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Dark.Carnival
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States5095 Posts
April 20 2013 05:46 GMT
#1
So as a bit of a sequel to my last blog I'm making this one to post the two videos I made talking about being transgender, my voice and transition. Unfortunately the sound and video quality is a bit poor because the laptop I used is not of the best quality and I had to hold the microphone next to my mouth, so I apologize in advance D:

The first video is my growing up as transgender and coming out etc. and the second is about my voice/transition.





I'll also answer any questions if there are anyway. Again sorry for the quality of the videos ;-;

****
@QxGDarkCell ._.
fanta[Rn]
Profile Blog Joined October 2004
Japan2465 Posts
April 20 2013 05:49 GMT
#2
I love you.
Quanticfograw
Profile Blog Joined October 2005
United States2053 Posts
April 20 2013 10:30 GMT
#3
So brave! I encourage more to come out and make videos of their experiences and hopefully this amazing story inspires others!
https://twitter.com/quanticfograw
Bibbit
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Canada5377 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-04-20 14:27:52
April 20 2013 14:16 GMT
#4
Just started watching but your voice is really good, if that's a reasonable compliment.

edit: Finished - You suggest that your voice isnt that far along, does it get much better than that? Could you point to an example? I have a probably unhealthy fixation on voices and frankly couldnt much fault you.
Futabot
Profile Joined October 2011
United States37 Posts
April 20 2013 17:00 GMT
#5
These always make me smile. I could watch trans success stories all day.
One rax. One pylon.
Dark.Carnival
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States5095 Posts
April 20 2013 19:22 GMT
#6
On April 20 2013 14:49 fanta[Rn] wrote:
I love you.

♥
On April 20 2013 23:16 Bibbit wrote:
Just started watching but your voice is really good, if that's a reasonable compliment.

edit: Finished - You suggest that your voice isnt that far along, does it get much better than that? Could you point to an example? I have a probably unhealthy fixation on voices and frankly couldnt much fault you.

For me I don't feel like it's where I want it, but I am happy with my voice. It's mostly just me being a bit of a perfectionist. Here's a few youtube channels of other transgirls that have nice voices, there's a lot more but some of the examples I wanted to link have deleted their channels/videos.

http://www.youtube.com/user/candiFLA/videos?flow=grid&view=0
http://www.youtube.com/user/debutantebrawl/videos?flow=grid&view=0
http://www.youtube.com/user/AliceAzalea/videos?view=0&flow=grid
http://www.youtube.com/user/SamanthaZero34/videos?view=0
@QxGDarkCell ._.
Bibbit
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Canada5377 Posts
April 20 2013 20:30 GMT
#7
On April 21 2013 04:22 Dark.Carnival wrote:
Show nested quote +
On April 20 2013 14:49 fanta[Rn] wrote:
I love you.

♥
Show nested quote +
On April 20 2013 23:16 Bibbit wrote:
Just started watching but your voice is really good, if that's a reasonable compliment.

edit: Finished - You suggest that your voice isnt that far along, does it get much better than that? Could you point to an example? I have a probably unhealthy fixation on voices and frankly couldnt much fault you.

For me I don't feel like it's where I want it, but I am happy with my voice. It's mostly just me being a bit of a perfectionist. Here's a few youtube channels of other transgirls that have nice voices, there's a lot more but some of the examples I wanted to link have deleted their channels/videos.

http://www.youtube.com/user/candiFLA/videos?flow=grid&view=0
http://www.youtube.com/user/debutantebrawl/videos?flow=grid&view=0
http://www.youtube.com/user/AliceAzalea/videos?view=0&flow=grid
http://www.youtube.com/user/SamanthaZero34/videos?view=0

Ah thanks. Could be just something an "outsider" like myself cant pick up on but I don't see any of their voices as better than yours.
Dark.Carnival
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States5095 Posts
April 20 2013 20:56 GMT
#8
On April 21 2013 05:30 Bibbit wrote:
Show nested quote +
On April 21 2013 04:22 Dark.Carnival wrote:
On April 20 2013 14:49 fanta[Rn] wrote:
I love you.

♥
On April 20 2013 23:16 Bibbit wrote:
Just started watching but your voice is really good, if that's a reasonable compliment.

edit: Finished - You suggest that your voice isnt that far along, does it get much better than that? Could you point to an example? I have a probably unhealthy fixation on voices and frankly couldnt much fault you.

For me I don't feel like it's where I want it, but I am happy with my voice. It's mostly just me being a bit of a perfectionist. Here's a few youtube channels of other transgirls that have nice voices, there's a lot more but some of the examples I wanted to link have deleted their channels/videos.

http://www.youtube.com/user/candiFLA/videos?flow=grid&view=0
http://www.youtube.com/user/debutantebrawl/videos?flow=grid&view=0
http://www.youtube.com/user/AliceAzalea/videos?view=0&flow=grid
http://www.youtube.com/user/SamanthaZero34/videos?view=0

Ah thanks. Could be just something an "outsider" like myself cant pick up on but I don't see any of their voices as better than yours.

Your perspective is probably correct, for me since I've been working on my voice for so long I can't help but hear something different. It's hard for me to look at it from a different perspective ;x
@QxGDarkCell ._.
sob3k
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
United States7572 Posts
April 20 2013 23:17 GMT
#9
why is your name dark carnival?
In Hungry Hungry Hippos there are no such constraints—one can constantly attempt to collect marbles with one’s hippo, limited only by one’s hippo-levering capabilities.
Dark.Carnival
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States5095 Posts
April 20 2013 23:30 GMT
#10
On April 21 2013 08:17 sob3k wrote:
why is your name dark carnival?

Song name I liked when I had a friend make my tl account many moons ago, when I wanted to change it I was already over the post limit D:
@QxGDarkCell ._.
SK.Testie
Profile Blog Joined January 2007
Canada11084 Posts
April 21 2013 03:06 GMT
#11
GO DOK SEL
Social Justice is a fools errand. May all the adherents at its church be thwarted. Of all the religions I have come across, it is by far the most detestable.
Nitrogen
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
United States5345 Posts
April 21 2013 03:18 GMT
#12
On April 21 2013 12:06 SK.Testie wrote:
GO DOK SEL


calm down mang
UNFUCK YOURSELF
rabidch
Profile Joined January 2010
United States20289 Posts
April 21 2013 03:55 GMT
#13
On April 21 2013 12:18 Nitrogen wrote:
Show nested quote +
On April 21 2013 12:06 SK.Testie wrote:
GO DOK SEL


calm down mang

testie needs to come out too

+ Show Spoiler +
and regrow his afro
LiquidDota StaffOnly a true king can play the King.
ROOTheognis
Profile Blog Joined January 2006
United States4482 Posts
April 22 2013 02:15 GMT
#14
Thanks for sharing this Also can't wait for the gosu terran to finally show urself and no more smurfing
If you avoid your weakness, it will remain your weakness. www.twitter.com/#!/rootheognis Follow me!
LuckyFool
Profile Blog Joined June 2007
United States9015 Posts
April 22 2013 02:47 GMT
#15
Thanks for sharing this, very interesting stuff. Good luck with everything!

also...smurfing as Terran recently? WUT? How could you leave your Zerg roots....
Dark.Carnival
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States5095 Posts
April 22 2013 02:52 GMT
#16
On April 22 2013 11:15 ROOTheognis wrote:
Thanks for sharing this Also can't wait for the gosu terran to finally show urself and no more smurfing

lol, sooooon :3
On April 22 2013 11:47 LuckyFool wrote:
Thanks for sharing this, very interesting stuff. Good luck with everything!

also...smurfing as Terran recently? WUT? How could you leave your Zerg roots....

I switched to terran awhile ago D: I hated ZvZ too much and like TvT a lot more~
@QxGDarkCell ._.
Smigi
Profile Joined April 2010
United States328 Posts
April 22 2013 22:23 GMT
#17
On April 20 2013 19:30 Quanticfograw wrote:
So brave! I encourage more to come out and make videos of their experiences and hopefully this amazing story inspires others!


Could you make videos about your experience as well?

ZING!

Smigi reporting for duty.
Drone then Own
Smigi
Profile Joined April 2010
United States328 Posts
April 22 2013 22:25 GMT
#18
On April 22 2013 11:15 ROOTheognis wrote:
Thanks for sharing this Also can't wait for the gosu terran to finally show urself and no more smurfing


Theo, I still have nightmares about rax before supply depot. </3
Drone then Own
Smigi
Profile Joined April 2010
United States328 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-04-22 22:27:57
April 22 2013 22:27 GMT
#19
Oh and darkcell, good luck with your continuing transition. Hopefully society becomes more tolerable and accepts people who deviate from societal norms.

Sincerely, Smigisterlicious
Drone then Own
Quanticfograw
Profile Blog Joined October 2005
United States2053 Posts
April 23 2013 02:18 GMT
#20
LOL god smigi... ok I have an honest question. Maybe its just because in eSports it seems more prevalent but is transgender on the rise? Maybe just because of the internet I hear more about it? Or more people are being educated on what makes them feel uncomfortable with their bodies so more are able to be open?
https://twitter.com/quanticfograw
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