Just, I am worse than you. And pretty much anyone. Ever. In the history of DotA,
<3
Jaaaaasper
Profile Blog Joined April 2012
United States10225 Posts
October 11 2013 23:44 GMT
#24
On October 12 2013 08:40 dravernor wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 12 2013 08:32 Jaaaaasper wrote:
Yes and?
+ Show Spoiler +
Don't worry, you aren't as bad as several other people I remember from tlih, and you realized your problem and apologized. You're not nearly as bad as some of the others. Also Pm me some time, cause I need someone at me level to practice 1v1's with.


WELL jasp, looks like we meet again. You should play with me too :3 Just, I am worse than you. And pretty much anyone. Ever. In the history of DotA,

Nahh if you didn't have a full second delay on any server in the world I think you'd be okay. Gotta figure out the dota equivalent of a 6 pool, no micro needed.
Hey do you want to hear a joke? Chinese production value. | I thought he had a aegis- Ayesee | When did 7ing mad last have a good game, 2012?
Staboteur
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
Canada1873 Posts
October 12 2013 00:11 GMT
#25
This thread needs a Day9 talk about feelings and how feelings are okay to have.

Perspective is also nice, and recognizing that when tensions are high any criticism is amplified, but remembering how to relax and still have fun with a lost game is an important skill of DotA.

I mean, it's hard when you're a support and literally the only safe spots on the map are nestled between any set of rax, or following your carry like a dog on a leash... but that's when you grab a pile of smokes and play hide-and-go-seek with the enemy team :D
I'm actually Fleetfeet D:
MountainDewJunkie
Profile Blog Joined June 2009
United States10344 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-10-12 00:16:01
October 12 2013 00:14 GMT
#26
Wow you suck... oh wait, didn't we all think this way when we were 14? That doubt? That desperation to belong? That self-loathing, coupled with an ironic sprinkle of arrogance? W-- What's that? Just me then? Carry on.
[21:07] <Shock710> whats wrong with her face [20:50] <dAPhREAk> i beat it the day after it came out | <BLinD-RawR> esports is a giant vagina
Kipsate
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
Netherlands45349 Posts
October 12 2013 00:16 GMT
#27
shoulda seen me play dota when I was 14

LOL
WriterXiao8~~
Kupon3ss
Profile Joined May 2008
時の回廊10066 Posts
October 12 2013 00:25 GMT
#28
I was already a master techies player when i was 14
When in doubt, just believe in yourself and press buttons
hoby2000
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States918 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-10-12 01:12:27
October 12 2013 01:11 GMT
#29
A lot of people don't understand that blogging this stuff helps a lot with changing it. Even if the said above is not actually true, you can still work hard at not being those things, but remember someone will always think you're an asshole, and one of your friends is simply only going to find you funny at certain times.

Also, I always come to these life realizations when someone says something completely innocent or is just being an ass to me, but they end up speaking some truth I had known was always there, but could never admit.


Also, this:

On October 12 2013 08:07 thundertoss wrote:
The real test is whether you become more or less of an asshole when you get better at dota.

A lesson without pain is meaningless for nothing can be gained without giving something in return.
Atom Cannister
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Germany380 Posts
October 12 2013 01:34 GMT
#30
On October 12 2013 08:40 dravernor wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 12 2013 08:32 Jaaaaasper wrote:
Yes and?
+ Show Spoiler +
Don't worry, you aren't as bad as several other people I remember from tlih, and you realized your problem and apologized. You're not nearly as bad as some of the others. Also Pm me some time, cause I need someone at me level to practice 1v1's with.


WELL jasp, looks like we meet again. You should play with me too :3 Just, I am worse than you. And pretty much anyone. Ever. In the history of DotA,


Don't be so down on yourself.
...
brian
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
United States9636 Posts
October 12 2013 01:38 GMT
#31
hey look at the reassurance
brian
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
United States9636 Posts
October 12 2013 01:39 GMT
#32
kollin you're awesome dont change
Rekrul
Profile Blog Joined November 2002
Korea (South)17174 Posts
October 12 2013 01:54 GMT
#33
pubescent rage online is no big deal and i'm sure your allies' days aren't being made any worse by it, they probably find it funny LOL
why so 진지해?
brian
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
United States9636 Posts
October 12 2013 02:03 GMT
#34
yeah that was pretty funny
lichter
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
1001 YEARS KESPAJAIL22272 Posts
October 12 2013 02:13 GMT
#35
At first I thought you must've lost a bet or something to admit this but

uhm

gratz on the realizations?
AdministratorYOU MUST HEED MY INSTRUCTIONS TAKE OFF YOUR THIIIINGS
shiroiusagi
Profile Blog Joined September 2011
SoCal, USA3955 Posts
October 12 2013 02:21 GMT
#36
I don't think you're an asshole at all kollin you're just young. I think there are others who are worse than you.
Graphics@shiroiusagi_ | shiroiusagi.net
Carbonyl
Profile Blog Joined August 2012
United States334 Posts
October 12 2013 02:53 GMT
#37
On October 12 2013 09:25 Kupon3ss wrote:
I was already a master techies player when i was 14

who isn't?
It takes quite a long time of playing and watching a video game before you realize how bad at it you really are.
Azera
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
3800 Posts
October 12 2013 03:15 GMT
#38
On October 12 2013 11:21 shiroiusagi wrote:
I don't think you're an asshole at all kollin you're just young. I think there are others who are worse than you.


Q __ Q




Hey kollin, as I'm pretty close to your age I can probably relate to you best. I know this is going to sound super-fagged out, but I understand how you're feeling. I think behaving like this is just one of the things that happens when we're as young as we are. The most important thing is to control how you react to being like this (that is if such behavior is out of your control), and how you think about your character. I think you're doing pretty well since you're doing some introspective thinking, as exemplified by this blog. It's all part of being a ~teen~, soon enough you'll find yourself a contrarian and a misanthrope! All cool though, just remember to take it easy and take a step back every so often in order to re-evaluate yourself You're a cool dude, youngbro.


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micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24753 Posts
October 12 2013 03:43 GMT
#39
On October 12 2013 07:03 kollin wrote:
I've come to realise I am in fact a huge asshole, an enormous douchebag, and a complete dick.

I would agree that you are a huge asshole and a complete dick, but I don't agree that you are an enormous douchebag.
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
brian
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
United States9636 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-10-12 04:13:11
October 12 2013 04:11 GMT
#40
contrary to azera, i dont think people closest to your age are those who are most easily rateable.
you're easily better than most 20 year olds.
that goes for posters in this thread.
specifically mdj
and lichter
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