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Sepulchral, black-white mime
Archers eyes slow my time
Trench of my heart you climb
And Spook me with Yin-Yang.
New songs my heart has sang
I was nervous for the Halloween party because I was not confident in my costume. I got in and there were many unfamiliar faces. Spooky costumes and nerves of all sorts culminated into an emotion that was like when your eyes go wet from drinking a carbonated drink too fast. The moment that best encapsulated this feeling was when I looked at the girl dressed as a Parisian street mime; the ones in black and white As I said, at first I was taken back by her, but as I drank and acclimated I was simply taken by her.
I didn’t say a word to her. It was one of those parties where the so called “clicks” were divided quite distinctly. The only interaction we had was to start our respective teams off in a game of flip cup. She’d been playing all night and it was my first and only round. I wasn’t sure if there was a countdown to start. She took care of everything and we communicated with gestures which was quite sweet. She “cheers’d” me and then set her cup down as I guess the rules are. I kind of fumbled and half cheated. She edged me slightly but I got my cup flipped second try to my relief. She got hers the first try
Its not the first time I have had feelings grow from things very distant from reality. It hasn’t always ended badly. It has never yet ended well.
I looked at the facebook pictures and she was the only person not tagged. I thought she was lost forever so I made one of those deals with myself, like an omen type thing. I said to myself, if I ever found her I would contact her. At first I even told myself it’d be spunky writing.. maybe even my efforts to be poetic. Poetry isn’t even my strength though, so I’d probably just be direct.
She was just tagged as I finished my poem.
What do you guys know or think about facebook creeping//adding of people. Is it something you would act kindly towards? Is it sleezey? Am I best to just forget these obsessive feelings and move on?? How long do I have before I can never even act like we saw eachother and use that as an excuse to talk to her?
Sometimes I think if its not this person I scrape and shape my heart on it will be the next.
-Lost, Lonely, want to be lover.
 
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it was all just a dream....I have no real feelings for this person. I should retitle "pains of being a dreamer"
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hahahahaha. well thats nice
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On October 29 2012 11:06 writer22816 wrote:
lol what
whatever, hardly any flamboyant people around here anymore. losing faith in teamliquid's girl blog community.
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What the hell are you doing here? You don't belong here.
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On October 29 2012 11:16 ampson wrote:
What the hell are you doing here? You don't belong here.
i don't know. trying to be bob dylan or somethin
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In my experience facebook is the mos awkward way to contact a girl  . So much easier to just talk to them when drunk and make something happen there!
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United States505 Posts
On October 29 2012 11:31 meteorskunk wrote:Show nested quote +On October 29 2012 11:16 ampson wrote:
What the hell are you doing here? You don't belong here. i don't know. trying to be bob dylan or somethin
/facepalm
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wow, took you all of 5 minutes to get over her LOL
also just fyi, its "clique" rather than "click"
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Katowice25012 Posts
Sorry to the bearer of bad news, but if you have to ask the answer here is obvious.
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You need to be a bit more Blunt, you can't just idly sit by and let them just pass right by you like this. Also you aren't bob dylan, you aren't knowing on Heaven's Door just yet buddy  .
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On October 29 2012 10:56 meteorskunk wrote:
it was all just a dream....I have no real feelings for this person. I should retitle "pains of being a dreamer"
oooooooook then...
That was odd.
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Really enjoyed the blog, to my surprise 
I did not however like the first 5 lines at all. I skipped em. As for the girl...
On October 29 2012 11:55 heyoka wrote:
Sorry to the bearer of bad news, but if you have to ask the answer here is obvious.
He's right. If you hadn't have asked us here then you'd likely have had more confidence, and if you had more confidence you probably would have done something about the girl when she was physically around you. Maybe you could try caring about what other people think less, and take hold of what's happening around you.
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just a heads upi met a girl at a party, no one knew her couldn't help and i added her like a couple weeks after and she remembered me. just do it.
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isnt it spelled "cliques" as opposed to clicks
Edit: synapse got to it before me but go for it... no one will judge you other than all your friends... so go for it
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Ok thank you TeamLiquid girl blogs community. SOrry formy haste. im hopped up. sorry for my"poetry." It is fun to aim for verse because you look, however thoughtlessly and amateurishly for "creative" ways to say things. Mine is glib because I am not really a writer of song/poetry. Hard to admit my flaws but it helps.(cliques not clicks. i'll lok that up)
Cold hard questions are about the only escape from the people who i fall into dark spells about. Do i have enough intellectual interest in this person to put them ahead of my own life? Only if she is into me. Probably means i was kind of forcing it and thats why i can't be sure. Have I wasted a lot of time pondering something very small. Unfortunately yes>> so if i want to try to give myself signs, from now on im going to up my standard for what i consider a sign to have to be something useful in helping me find a plan.. and i might have such a card up my sleeve.
Prettymuch the fish got away cuz i only looked at it swimming and din't put my fishing pole in to the fishing hole. you miss 100 percent of the shots you don't take. I should have taken that shot.
mmmm watcha saaaaay?
mmmm thatcha only meant well?
mmmm watcha saaay
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Maybe you should try talking to her. Think less.
Then again...
You may have...
nsfw language probably.
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Just adding her would be senseless. But sending her a message like hey I remember you from the party etc and just ask her out. No beating around the bush and ask her if she would grab a coffee with you or something. Being open and honest isn't creepy. Worst case scenario she isn't interested, but she probably at least wool be flattered.
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Either you are really high, or you are overthinking this to a legendary degree.
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Whatever you do, it's good you took it to TL, like a real man.
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On October 29 2012 18:31 B.I.G. wrote:
Just adding her would be senseless. But sending her a message like hey I remember you from the party etc and just ask her out. No beating around the bush and ask her if she would grab a coffee with you or something. Being open and honest isn't creepy. Worst case scenario she isn't interested, but she probably at least wool be flattered.
Yeah, I had the idea to just compliment this costume, but then my sense of purity did not like the "alterior" motives. So I think i'll just take the hit and work on my pretty boy swag.
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Since you didn't delete this blog or request its closure after you sobered up, you get a 4!
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On October 29 2012 18:31 B.I.G. wrote:
Just adding her would be senseless. But sending her a message like hey I remember you from the party etc and just ask her out. No beating around the bush and ask her if she would grab a coffee with you or something. Being open and honest isn't creepy. Worst case scenario she isn't interested, but she probably at least wool be flattered.
Yea, basically this. It's better if you'll see again around campus or whatever and can just go up to her in person and say something to the effect of "your cute, I enjoyed partying with you, lets go grab some coffee". You can probably do the same thing over FB but it doesn't usually have the same effect.
Nothing creepy about telling a girl straight you like her or think she is attractive even if you have never talked to her in your life before. Now, if you freak out, tie up, and just go silent the whole time to could make for an awkward interaction...so don't do that.
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