EPTAfter dealing with her loss, I have recently lost someone else close to me, someone who i knew for nearly 3 years, who became special to me.
And to top all of this off my body has literally become a host to various parasites as of late. I recently found out I had been infected with ringworm. It sounds alot worse then it is and I will be going to the hospital today to get medication.
I'm just tired.
I recently Alienated my best friend. He's a good man and while I did apologize, he has kept his distance as of late.
Ever get the feeling that you need a vacation? Well guess what, and this tops it, I AM on vacation so this situation just makes me feel frustrated, tired, and in a depression.
I have not let the depression seep into my work and I promise you, the reader, that these emo self obsessed blogs will be VERY few and far between because right now,this very moment,i needed to just say my 2bits because the cruel fact of the matter is, if i tell anyone close to me, they will laugh,if i tell any of my acquaintances they will get awkward and feel as though I've dumped all my problems onto them(and rightly so). So am i still doing this? It's simple, 1) It helps to vent and get all your problems out there, 2) It's not doing something that is somewhat constructive(+1 typing skills pew pew), and 3) If you read through this whole thing then well, you don't know me personally so you have the option to walk away without any awkwardness, completely scott free.
And that ends the first blog post, this post was solely vent out whatever frustration i have and the next few posts will mainly be focused on the youtube and tournament streaming work i do as well as talking about Starcraft 2 in general.
Oh and if you have read through this whole post, thank you.
Anyways hope things shape up - GL HF!
