great taste in shoes and women, though I'm not a big fan of the hair, but hey that's just me. I liked the blog, like always, and I'm sorry to hear about your grandad Boes, I know he's looking down on you now. I hope you come out of your depression, and love yourself. The community loves you boes, well at least Hoon does, and really that's all that matters.

Iplaythings

Denmark9110 Posts

January 05 2013 19:37 GMT

#22

You do have a good taste in women, them pictures made me both happy and sad I dont really have a "my type" of girls :p

enjoyable blog yo, get better

MountainDewJunkie

United States10344 Posts

January 05 2013 20:00 GMT

#23

Boes!!

While you do look handsome at the moment, I still think I prefer your huge mess of hair and beard

Lemstar

United States387 Posts

January 05 2013 20:23 GMT

#24

Alpino

Brazil4390 Posts

January 05 2013 20:23 GMT

#25

Dragged Into Sunlight, GY!BE and Converge all kick ass. Alcest was so much better imo...nonetheless lovely musical taste (:

~ava

Canada379 Posts

January 05 2013 20:30 GMT

#26

The sign 'merry christmas SATAN' reminds me of the intro to the Locust Abortion Technician album by Butthole Surfers. What a great album.

kusto

Russian Federation823 Posts

January 05 2013 20:41 GMT

#27

I'm sorry about your grandfather, he seemed to be a great person.
I really don't like your blog though.

intrigue

Washington, D.C9934 Posts

January 05 2013 20:46 GMT

#28

winter is rough. i'm having trouble with SAD but i changed my sleep schedule so i could run outside and bask in the sunlight as soon as i wake up. do you think that would help you a bit? still hard though, cuz it's cold as balls.

i don't think the commonly used verb "fighting" when describing dealing with depression is much accurate; you just kinda get wrecked and have to deal with it. it's difficult, but i think it's really important to try to come up with hope for the future. i feel so empty when i have nothing to look forward to, but possess an almost delusional joy at being alive when i do. maybe we'll hang out finally at an event sometime soon

sorry about your grandpa. time has endless cruelties to visit upon every creature that has ever existed. i hope it's some measure of solace that he really cared about you when his faculties were still intact. i'm quite fearful of when my relatives get old too.

eat delicious things and try your best to love yourself. it's hard to convince someone else love you if you can't do it yourself, right? talk to you soon

MoonBear

Straight outta Johto18973 Posts

January 05 2013 21:06 GMT

#29

EvilTeletubby

Baltimore, USA22258 Posts

January 05 2013 22:17 GMT

#30

Boes + a Mani sighting in the same thread!

Trozz

Canada3456 Posts

January 05 2013 22:21 GMT

#31

Awesome blogsthius
Sexy SirJoltesce haircut
I'm on 6 years too

kjwcj

Australia1064 Posts

January 05 2013 22:21 GMT

#32

ya when's your demo coming out tho

VeirenT

United States181 Posts

January 05 2013 23:14 GMT

#33

On January 06 2013 05:23 Lemstar wrote:
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but actually.. exercising might be a good idea too. gets the happy hormones going, and if you lift weights to gain muscle, you can do a lot of things simultaneously: motivate yourself to eat healthier/have healthier habits to lock in muscle gains, set weight goals for yourself and see yourself accomplish them - which is a great feeling, and also look better in your clothes. working out for me is a constant in my life that i've come to stick to not because of the desirable ancillary benefits but because it creates stability and something to anchor yourself to... just a thought

Aerisky

United States12129 Posts

January 05 2013 23:18 GMT

#34

Awww boes <3

Hope to see a happy blog out of you soon. Being sad...well...it really sucks.

Bswhunter

Australia954 Posts

January 05 2013 23:18 GMT

#35

Man... I would give you advice, but I have told myself to refrain from that until I climb my way out of the hole I've dug.

One tiny little thing though. Have you considered anti-depressants? Obviously they are only a bandaid solution, but feeling shitty all the time does not help anyone.

Also, you are one sexy motherfucker.

Steel

Japan2283 Posts

January 05 2013 23:55 GMT

#36

love the shoes... I wish I could some with a good quality/price ratio

biology]major

United States2253 Posts

January 06 2013 00:09 GMT

#37

Struggled with depression and self loathing as well for some time. It's mostly because in those moments, we are not rooted in reality, but in our minds. Just from your taste in women, it is pretty clear you are going to fantasize about things that COULD BE, but not how they are in the present. Then you will compare your fantasy (which is complete bullshit and not real) to reality. Honestly, for me these words helped me the most : "smile, breathe, and go slowly". Can read more about mindfulness here

1) smile, even if you have to fucking force yourself (the mind affects the body, and the body also affects the mind)
2) if you feel like complete shit, or hopeless take a minute, slow down and just BREATHE. Root yourself to reality, you are alive, and breathing. You have POTENTIAL.
3) Take each moment for what it is and nothing more

Hope this helps, as it did for me.

Corinthos

Canada1842 Posts

January 06 2013 00:53 GMT

#38

Love you boes <3

Rekrul

Korea (South)17174 Posts

January 06 2013 00:58 GMT

#39

u were are and always will b the real deal

2013 going to be epic

until then, revel in the darkness

UmbraaeternuS

Chile476 Posts

January 06 2013 01:12 GMT

#40

Nice blog, sir.
I know how much Alzheimer's sucks.
Not only as a doctor, but as a member of a family of someone who had it.
My grandpa also had Alzheimer's disease, and the last 2 years of his life, he didn't recognize me anymore. It was sad, he thought I was my dad...
I know that bitter feeling, and I just want to send you a big hug from across this screen, man. You look like a super cool dude, and I hope things look up this year.
10/5 if I could.