You shouldn't care what other people say.

Since so many people play League, it's bound to succumb to average intelligence. Being on TeamLiquid, we're fortunate enough to produce more cognitive thought, but in general people are kind of dumb.

Therefore, they say all sorts of really stupid things.

But it's all in your head. At the end of the day, your world is the only one that exists, and other people's words become your words because you allow them to exist, and manifest. You can let them manifest, and hide forever, or you can let go, and be free of what other people say, because other people, unless they take a knife and stab you or something, should have no effect on your mental well-being whatsoever.

teddyoojo

Germany22369 Posts

October 12 2013 23:19 GMT

#43

Hell, I guess you could consider it e-sex

lmao hahahaaaha

SCC-Just

United States38 Posts

October 14 2013 06:03 GMT

#44

I don't want to be a dick, but I think your taking League way to serious. I play ranked all the times sometimes with lower ranked people and sometimes with higher ranked people and nobody has ever once said they carried me while being serious. Maybe its because I'm not a girl, but to call anything regarding league related as "e-sex" is a bit absurd to me.

Also you shouldn't give a fuck who your boyfriend boosts. If you don't trust him because he plays League with another girl then you shouldn't be dating him in the first place, and if you're really jealous that he played a ranked game with another girl while your then you're a psycho.

Also you said yourself that you can be a bitch. Some of your post comes off as a bit bitchy so you should continue to work on that. Good luck with your boyfriend.

Rainbow Cuddles

United States486 Posts

October 14 2013 07:10 GMT

#45

On October 14 2013 15:03 SCC-Just wrote:
Also you shouldn't give a fuck who your boyfriend boosts..

lmao u didnt read everything

Serejai

6007 Posts

October 14 2013 08:12 GMT

#46

For what it's worth I have subscribed to your blog in anticipation of your inevitable emotional breakdown blog, of which this seems to be the prologue.

Rainbow Cuddles

United States486 Posts

October 14 2013 10:34 GMT

#47

On October 14 2013 17:12 Serejai wrote:
For what it's worth I have subscribed to your blog in anticipation of your inevitable emotional breakdown blog, of which this seems to be the prologue.

thank you I am sure it will come eventually i am pretty messed up in the head anyway LOOL

if i ever do an an hero post itd be on here

Chexx

Korea (South)11232 Posts

October 14 2013 14:18 GMT

#48

meets eboyfriend on LoL; blog about LoL but no posts in the LoL section :<

join usssssss~

Rainbow Cuddles

United States486 Posts

October 14 2013 18:38 GMT

#49

On October 14 2013 23:18 Chexx wrote:
meets eboyfriend on LoL; blog about LoL but no posts in the LoL section :<

join usssssss~

I rather spend my time trying to find things to add to TLpedia tbh, but I'm on TeamSpeak 24/7 as RainBow.

I post in there SOMETIMES, but idk I'm just really busy. Between practicing SC2 & LoL I find a hard time posting too :[ Guess I just gotta stop being a sissy & up my game

Chexx

Korea (South)11232 Posts

October 15 2013 07:44 GMT

#50

On October 15 2013 03:38 Rainbow Cuddles wrote:

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Thats the right attitude Champ!

RQShatter

United States459 Posts

October 16 2013 16:35 GMT

#51

On October 14 2013 17:12 Serejai wrote:
For what it's worth I have subscribed to your blog in anticipation of your inevitable emotional breakdown blog, of which this seems to be the prologue.

I read this whole thread and didnt even smile once.

I lost it here. gg no re.

Ahzz

Finland780 Posts

October 17 2013 09:55 GMT

#52

Well this sounds special. I don't mean to sound condescending, but you say you've had sex like 50 times, which leads me to assume you have been in multiple relationships, some of which may have been serious. Yet you think that playing LoL with a guy, no matter how fun or intimate it sounds, is anything in comparison?
I guess it's not my place to judge. Whatever you feel is obviously a big deal for you, so who am I to say that what you feel is wrong or anything. If it's important to you, that's what it is.

Where do you hope to be in a year? in 5 years? Are you looking to just have fun for a few months, or are you looking for something of substance? if you only want to have fun, is it worth mentally investing so much into this? You acted jealous for essentially nothing already. If you want this to go forward, what steps are you willing to take? What has REALLY happened in this relationship so far for you to consider you two as a couple? There is wisdom in judging things based on what has happened and what the real state of things is, not how strong feelings you happen to have for that person. Don't bump him up to a status because of a crush, bump him there because he deserves it, because he has earned it. Same should go for you too.

Rainbow Cuddles

United States486 Posts

October 17 2013 20:25 GMT

#53

On October 17 2013 18:55 Ahzz wrote:
Where do you hope to be in a year? in 5 years? Are you looking to just have fun for a few months, or are you looking for something of substance? if you only want to have fun, is it worth mentally investing so much into this? You acted jealous for essentially nothing already. If you want this to go forward, what steps are you willing to take? What has REALLY happened in this relationship so far for you to consider you two as a couple? There is wisdom in judging things based on what has happened and what the real state of things is, not how strong feelings you happen to have for that person. Don't bump him up to a status because of a crush, bump him there because he deserves it, because he has earned it. Same should go for you too.

Same place I am now; Hopefully not dead. I'm looking to be happy right now. That's it. He makes me very happy, so it works. I'm not that mentally invested in it tbh. I don't get too invested in anything anymore. I didn't act jealous "for nothing already". You either didn't read everything or you took it out of context by mistake. It was a joke that we both thought would be funny, so I did it. & it was quite funny. lol. You're also not taking into consideration that just because I've hooked up with a lot of people doesn't mean it was ever serious. I've been in a few serious relationships, but that's not the point. Point is it could have all been casual hookups, which honestly would make this all the more serious.

Don't get me wrong though, I can see how your questions could apply to your life, but they definitely don't apply to mine. In the past I've taken life & other things way too serious & I didn't really like it. I'm more of a chill/do whatever type person nowadays. To each their own though. I do appreciate the questions