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HaXXspetten
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
Sweden15718 Posts
December 13 2012 14:35 GMT
#21
You sure know how to advertise...
drooL
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United Kingdom2108 Posts
December 13 2012 14:40 GMT
#22
Carlo. I'm super glad that you're feeling better overall. I've liked you since I got to know you. Your darkness was always noticable for me, but I always thought you were a cool mofo. I don't know if you've been in the 'recovery process' last year already, but it's obvious that you will have a good time with your current mindset.

And I also have to reiterate your own and zatic's point: Love yourself. That's all. It's not that hard, hehe.
@nowSimon
neocron
Profile Joined August 2010
United Kingdom505 Posts
December 13 2012 15:13 GMT
#23
Hey cloud,

glad that u made your recovery and I wish u all the best! Keep it up and dont listen to haters!
The most important factor is happiness and you should be able to live your life without fear or depression!
Good luck!
KalWarkov
Profile Blog Joined December 2011
Germany4126 Posts
December 13 2012 15:49 GMT
#24
Wow, that almost brought some tears into my eyes. I'm glad u made it through this pain and u enjoy life now

After having experienced depression and social anxiety for all of my life (im better now), im really happy to read that ur a happy panda, even though i dont share opinions with u in some regards (hi @twitter).

This blog isnt related to starcraft, but i'm very sure that ur play will improve a lot better now, simply because u view life differently. And if not, who cares, life's still good [image loading]

gl at everything u do in the future!
DiaBoLuS ** Sc2 - Protoss: 16x GM | Dota2 - Offlane Immortal | Wc3 - Undead decent level | Diablo nerd | Chess / Magnus fanboy | BVB | Agnostic***
leo23
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
United States3075 Posts
December 13 2012 18:31 GMT
#25
damn i was waiting for the hot story

fuck i got juked
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Tailss
Profile Joined November 2010
Sweden233 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-12-13 18:32:16
December 13 2012 18:32 GMT
#26
Really inspiring read indeed. I just love ur honesty, keep on being who you are and gl in future!
Cr4zyH0r5e
Profile Blog Joined November 2007
Peru1308 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-12-13 18:47:22
December 13 2012 18:46 GMT
#27
Came for the threesome, stayed for the cookie monster.
Really good story, though. Props to you, sir.

Edit: [image loading]
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AcesAnoka
Profile Joined April 2011
Belgium262 Posts
December 13 2012 21:51 GMT
#28
Love your mentality dude
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AiTotoro
Profile Joined October 2011
Germany21 Posts
December 14 2012 04:36 GMT
#29
Nice Read, im happy for you that you finaly found your way !
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run.at.me
Profile Joined December 2011
Australia550 Posts
December 14 2012 07:22 GMT
#30
Nice read, and congratulations on the progression

It's important to know there will be a day where you won't be so happy. Hell, you may even feel a bit depressed. However, everyone has good days and bad days. Don't let one bad day snow ball into a bad week. Depression is a negative thinking habit, and it's likely that something will trigger you in life to make you somewhat feel the way you used to. You need to expect this at some point, accept that fact, but also accept you will overcome it - like you have in the last two months.

I have dealt with depression and anxiety myself, and it's important to acknowledge that these moments will come and go - however you get better and better with dealing with it each time.
KawaiiRice
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United States2914 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-12-14 07:39:04
December 14 2012 07:38 GMT
#31
cloud ftw [image loading]

have another [image loading] because there's a lot of [image loading]'s missing. [image loading].
@KawaiiRiceLighT
rabidch
Profile Joined January 2010
United States20289 Posts
December 14 2012 10:51 GMT
#32
On December 14 2012 16:38 KawaiiRice wrote:
cloud ftw [image loading]

have another [image loading] because there's a lot of [image loading]'s missing. [image loading].

I wish this was a TL smilie now.
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Xhiwi
Profile Blog Joined August 2012
49 Posts
December 14 2012 21:18 GMT
#33
Wow, I'm shocked. I've never thought about something like this.
I'm very impressed, but also totally happy that you get over your try to commit suicide and stuff. Yeah, I dunno what to say.
Hope everything gets better for you!

P.S. I think It's totally brave that you write your real story!
-insert kitschy quote here-
7mk
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Germany10157 Posts
December 17 2012 02:17 GMT
#34
nice read man, really glad to hear you're doing well
beep boop
Ultrablue
Profile Joined October 2010
Finland31 Posts
December 17 2012 05:09 GMT
#35
Awesome read for everyone, especially for the people who has/is going through depression.
Happy to hear, that somebody else has been there too..
Also very Zen.
ne4aJIb
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
Russian Federation3209 Posts
December 18 2012 10:52 GMT
#36
nice smiley [image loading]
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diehilde
Profile Joined September 2008
Germany1596 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-12-20 14:09:47
December 20 2012 14:08 GMT
#37
Ugh, I dont wanna be the naysayer here, but its highly unlikely you just "figure it out" yourself after a year long chronic depression. This sounds a lot like a manic phase to me. As long as you havent identified and dealt with the roots of your depression it most likely will come back, stronger than ever. From what you wrote its clear you have a severely disordered self esteem, possibly coupled with social phobia. I strongly suggest seeking professional help, which means a stationary psychoanalytic / cognitive-behavioral therapy in a clinic for a cpl weeks/months followed by ambulant therapy. Depressions dont just cure themselves, self esteems dont just become healthy because one realizes "Hey I just got to love myself!". Much more likely for your depression to have evolved into a manic depression. Its sad to see all the psychological amateurs go "Hey, your cured, good for you!" - your really not helping.
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7mk
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Germany10157 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-12-20 15:07:25
December 20 2012 15:05 GMT
#38
On December 20 2012 23:08 diehilde wrote:
Ugh, I dont wanna be the naysayer here, but its highly unlikely you just "figure it out" yourself after a year long chronic depression. This sounds a lot like a manic phase to me. As long as you havent identified and dealt with the roots of your depression it most likely will come back, stronger than ever. From what you wrote its clear you have a severely disordered self esteem, possibly coupled with social phobia. I strongly suggest seeking professional help, which means a stationary psychoanalytic / cognitive-behavioral therapy in a clinic for a cpl weeks/months followed by ambulant therapy. Depressions dont just cure themselves, self esteems dont just become healthy because one realizes "Hey I just got to love myself!". Much more likely for your depression to have evolved into a manic depression. Its sad to see all the psychological amateurs go "Hey, your cured, good for you!" - your really not helping.



im sure you were trying to help but man you just sound like a douche
"Depressions dont just cure themselves"
Of course theres depressions that remit without treatment, probably a bigger number than there's statistics of for the obvious reason that he data is harder to grasp for people that dont go under treatment.
if you are working in a medical field i'd suggest to let go of this kind of black and white thinking. Psychosocial factors for example can play a role in the origin of depression, if they improve its perfectly reasonable to get healthy again.

Social phobia?? ya because its super typical for someone with social phobia to come together with a group of people and show yourself in front of a camera with thousands of people watching, super typical

If only medicine was so easy you could do all diagnosis from a small amount of text
From the bit he's written you couldnt even tell if he has had chronic depression or several episodes etc
(actually this part " the cause of my depression was very situational and temporary" makes chronic depression unlikely)
from the bit he's written you couldnt count out a manic phase but you certainly couldnt diagnose it either
I'm no professional yet but from the experience i've had with manic patients they usually use their increased drive to have fun and do unhealthy things, with him it's the opposite, working out and eating healthy rather than getting drunk, eating a lot and spending tons of money
Look up ICD10 critera for a manic phase and then tell me that they are all fulfilled from the text he's written and you might see why your little rant is a bit ridiculous. I find this simple way of thinking actually very similar to people who go "If youre depressed you just gotta stop being a pussy and realize that things arent so bad"
beep boop
ninazerg
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
United States7291 Posts
December 20 2012 21:17 GMT
#39
I skimmed through looking for the threesome part. It was not there.
"If two pregnant women get into a fist fight, it's like a mecha-battle between two unborn babies." - Fyodor Dostoevsky
bonifaceviii
Profile Joined May 2010
Canada2890 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-12-20 21:19:23
December 20 2012 21:18 GMT
#40
On December 21 2012 06:17 ninazerg wrote:
I skimmed through looking for the threesome part. It was not there.

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